dirty little secret
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ummmmmmmm my names rachel i live in
the u.s. and i im sure you can guess
i'm a girl. i'm 12 but im also an
extreme liar and tell people i'm 13. i
look about sixteen when i take time on
my make up. i act like im sixteen too,
but i guess i just matured fast.
ive been admitted as a patient at
moses cone behavioral center once for
major depression cutting and suicidal
behavior. i wuz bulimic for about two
years before that. i still thank im
fat and i still hate that i eat so
much, but instead of self induced
vomiting i just deal with it and
forget it. the best i can any way.
i have a beautiful little sister whos
two and callz me mama. i luv her with
all my heart. my dads an
alcoholic/druggie and hes hardly ever
home. he works out of town and when he
does come home he usually jus goes out
to the bar on his harley. hes also
violent once you piss him off. my moms
horrible tho. shes majorly depressed
and duznt take her meds like she shud.
she wants me to be modest but modest 4
her means i cnt even talk to a guy or
im acting like a slut (news flash
bitch: i am a slut so get over it).
she also thanks im stupid and
incompetent because i cut myself and
made myself throw up. she duznt
believe in hitting children but shes
tried to choke me b4. if i keep talkin
im guna talk aim lessly bout my mom 4
hours so ima just shut up now.