Chris

My Social Turnaround

Chris

Language: English
Total entries: 4
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About:

Im a fairly regular guy trying to adjust to adult life.
Growing up in an ultra conservative Christian
household, I embraced college life to the fullest. It
has been amazing. I have had some of the best
nights of my life throughout, but not without
consequences. Throughout high school I was an
adrenaline junkie, but my college crowd converted
those cravings with urges to get high. Right now
the quote that rings so true to me is "When youv
tasted excess, everything else seems bland".
Everything these days does seem bland besides
when I go out and get wasted with a bag of yip and
have a blunt rolled up waiting for me when I get
home. I feel uncomfortable with my image besides
when I am partying. Sober, it's as if all eyes are
constantly on me, determining my every move.
Everything I do is to blend in, feel normal. Im tired
of the lifestyle and scared to death to throw
everything away or grow comfortable with it. This
diary will prove to show one of two things. 1. I
crash and burn, losing one important aspect of my
life at a time. or 2. I turn things around. I adapt to
being socially dominant while SOBER and enter a
promising career.

The suspense is killing me...