Hakerz338
Grass is Greener on the Other Side
2003
- January 2003
- 10 - Alone
- 11 - HOTSAUCE
- 16 - The end
- 19 - /
- 31 - Fuct up Kid
- March 2003
- 03 - Teamwork
- 22 - |/1z
- 23 - 57uff
- 23 - My Perfect girl
- 24 - First Time
- 25 - life
- 31 - Chicago Trip
- April 2003
- 03 - Rejection
- 04 - LOVE IS A BITCH
- 07 - Stage Crew
- 07 - You know what's wrong
- 10 - PAIN
- 10 - 5|-|00l
- 11 - Anger
- 12 - Is there something wrong ..
- 13 - Girlfriends
- 14 - Killing me slowly
- 14 - School Days
- 16 - I wish she would open up
- 17 - The One
- 18 - Open your Eyes
- 19 - Friday Night
- 19 - I'm sorry
- 21 - My weekend
- 22 - The night
- 24 - Women
- 29 - This weekend
- 29 - well i know now
- May 2003
- 01 - Current Standing
- 02 - well i guess i am a bad ..
- 04 - Prom Weekend
- 04 - Guilt stricken
- 06 - Friendzone EXPLAINED
- 06 - Death by Uncertainty
- 08 - To everyone I've hurt ..
- 10 - future
- 10 - sleep
- 16 - Sitting @ the park
- 16 - What I have to offer?
- 17 - Hell on Earth
- 26 - The battle
- June 2003
- 07 - It;s been a while
- 07 - sleepless
- 08 - Stupidity
- 11 - What would you do?
- 11 - Feelings
- 12 - Decisions
- 12 - Time's up
- 16 - Heart
- 19 - No happiness
- 21 - Subway
- 23 - Once agian i'm right
- 24 - Selfishness
- 25 - One's place
- 28 - SIGH
- 28 - LEAVING
- 29 - Risks
- July 2003
- 01 - Being right blows
- 02 - i've made my mind up
- 05 - Thoughts from july3rd
- 05 - ^L0||3 1 517
- 13 - Guess who's back
- 17 - July 17th Entry
- 18 - Parents
- 25 - Me
- August 2003
- 01 - DAMN IT
- 01 - Update about Her
- 08 - Misery
- 08 - broke up
- 18 - Time
- 18 - Don't ever think
- 18 - I hate
- 19 - Existance
- 19 - My Light
- 19 - Stop what you are doing
- 19 - A million Tears
- 22 - Liz
- 24 - Best things in life
- 25 - WOW!!
- 30 - Friday Aug 29th 2003
- 30 - Loser
- 31 - I think i'll be fine
- September 2003
- 01 - Heart
- 04 - Sigh...
- 04 - I've thought things threw
- 06 - Poem from Lyrics by Gob, ..
- 06 - September 5th 2003
- 06 - Freezing Night
- 06 - Who Am I?
- 08 - Sunday Night
- 09 - Monday the 8th
- 11 - Thoughts from the 9th
- 11 - Today's escapades September ..
- 12 - Creativity
- 12 - The story so Far
- 13 - Writing from a few nights ..
- 13 - Saturday Sept 13
- 14 - Greatest things in Life
- 14 - Express
- 15 - WTF
- 15 - Late Night Thoughts
- 15 - ------Untitled-----
- 16 - Growing Pains
- 17 - Twisted feelings
- 18 - Sept !7th Wed
- 19 - Nothing Lasts
- 19 - how do i feel
- 20 - The Party
- 21 - Saturday Sept 20th
- 22 - Nothing new
- 23 - my life
- 24 - Tuesday September 23 11:03 ..
- 25 - My good day has melted away
- 25 - To You
- 27 - I need some advice
- 29 - Good Bye
- October 2003
- 07 - I'm back
- 08 - Old poem i wrote ages ago
- 08 - more old stuff
- 08 - Old rambling
- 08 - Recent OLD :)
- 08 - Exausting day
- 09 - Oct 7 - Oct 8
- 09 - Project Development
- 09 - Nightmare
- 10 - The Song "When I'm With ..
- 10 - Miniscule
- 10 - Good Morning
- 10 - Mid Day Overview
- 12 - October 11th
- 12 - October 12 4:02 AM
- 12 - October 12 1:03 PM
- 13 - October 12 10:53 PM
- 14 - Monday the 13th
- 14 - Bad to worse
- 14 - Tuesday Oct 14th 3:05 Pm
- 15 - Days go by
- 15 - First grade teacher
- 15 - Things Parents' learn from ..
- 15 - 72 hours
- 16 - October 15 12:22 AM
- 16 - Looking forward to November
- 17 - Weird Day Oct. 16
- 17 - Friday Night Banquet
- 18 - Friday the 17th
- 18 - Sigh...
- 19 - Slavaged Saturday night
- 20 - HELLZ YEA my Weekend
- 20 - I HATE PEOPLE
- 21 - Walking on air
- 22 - Tues 21st
- 23 - W0W! I work now
- 23 - Work
- 25 - Sat. Oct 24th
- 26 - Sat. Oct 25th I love LSR
- 26 - Thanks Guys
- 27 - Work
- 27 - Reflections in the mirror
- 28 - Burnout
- 28 - The words i love you
- 30 - Kinda Bummed, a lil off
- 30 - Early Morning
- 30 - What is love?
- November 2003
- 02 - Friday Night
- 03 - Sunday night
- 04 - Nov 3rd My day
- 05 - Nov 4th
- 06 - I'm sorry
- 07 - Thursday night
- 07 - morning
- 08 - What can i say about Friday.
- 09 - My night (SAT.)
- 10 - Mission Failed
- 10 - History
- 11 - Tuesday the 11th
- 12 - Last Entry
- 13 - My 18th Birthday
- 13 - Awakening
- 14 - Time
- 15 - Eww...
- 17 - In your arms
- 17 - Morning thoughts
- 18 - About Yesterday
- 19 - My day (Nov 18th)
- 19 - A Friend
- 20 - The Real World
- 20 - Eyes
- 22 - Nov. 12th 1985
- 24 - My decision
- 24 - Decision made
- 26 - How can i explain the ..
- 28 - Thanksgiving
- December 2003
- 05 - Shhh.....
- 06 - W0rk Sucks
- 08 - seconds in heaven
- 15 - Why do you hate me?
- 21 - Believe?
- 21 - Little Moments
- 31 - An Update on Current Events
2004
- January 2004
- 04 - New Year
- 07 - RUins
- 11 - DAMN IT FREE
- 12 - Boy meets world
- 12 - Pitfalls of love
- 13 - And my Girlfriend...
- 17 - Open kisses and Gum
- 18 - Sat. Jan 17th
- 19 - I'm soo lucky
- 21 - I don't know
- 23 - Bowling for cars
- 24 - Today isn t something I d ..
- 25 - Saturday Jan 24th 2004
- 28 - Lsrkid
- 30 - 1 Year Anni
- February 2004
- 01 - Friday was going so well
- 02 - Half Time Report
- 02 - One mess into another (not ..
- 03 - Case of the Mondays
- 05 - What a horrible day
- 05 - Things People Say
- 06 - My week so far
- 09 - Weekend Update
- 10 - One Person
- 10 - Life in the FAST lane
- 11 - A beautiful Day
- 11 - 2 days and counting
- 12 - Night Wrap up
- 12 - SLEEP
- 13 - Let the ball drop on your ..
- 14 - My V-day
- 15 - my day Saturday (LONG)
- 15 - Morning thoughts
- 16 - Did I miss anything?
- 17 - By yourside
- 18 - Another bad day
- 18 - Everything to Everyone
- 18 - LATENIGHT CALLS
- 19 - Speechless
- 19 - Looking towards Sat.
- 20 - Story of Jay
- 21 - can't say
- 22 - It's a five o'clock world
- 23 - Thoughts
- 24 - Just a day
- 24 - Karma
- 25 - Math
- 26 - Tonight 2-24-2004
- 26 - NightJot
- 27 - Working towards the weekend
- 27 - Ritters
- 28 - My intensions
- 29 - Distant
- 29 - Sat. Sun Thoughts
- March 2004
- 01 - Long Nights
- 01 - Faded away like the color ..
- 03 - Autobahn
- 03 - quick update
- 04 - Could i ask to end tonight ..
- 04 - a great day
- 04 - Can my day go any better?
- 06 - Friday's weekend
- 07 - STupid Saturday
- 08 - I can still taste you
- 09 - Words can't express
- 09 - Rufio
- 10 - Superman
- 11 - Love, Blood, Guts
- 11 - Age
- 12 - Corny
- 13 - SHUTUP!!!
- 14 - Destiny
- 15 - Driving in my car
- 15 - How you make me feel, LSR.
- 15 - Addict
- 16 - NAUSEOUS
- 16 - Am I
- 16 - Message to LSR
- 16 - Morning 360
- 16 - Nicknames
- 17 - I'm breaking up with you
- 18 - 24hours
- 21 - ARGH!!!!
- 21 - Still up
- 22 - I miss you already
- 23 - No more
- 23 - Breathing deeply
- 24 - Today could have been so ..
- 24 - Promises
- 25 - Missing
- 26 - TANK WEEK
- 27 - This can't be the end...
- 28 - 03-26-2004
- 28 - Saturday the 27th
- 29 - Skips a beat
- 30 - Proven my point?
- April 2004
- 01 - Perfect Day
- 03 - External Stimulus
- 04 - Sat.
- 05 - ID
- 05 - 3 months
- 06 - 24 hours
- 06 - Blur
- 07 - Stupid Glitch
- 11 - It all started Thursday
- 12 - I feel like i did something ..
- 12 - Schedule
- 14 - Slip
- 15 - When i thought everything ..
- 19 - STOP
- 19 - Dieing
- 20 - Friday's far off
- 22 - Anything?
- 26 - Drive Home
- 27 - Blue
- 29 - Coffee
- 30 - Thoughts of you racing by
- May 2004
- 02 - I blame myself
- 03 - the pain of not knowing
- 03 - Gulp...
- 05 - The accident
- 06 - Rest in pieces
- 06 - Rebel's found a cause
- 07 - Apart of Me
- 07 - Peeves
- 08 - Caberet
- 08 - Rage
- 17 - What's new?
- 17 - Your words ring in my head
- 18 - Nightmare
- 19 - Would you stop me if i left?
- 19 - The pressure
- 20 - Glitsch
- 23 - So that's the way it is
- 25 - The weekend
- 25 - Plans for the summer
- 25 - Interesting dreams
- 25 - Wednesday
- 27 - D-day
- 27 - Spent a few minutes with LSR
- 28 - Realationship
- 30 - End of the month
- 31 - blah
- June 2004
- 01 - Worries
- 02 - I don't know anymore
- 03 - Blink 182
- 06 - I feel like shit
- 07 - It gets worse...
- 08 - Coming to an end
- 10 - Man...
- 14 - She writes: "2004-06-14..
- 16 - Our little talks
- 17 - First Tri
- 18 - Spiderman 2
- 18 - Picnic
- 21 - The Weekend
- 22 - In Over My Head
- 23 - Sigh... I m sorry that ..
- 25 - wierd dream
- 25 - MasterCard Commercial
- 29 - 6 Months and 9.5 hours
- 29 - 46 Cents
- July 2004
- 01 - i don't feel well
- 02 - RED FUCKING BOOM
- 03 - To dark to breathe
- 04 - Maybe he was right
- 06 - Crossroads
- 06 - ***update***
- 08 - 50 First Dates
- 09 - Story of a Lonely Guy
- 09 - Love
- 11 - I hate when we argue
- 12 - Heart Broken - for LSR only
- 15 - Forbidden Love
- 15 - Fullpacked Thursday
- 19 - She's gone
- 23 - Over worked under ..
- 24 - The weeks over
- 25 - A long night
- 26 - Bonneville
- 29 - I'll meet you there
- 30 - Dave and busters
- August 2004
- 02 - The weekend
- 04 - The Warp Tour
- 05 - 7 Months and counting
- 06 - BREATHE in DEEP
- 08 - 9 days
- 10 - 1 week
- 12 - Eternal Sunshine of a ..
- 12 - no words
- 13 - YA know what? I don t feel ..
- 15 - 48 hours till Warp
- 16 - Tool
- 18 - Aug 17th.
- 18 - Fuck
- 19 - I can taste it
- 22 - Summer...ends
- 23 - What makes her think this ..
- 23 - FEVER
- 23 - OU
- 24 - Long Night
- 24 - Jazzy
- 25 - We needed to talk
- 25 - marriage
- 26 - 12x12
- 26 - Past Midnight
- 26 - I don't know
- 26 - Beat Down
- 27 - Termed
- 27 - Taken back
- 28 - Not Today
- 29 - Once more
- 30 - Her
- 30 - Sigh...
- 30 - What's wrong?
- 31 - Face or Kneecaps
- September 2004
- 01 - Feeling well
- 02 - My Girlfriend
- 03 - What a fucked up night
- 04 - Dreams of Falling
- 05 - Fight Club
- 07 - What dreams may come
- 08 - Lessons learned in time
- 09 - A series of unfortunate ..
- 09 - Every Year
- 12 - My happy ending -9/11
- 14 - I finally thought i got it ..
- 15 - Break
- 16 - Break *continued*
- 16 - Morning
- 17 - 2 Mass. Monday
- 18 - Insomnia
- 19 - I leave 2morrow
- 20 - Devil may Cry
- 22 - 13 hour drive to Mass.
- 23 - Misery
- 23 - Leaving
- 24 - Some1's view
- 24 - I'll be fine
- 27 - 4 Numbers
- 28 - My Swan Song*
- 29 - Breaks and Roles
- 30 - Like I didn't know
- October 2004
- 01 - "...she s so smart and..
- 03 - Absence
- 05 - 9 months...to late
- 07 - Forgotten
- 08 - I can't think straight.
- 08 - Fuck this
- 11 - the weekend
- 11 - Welcome to my Life
- 12 - Darker it gets
- 13 - Darwinism
- 13 - Good quote
- 14 - Down, down, down
- 15 - These pills
- 16 - Twisted
- 17 - FUCK YOU ALL
- 17 - Parents
- 17 - Darkness
- 18 - I hate this
- 18 - Last Year
- 19 - Middle of the night
- 19 - Nice to know
- 20 - She's right..
- 21 - Long Nights
- 22 - Change of scenery
- 24 - Halloween's never going to ..
- 24 - Love (their view)
- 24 - Love (my view)
- 25 - Half Past
- 26 - Talks with Garcia
- 26 - LSR please READ
- 26 - Waking up
- 27 - Are you listening?
- 27 - Something doesn t feel ..
- 28 - November isn't so Sweet
- 29 - Should I be?
- 30 - One down
- 31 - Last Call
- November 2004
- 01 - Endings
- 02 - The World as we know it
- 02 - Another Day
- 02 - Election Day
- 04 - Am I crazy?
- 05 - A night to remember, A ..
- 08 - the weekend ends
- 09 - 3 dayz
- 09 - She hit a nerve
- 10 - Shrink this!
- 11 - Don't know what to do
- 12 - Nov. 12 My Birthday
- 13 - Felt great
- 16 - Can't get any ..
- 17 - I wish I wasn't me
- 18 - Don't call it quits
- 18 - How tough are you?
- 19 - Is this what I'm fighting ..
- 19 - How I feel
- 20 - Another Party
- 21 - Scotty doesn't know
- 22 - Sleep
- 22 - Nightscare
- 23 - Crash and Burn
- 23 - Iris
- 24 - Kicked when your down
- 24 - One more thing
- 25 - 11-25
- 28 - Fallen Angel
- 29 - Dec. 11th SO IMPORTANT
- 30 - 3 strikes
- December 2004
- 01 - Your out
- 02 - Make the move
- 02 - To late
- 03 - Another guy you think he'd ..
- 03 - Playing for keeps-Matchbook ..
- 04 - I'm lost
- 05 - Pay the price to rise
- 06 - and a thousand tears fell
- 06 - Life on Standby - Hawthorne ..
- 07 - 93 Messages
- 08 - smash my heart to pieces
- 08 - She's 18
- 09 - Hopeless Romantic
- 09 - Saturday
- 09 - Pull yourself together hakz
- 10 - No date
- 10 - the one?
- 12 - Friday 10th
- 12 - The wedding
- 13 - Clean Up
- 14 - Jersey
- 15 - Time out
- 16 - trust
- 16 - Loose Lips Sink Ships- Hit ..
- 16 - Boulevard Of Broken ..
- 17 - I lay in bed and think ..
- 18 - Nightmares
- 19 - All in
- 20 - Calm before the storm
- 20 - She's dreaming but I can't ..
- 21 - 4 days
- 22 - Court Case
- 23 - I have no future
- 26 - it's over
2005
- January 2005
- 01 - New Years
- 06 - I don't know
- 08 - Grim Truth
- 09 - hope lost
- 10 - Down down down
- 10 - bits and pieces
- 10 - Matters of the heart
- 11 - Pressure Cooker
- 11 - Feeling a lil better
- 12 - Fuel for the Fire
- 13 - Mixed
- 13 - Cut her
- 14 - lives we live
- 16 - Another day
- 18 - "Cold" Crossfade
- 18 - Bleeding
- 19 - Will it stop pouring
- 20 - Sick
- 21 - what?
- 23 - last laugh
- 24 - Don't look down
- 25 - A year later
- 26 - Not by Choice
- 26 - What is wrong with me?
- 27 - Falling never hurt this much
- 27 - Cut me down to size
- 27 - Project VD cancelled
- 28 - enh day
- 28 - my heart...your hands
- 30 - Another weekend without you
- 31 - Fcuk another day
- February 2005
- 01 - It starts
- 02 - Valentine
- 03 - Late night
- 04 - What can i do?
- 06 - The Weekend
- 08 - I hate this
- 09 - Do they matter anymore?
- 10 - Four days
- 11 - L8r 2day
- 12 - I hate everyday
- 13 - can't get it...right
- 14 - Valentine's Day
- 15 - Zombie
- 16 - D-day
- 17 - Longest day
- 18 - read this
- 18 - I'm getting fired
- 20 - downhill
- 21 - What I don't want
- 21 - I'm Sorry
- 21 - I don't know what to say
- 21 - sigh...
- 21 - Please don't go
- 22 - Work sucks
- 22 - dim
- 23 - gulp
- 23 - I read it
- 24 - Doesn't make sense
- 28 - The weekend
- March 2005
- 01 - Jaded
- 02 - My first
- 03 - Convenience
- 04 - What is wrong?
- 04 - Running on empty
- 07 - Tick tock...
- 08 - Upside down
- 09 - Alcohol in your system
- 09 - HRP
- 10 - thoughts about love
- 11 - I hate mail. I hate e-mail, ..
- 12 - Why bring her up?
- 13 - It's about the choices you ..
- 14 - Surviving
- 14 - the room spins
- 15 - Fuck you
- 16 - Fire!
- 16 - Don't speak
- 17 - One two Betty Go!
- 18 - You can't say No
- 20 - I'm sorry I was even born
- 23 - Mom and Dad
- 23 - You ever notice?
- 23 - The Problem
- 24 - Game has changed
- 25 - Video Killed the radio star
- 28 - "I wonder" Diffuser
- 28 - Weekend wrap
- April 2005
- 12 - Tieing my own noose
- 18 - "Open Up my Eyes...
- 20 - Close my eyes and forget ..
- 26 - Can't Kill Yourself - cKy
- 27 - the journal
- 27 - The story about Elizabeth
- May 2005
- 02 - Promise - Matchbook Romance
- 02 - It's up
- 03 - Game plan
- 04 - work
- 05 - back in the habit
- 06 - Take my hand...and never ..
- 09 - not doing it
- 11 - Summer plans
- 17 - Ticked
- 18 - Time
- 19 - The longest night
- 21 - How's it going to be?
- 22 - dammit
- 23 - my generation
- 25 - breathe
- June 2005
- 05 - The hardest part is to let..
- 13 - so far
- 15 - Can't wait
- 15 - Irony
- 16 - You make me sick
- 18 - ARGH!
- 19 - I don't know what to do
- 22 - Do you still believe?
- 24 - Not Real
- 27 - TSL Surprise Surprise
- 29 - Two sides
- 30 - Forever isn't long enough
- July 2005
- 02 - Red fuckin boom
- 03 - One step
- 06 - Of all the gin joints...
- 09 - what am i doing?
- 12 - Demoted
- 14 - July 13th
- 15 - Bring it
- 16 - How many russians does it ..
- 17 - Sugar We're Going Down- ..
- 17 - Pressing on
- 17 - ?
- 19 - I leave
- 30 - 3 clicks
- 31 - No response
- August 2005
- 03 - Day off
- 08 - Counting down
- 10 - He drops the ball
- 11 - not so good
- 13 - what?
- 15 - Less than a week
- 17 - Empty appologize
- 27 - Where do i start?
- 28 - Can't say...
- 29 - Project Gotham
- 31 - Just mo
- September 2005
- 01 - exhausted
- 01 - Animology Quiz/test
- 07 - Gotta keep going
- 08 - She was right I was wrong
- 09 - I can t do this all on my..
- 20 - just not now
- 27 - The wheels keep turning
- October 2005
- 05 - Tipsy Turvy
- 12 - Adam's Song
- 17 - :)
- 19 - sounds like a plan
- 22 - Just not feeling it
- 22 - I feel so...
- 23 - Gulp...
- 25 - It's on
- 25 - Should've known
- 26 - I fucked up
- 27 - It's ok
- November 2005
- 01 - Project Seam
- 05 - Same place, different time
- 07 - Dwn
- 11 - I'm no superman
- 12 - Nov. 12
- 16 - Trying Time
- 28 - Just another day
- December 2005
- 05 - Before Long it'll be over
- 06 - Man...
- 13 - 3rd party
- 14 - Far from real
- 14 - oye ve
- 15 - NO!
2006
- January 2006
- 05 - Relationships Oy
- 16 - MY JOURNAL YAY!
- 16 - Still a little steamed
- 20 - It happens once agian
- June 2006
- 21 - Next Stage
- 29 - Man..O man...
- December 2006
- 28 - It's been a while
2007
- February 2007
- 06 - Ups and Down of life
- April 2007
- 18 - I promise it gets better
- June 2007
- 18 - Married Bliss
2008
- January 2008
- 28 - Friends?
2010
- August 2010
- 20 - 2 Years Later
- December 2010
- 22 - Worried
2011
- September 2011
- 10 - Improve
- 12 - Constant
- 15 - Fooling
- October 2011
- 03 - Pity Party of One
- 05 - Pity Party of One Part II
- 05 - Pity Party of One Part III
- 10 - Battle of the Bulge
- 28 - It just gets worse
- November 2011
- 12 - 26...
2012
- January 2012
- 19 - There is...
- June 2012
- 02 - Epic
- July 2012
- 01 - Where to begin?
- 05 - I miss
- 06 - Vows can be broken...
- 13 - Operation Phoenix
- 14 - Evening with Dex
- 16 - It felt nice
- 25 - it pains me
- 28 - What do woman want?
- 28 - 4 Days
- 30 - Not Compatible?!?
- 31 - Hope...less
- August 2012
- 01 - History repeats
- 02 - AR
- 03 - Broken
- 04 - Pick me up now...I need you ..
- 05 - Two can be as bad as one
- 06 - I write...
- 07 - I miss her so...
- 08 - EVAL
- 08 - Sleepless Nights
- 09 - Sigh...
- 09 - Coarse of events
- 10 - Argh
- 12 - Intj
- 13 - Where can i start?
- 17 - Feeling a little Cocky
- 21 - What do I want?
- 22 - Re-Write
- 27 - The Way I am
- 27 - Party like a RockStar
- 27 - Semper Fi
- 28 - Connections
- 28 - Serious Note
- 30 - Down and out
- September 2012
- 04 - Don't Care
- 04 - Mute Point
- 04 - Mercy me
- 05 - Spiderman
- 11 - Confused
- 11 - I want to say
- 25 - Lower Expectations
- 28 - Wish I could Say
- 30 - Dirt Road Anthem
- 30 - LSR
- 30 - Crazy
- October 2012
- 02 - Flashbacks
- 03 - In a Month
- 08 - Another quiet night...to ..
- 10 - If I could tell you
- 14 - Seriously?
- November 2012
- 04 - 8 days
- 07 - What am I doing wrong?
- 08 - As I fall apart
- December 2012
- 04 - Shambles
- 15 - Not my day
- 27 - what to do?
- 28 - If you knew me
- 28 - 700
- 29 - Hard to love
2013
- January 2013
- 01 - Where are you?
- 06 - New Year
- 12 - Honesty
- 16 - I'll smile You'll never ..
- 30 - Misery...
- May 2013
- 27 - Ya, I'm stubborn