I Am Not
metaphorical suicide
2002
- December 2002
- 28 - strip poker
2003
- September 2003
- 06 - unforgiven
- 06 - untrusting
- 06 - bastard
- 06 - wake me up
- 06 - used to be
- 06 - wish never come true
- 06 - shattered
- 06 - radon eyes
- 07 - dead
- November 2003
- 02 - salt
- 02 - weight
- 02 - cross
- 09 - invisible box
- 09 - deeper
- 10 - they can still see you
- 10 - still life
- 10 - she says she cant try to ..
- 16 - junkie
- 18 - she realizes there must be ..
- 19 - exit the tunnel, head held ..
- December 2003
- 03 - reflection
- 06 - roulette
- 15 - sentencing
2004
- May 2004
- 04 - trying doesn't count
- June 2004
- 24 - fading
- 25 - when she is no more
- September 2004
- 21 - break me
- October 2004
- 07 - blank
- 07 - tidal wave
2005
- January 2005
- 01 - conversation between the ex ..
- 01 - she tries in vain to run ..
- 01 - she sings an inevitable song
- 01 - her song
- 01 - 490 linden street
- 01 - numb
- 01 - complexity
- 01 - a child in a painting
- 07 - ghost child
- 12 - chains
- 14 - desperate
- March 2005
- 02 - claw
- 16 - illusionary memories of ..
- 16 - she is pinned by an ..
- May 2005
- 04 - moon waxing
- 13 - to the lost
- 17 - memory
- 25 - struggle away, she thinks, ..
- September 2005
- 08 - she struggles to keep her ..
- 22 - she wonders if feeling will ..
- 30 - she smiles a little bit ..
- October 2005
- 05 - fragile heart
- 09 - hush little child
- 09 - she surrenders to the ..
- December 2005
- 06 - between sleep and not
2006
- April 2006
- 18 - slide