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No Matter How Hard I Try...
2001
- May 2001
- 30 - Stuff all day long
- 30 - Parents and resultz
- 30 - Ghosts, we've all seen them
- 31 - If i could catch a rainbow
- June 2001
- 01 - And No Matter What Happens, ..
- 02 - Movies
- 02 - Movies
- 08 - I m about to go to Mexico!..
- 18 - Mexico
- July 2001
- 02 - wow!
- 03 - crazyness
- 04 - little bits of my life
- 04 - jessica daniel and nick
- 05 - Accidents
- 08 - umm
- 13 - today was werid and i liked ..
- 15 - Umm yeah!
- 15 - who is that?
- 28 - Beach
- 28 - today
- 29 - *sigh* movie fun
- 29 - Free!!!
- 30 - Shopping?
- 30 - mad confused and sad....its ..
- 30 - the Box
- 30 - THIS IS IMPORTANT READ IT!
- 31 - this goes out to you, Will!
- August 2001
- 02 - Sorry and I cant beleive it!
- 03 - food, clothes and death
- 03 - mary mary mary!
- 06 - weekend
- 10 - school
- 13 - love starts.....
- 14 - today was
- 14 - another poem of mine
- 17 - nothing. nothing at all. i ..
- 18 - i know this is what was ..
- 20 - my mother strikes again
- 24 - the whole thing
- 25 - I'm sorry i cant let you ..
- September 2001
- 01 - Weekly jail and fun
- 02 - its nice outside
- 08 - kicked out
- 09 - mom
- 09 - church
- 11 - school and homecoming
- 11 - Smart...skillful...Kill
- 13 - dentist and granparents
- 14 - dedicated to...
- 16 - My day off
- 16 - mmmm
- 17 - Yeah
- 19 - dress
- 23 - great! no no it isnt
- 24 - well i had an interseting ..
- 25 - betting on ashley
- 27 - Bad things always happen to ..
- 29 - saturday morning
- October 2001
- 28 - wow! its been a while
- November 2001
- 04 - why?
- 05 - monday morning crap
- 28 - New York with a book, an ..
- 30 - A monday morning Thursday
- December 2001
- 04 - kitten dreams and talks
- 05 - thank you jessica, for ..
- 06 - come on jessica, read this.
- 07 - NICK! JESSICA! READ ME!
- 10 - Malls
- 18 - outside looking in
2002
- January 2002
- 04 - Fire, fire, burnt
- 11 - i can't say forever
- 12 - saturday
- 13 - yesterday
- 13 - you act as though i have no ..
- 14 - just when i think things ..
- 14 - I blame myself
- 14 - so far away
- 15 - so sick, so confused
- 15 - I hate you
- 16 - oh, this is for you jessica
- 28 - everything falls
- 29 - good morning
- 30 - not to be selfish, but you ..
- February 2002
- 02 - weird mood, not happy, not ..
- 03 - yesterday fun
- 10 - just a little something...
- 13 - I love you, I Don't Know, ..
- 13 - AHH! Yes, AHH!
- 15 - It's Like
- 18 - who needs titles?
- 19 - this garment ..
- 20 - confusion cleared
- 21 - you tell me
- 22 - ahh
- 23 - only on a friday night....
- 24 - brandon, pic, hotdog
- 24 - smart me
- 24 - lawn mower
- 25 - AFI
- 26 - i never thought i'd say this
- 27 - all in one day...wow
- March 2002
- 01 - well
- 01 - another poem....You
- 01 - crazy dream
- 03 - yesterday and today
- 04 - burntness
- 05 - FCAT and Strawberry Festival
- 05 - ugh
- 05 - Myself
- 05 - It's all in your Hands
- 05 - Secrets
- 05 - ...those little things
- 06 - "perfect guy", even all the ..
- 08 - hey! Well, my mom dropped ..
- 08 - today was screwed up
- 10 - past 2 days
- 11 - *sigh-ness*
- 12 - everyone deserves to...
- 14 - quiz and life
- 14 - why?
- 16 - fun after drill
- 17 - Drill Meet
- 17 - i found out
- 19 - yep
- 19 - I Will Still Love You
- 19 - In My Heart You Will Remain
- 19 - i hate it and projects
- 20 - happy
- 21 - regret it
- 22 - havent heard...but just to ..
- 27 - my spring break so far, ..
- 28 - people
- 28 - THE TATOR TOTS HAVE..
- 29 - ........
- 30 - my day
- 31 - honest
- April 2002
- 01 - i m psycho. Last night a ..
- 02 - already!?
- 03 - ahh, things are better
- 03 - Waiting
- 04 - hmm
- 04 - my day
- 05 - something had to happen!
- 06 - la la la
- 06 - *shivers* scary..
- 06 - arg
- 07 - today
- 07 - la ti da ti da
- 08 - Far Behind
- 10 - yeah and umm yeah
- 10 - stress
- 10 - better
- 11 - stupid me
- 11 - my day?
- 13 - last night and today
- 16 - nice to know
- 17 - la la ti da ti da
- 19 - "I'm one step closer to the ..
- 21 - sorry everyone
- 21 - oh gosh
- 22 - I cant talk lol
- 23 - today and song
- 24 - AHH! Cruel world. lol. This ..
- 24 - spider
- 28 - what have I been up to?
- 29 - I am home and you are not! ..
- 30 - single again!
- May 2002
- 02 - hmm?
- 05 - la
- 06 - more details
- 06 - Counting the days....great ..
- 08 - wow, this turned out to be ..
- 08 - ugh-ness
- 10 - some stuff to make you laugh
- 11 - i guess i'm confusing
- 12 - what i did tonight
- 13 - mothers day?
- 13 - no one realizes
- 13 - not a usual monday
- 13 - I feel fine
- 14 - weird coincidence
- 14 - shadows
- 15 - this will be good
- 16 - i guess not
- 16 - well...
- 17 - everyone
- 17 - my friday...*sigh*
- 18 - not too fun
- 18 - I dont know
- 19 - it's nice
- 19 - i told him
- 20 - you were right
- 20 - how i feel
- 21 - ok, people wonder why i ..
- 21 - hey! I got out of school ..
- 22 - My summer was..
- 23 - its been ok
- 24 - Why do i feel the way i do?
- 24 - reflections
- 24 - In My Mind
- 24 - Bother
- 25 - yet again
- 25 - : )
- 26 - yeah my birthday?
- 26 - hey! Well, yeah. I guess I ..
- 26 - closed doors
- 27 - its amazing
- 27 - happy birthday to me
- 28 - What You lacked
- 28 - Carry-On
- 28 - yeah
- 30 - hmmmmm
- 31 - weird
- 31 - this is funny...great
- 31 - Tomorrow Isn't Soon Enough
- June 2002
- 01 - Torn
- 01 - *sigh* life...this isnt a ..
- 02 - church, last night
- 03 - a lot has happened
- 04 - I hung out with them
- 04 - just some stuff
- 04 - some people
- 05 - him
- 07 - hello
- 09 - saw an old..i guess you ..
- 11 - pretty good
- 11 - to all you males
- 11 - You
- 14 - dont you love it when ..
- 17 - ok...people who are to ..
- 17 - GRR GRR GRR GRR GRR GRR GRR ..
- 18 - leaving
- 26 - camp
- 26 - camp continued
- 27 - world?
- 27 - to my sister trika
- 27 - requested
- 27 - I Miss You
- 27 - Anyday Now
- 27 - Claire
- 28 - so far this morning
- 29 - having fun
- 29 - 4 days!
- 29 - here we go again
- 30 - Sail or Sink
- 30 - Trapped In My Mind
- 30 - grr
- 30 - don't you hate it.....?
- 30 - back to happy ashley!
- July 2002
- 02 - i am really mad now
- 03 - yea
- 03 - Still
- 04 - concert and stuff
- 05 - 4th Of July
- 06 - Misunderstanding Maybe
- 06 - to you
- 07 - to Scar Me
- 07 - i'm great
- 08 - poems tomorrow
- 08 - My Tourment Would End
- 09 - hung out
- 09 - today and stuff
- 09 - confused
- 09 - thinking
- 09 - i'm getting some where now!
- 09 - a quote
- 10 - finally
- 11 - piercings and tattoos
- 12 - grandparents....save me! lol
- 12 - Where are you Jessica?
- 14 - beach
- 17 - lots of junk
- 17 - catnip
- 17 - if
- 18 - simple
- 18 - gator hunting?
- 18 - why
- 19 - tell me truly
- 21 - *sigh*
- 21 - what kind
- 21 - I went to bed at 2 in the..
- 22 - my day and other things
- 22 - I am fine!
- 23 - thats it!
- 23 - thanks jess.....
- 23 - brain
- 23 - our song
- 23 - my friend jess sent me ..
- 24 - wow
- 24 - my sis
- 24 - cant i?
- 25 - latest issue
- 25 - dressing room
- 25 - I Don't Like Mondays
- 25 - good point....
- 25 - as you can see...
- 25 - If Only..and about my night
- 25 - Cigarette
- 25 - Something of Value
- 25 - crap
- 26 - I need
- 26 - NFG
- 27 - people
- 27 - done
- 27 - my friends over you
- 27 - pictures
- 27 - back
- 28 - hey! Matt came and hung ..
- 28 - pain
- 28 - went well
- 29 - i'm a model
- 30 - why!
- 31 - my day
- 31 - something to think about....
- August 2002
- 01 - almost perfect?
- 02 - finished
- 02 - Dig
- 03 - running
- 03 - sleep
- 04 - last night
- 06 - grrr grr grr...oh and did I ..
- 07 - back to school
- 08 - not confused anymore :)
- 11 - One of my friends pulled ..
- 13 - *sigh* confused
- 13 - poem tomorrow..or tonight
- 14 - Suck Fest
- 15 - rude
- 16 - things are good!
- 16 - think about you...
- 17 - lol
- 18 - I hate it
- 19 - *waits*
- 19 - please!!!!
- 20 - I knew today would suck ..
- 20 - walking
- 22 - confused again
- 22 - i'm better
- 23 - wait for you
- 23 - extereme
- 23 - Monday
- 23 - a favor
- 24 - weird
- 24 - hm
- 24 - this isnt..
- 24 - Things I'll Never Say
- 25 - Tomorrow
- 25 - crazyness
- 25 - anything but ordinary
- 27 - So Sorry
- 28 - interesting person
- 29 - yeah
- 29 - me=psycho
- 30 - Interesting
- 30 - sorry wont fix anything
- 30 - weird
- 30 - where I went
- 31 - Is it enough?
- 31 - confused?
- 31 - a little better
- September 2002
- 01 - plan
- 01 - awesome mood
- 01 - write too much? me?
- 01 - weird
- 02 - ha chiudeto su
- 02 - stupid step-sister
- 02 - day off
- 03 - several protections...
- 04 - You're My Angel
- 04 - What an idiot
- 06 - Friday
- 07 - why?
- 08 - my weekend
- 08 - never fails...
- 11 - life is beautiful...scary ..
- 11 - what to say?
- 12 - Just a quote
- 12 - really cool...
- 13 - friday the 13th and stuff
- 13 - Skater Boy
- 14 - lots of feedback
- 15 - crime scene
- 15 - about the murder around the ..
- 15 - I love lazy days
- 15 - set yourself up
- 16 - burn in hell
- 16 - dreams again
- 17 - i wish someone could heal ..
- 17 - horoscope shit
- 19 - wow
- 19 - Something of interest to ..
- 19 - continue of earlier
- 20 - if feels like I'm at an all ..
- 20 - little sisters
- 21 - long day
- 21 - tired
- 21 - ribs ouch pain!
- 21 - moving
- 22 - realize
- 22 - so so so stupid
- 22 - A couple things I found
- 25 - crash
- 28 - I'm BACK!
- 28 - My week
- 29 - dumb
- 29 - robbed
- 29 - Falling For You
- 29 - we respond....
- 29 - random entry
- 29 - coincidence?
- 30 - Sale Pending
- 30 - hmmm
- 30 - suck fest
- 30 - interesting convo
- 30 - random fact
- 30 - monthy weirdness
- October 2002
- 01 - rain is grace
- 01 - weirdness
- 03 - all day
- 03 - thrusday
- 03 - great...just peachy
- 03 - to guess is cheap
- 04 - interesting
- 04 - continued
- 05 - last night
- 05 - going through stuff
- 06 - great night
- 07 - What is punk?
- 07 - random junk
- 10 - damn it all
- 10 - the world IS crazy
- 10 - *sigh* my last couple days
- 11 - breahte deep
- 11 - wha scares me?
- 12 - past cannot be changed
- 12 - it must be
- 13 - not much
- 13 - just a quote
- 13 - this week
- 13 - people=stupid
- 14 - breathe
- 14 - couple of quotes
- 14 - far away
- 15 - things that are keeping you ..
- 15 - dont follow your heart cuz ..
- 15 - *sigh*
- 15 - hate every beautiful day
- 15 - life's like this
- 15 - Missing You
- 16 - thanks
- 16 - just as bad
- 16 - This Bitter Pill
- 16 - better
- 16 - please send me
- 17 - what's been wrong lately
- 17 - Offer
- 18 - it will be fine
- 18 - Friday Off
- 18 - slut, gossip and old friends
- 18 - i was right
- 19 - grr
- 19 - Christmas, listening, ..
- 19 - 43% insane
- 19 - Another one likes me...why..
- 19 - take a chance
- 19 - car show
- 20 - Dont get mad. Get smart.
- 20 - Little Things
- 20 - four most dreaded words
- 21 - what does anyone see?
- 21 - everything is going well
- 21 - Last Night
- 21 - I'm so so stupid!
- 23 - my day
- 26 - Things are complicated...I ..
- 27 - Homecoming, yeah it sucked ..
- 27 - useless shit
- 27 - feelings spilled
- 27 - Gemini's revenge
- 27 - Bitter
- 27 - interesting
- 28 - laugh
- 28 - A whole ton of stuff is ..
- 28 - Stuff I forgot
- 29 - Empty
- 30 - Wanna Be
- 30 - ughness?
- 30 - uh oh
- 31 - break away
- 31 - There Is
- 31 - Lost
- 31 - I still cant believe it
- 31 - stupid people
- 31 - Still
- November 2002
- 01 - Halloween and other random ..
- 02 - Trying to Make Sence of ..
- 05 - weekend
- 05 - Why?
- 06 - Just some horoscopes
- 07 - shitty
- 07 - Just some more horoscopes
- 07 - Where is everyone?
- 08 - I m out for the weekend...I ..
- 09 - This night could be a..
- 09 - so far
- 09 - to you
- 12 - Lonely Plans
- 12 - Recently
- 14 - I miss you.
- 15 - again
- 17 - so much trouble
- 19 - feeling a little better
- 21 - so tired
- 21 - Night
- 21 - Velvet Night
- 22 - striaghten it out
- 26 - Pretty Girl
- 26 - Waiting
- 26 - not caring
- 27 - Hate
- 27 - last words
- 27 - slept on it
- December 2002
- 02 - Everything is fine
- 03 - random thoughts throughout ..
- 05 - stayed home
- 05 - way i think
- 06 - Always
- 06 - Still Waiting
- 08 - my weekend
- 09 - Crawl into a hole and peel ..
- 09 - How Does It Feel
- 09 - Explanation
- 10 - ...more complaints from the ..
- 11 - holding nothing back
- 11 - dentist
- 13 - waiting here with hopes....
- 13 - confusion?
- 14 - Tomorrow
- 15 - ugh
- 15 - Feeling better...not bitchy ..
- 15 - Lisa
- 15 - ...hmmm...............
- 15 - I'm With You
- 17 - stuff...
- 19 - woo hoo :D
- 20 - *sigh* What a great ..
- 22 - looking better...or ..
- 24 - fun times
- 24 - yesterday
- 24 - Polyamerous
- 25 - merry christmas
- 27 - To the Mystery Person
- 28 - dead
- 29 - still here
- 29 - GONE
- 30 - Poem from Olivia
- 30 - Olivia's poems
- 30 - conclusion
- 31 - today
2003
- January 2003
- 01 - New Year same old....
- 01 - Happy New Year
- 02 - something weird
- 02 - alive
- 03 - interesting
- 03 - Thanks
- 06 - My crazy weekend
- 06 - One of those days...
- 07 - not much new
- 08 - drives me crazy
- 11 - yeah...shit does fly
- 11 - sometimes love....
- 12 - update
- 13 - Monday...
- 15 - some people
- 16 - : D
- 16 - so far.....
- 16 - Unbreakable
- 16 - test results
- 18 - not much
- 19 - so cross-eyed
- 19 - might be dead
- 19 - not dead :D
- 24 - woo hoo
- 26 - Super Bowl
- 27 - My Weekend-or what you can ..
- 28 - Plans crashed, Getting lost
- 31 - life....
- February 2003
- 02 - Stupid Laws etc.
- 02 - writing more
- 03 - Swing, Swing
- 10 - my weekend etc.
- 11 - Eventuful day at only 3:30
- 13 - Not much time
- 13 - not all that great
- 16 - Hmmm...
- 19 - my day
- 21 - a lot
- 23 - weekend
- 26 - hey
- 28 - Hey....
- March 2003
- 05 - You
- 05 - Myself
- 05 - It's All in Your Hands
- 05 - Secret
- 05 - Backstabber
- 05 - Thinking About You
- 05 - lately
- 05 - My Drug
- 06 - life goes on...and on...and ..
- 09 - my weekend
- 12 - amazing
- 14 - lucky/frustrated/faster/danc ..
- 15 - Sadie Hawkins
- 16 - I Miss You
- 18 - Optimistic? Not this time...
- 18 - Fruitless...I'm a giant ..
- 19 - Try try agan...and again ..
- 19 - another waste of breath
- 19 - Change in Plans
- 19 - great...not able...
- 20 - spring break
- 21 - well..
- 21 - A Small Ray of hope..or a ..
- 21 - Someday Somehow
- 22 - goodnight
- 22 - Some shit
- 22 - Fairytale Love
- 23 - involve...
- 23 - re building
- 24 - Maybe a ray of hope...maybe ..
- 24 - hey...
- 26 - fun
- 26 - must
- 26 - Fireworks
- 28 - whats been up?
- 28 - So maybe?
- 29 - not much
- 30 - hmmmm......(mmmmm....thanks)
- 30 - *edgy grunting noises*
- 31 - back to school
- April 2003
- 01 - alone time...
- 03 - not good...not good at all
- 03 - Your my Angel
- 06 - hey
- 07 - Stayed home
- 07 - Immature crap...
- 08 - Wow More immaturity Don't ..
- 09 - pretty great
- 11 - my day
- 12 - so far today...
- 13 - Prom
- 14 - Icky
- 16 - heya
- 22 - been a while
- 27 - My weekend...it was ..
- 30 - Bad Day
- May 2003
- 01 - Heya
- 02 - One of those days...
- 04 - drifting?
- 07 - stresssssssssssssed...
- 08 - sleep
- 09 - you both...
- 11 - heya
- 15 - Hey
- 17 - life...
- 22 - lately
- 24 - lots lately
- 26 - Celebration
- June 2003
- 01 - Worried...but worrying does ..
- 02 - just plain weird...kinda ..
- 02 - not much
- 06 - Some funny/stupid shit...
- 07 - to you
- 07 - typical
- 08 - Never stops amazing me...
- 14 - new...
- 16 - update
- 18 - Kinda funny...
- 19 - Save me...
- 23 - not much
- July 2003
- 05 - It's been a while
- 09 - Eventful Day
- 17 - Actually did something
- 17 - Never Knew
- 18 - Longing
- 20 - lately
- 22 - What do you think?
- August 2003
- 03 - anyone? do i have a taker?
- 11 - School and such
- 17 - A job for me? A ring for me?
- September 2003
- 27 - i know i havent writtren in ..
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