Justme
my perspective on my life
2007
- January 2007
- 06 - aaj abhi
- 07 - kya kahain
- 09 - aaj ka haal
- 10 - yun hota to kya hota
- 12 - aaj ka haal
- 15 - kya likhoon
- 16 - zindagi
- 18 - knowledge for the day
- 22 - phir main
- 24 - It's a new day
- 26 - aaj ka lesson
- 26 - today's world
- 28 - word of the day
- 29 - a new day has arrived
- April 2007
- 06 - koi batao hamein hum ..
- 09 - ek aah meri
- 10 - what is for today?
- 11 - haal-e-dil
- 13 - Why do I exist?
- 22 - aisi hoon main
- 24 - kya kahein
- 25 - aaj ka haal
- 26 - aaj ka haal
- 27 - main kya karoon
- June 2007
- 07 - main kya karoon
- 24 - i am doing okay
- 25 - filhaal
- 26 - kya likhoon
- 28 - yet another day
- July 2007
- 06 - kya kya guzar gaya
- 16 - Meri Zindagi
- August 2007
- 12 - what i did in last 2-3 weeks
2008
- January 2008
- 23 - recent
- February 2008
- 09 - what do I have a say?
- 26 - I think He likes all living ..
- 28 - filhaal
- March 2008
- 05 - better understanding
- 05 - some more
- 11 - caught cold?
- 12 - what wrong in being ..
- 12 - poor americans
- 12 - I dont want to take work ..
- 13 - I need a roomie
- 16 - how come?
- 17 - see!
- 17 - Some more
- 18 - ab kya karoon?
- 22 - what is my problem?
- 23 - Never Being Prepared
- 25 - Never wanted to be like the ..
- 26 - It hurts! nomore......
- 26 - Writing is better than ..
- 26 - human nature
- 29 - what shall i say about ..
- 29 - rules
- 29 - resolution
- 31 - rules
- April 2008
- 03 - thoughtfulness
- 03 - dont look upto him
- 07 - Thought for the day
- 08 - not a perfectionist! naah...
- 10 - what is my status
- 11 - what to do?
- 11 - Yes! I want to
- 13 - Thought for the day
- 14 - I have a thought
- 15 - today's thought
- 15 - some comments on ..
- 16 - an interesting thought
- 16 - Faith in God
- 17 - technology vs I
- 17 - considering the ..
- 18 - its good to write
- 19 - Seeking solutions
- 19 - my bad habit
- 20 - me and my shadow
- 21 - There is always something ..
- 22 - wholesome life
- 22 - Developing better control
- 23 - so good
- 24 - whatever
- 24 - some great ideas
- 25 - what to do?
- 26 - power of silence
- 26 - obsession about figure
- 27 - Time is the most powerful ..
- 28 - original desires
- 29 - I have to take some ..
- 30 - new generation!
- May 2008
- 01 - science is not The way
- 01 - Hobbies
- 02 - what more to say
- 03 - dear Diary
- 06 - what for today
- 12 - personal and professional ..
- 13 - secrets
- 14 - What a hell?
- 20 - what keeps a relationship ..
- 20 - prepare onself for change
- 27 - what is the truth?
- 28 - what is research?
- 30 - what should be the title
- June 2008
- 03 - latest realisation
- 06 - Pata nahin
- 08 - life is about moving on...
- 09 - I can hear 'NO'
- 10 - food for thought
- 11 - I am a free soul
- 16 - why am i feeling so ..
- 17 - strange discovery about ..
- 18 - Punch lines
- 19 - New philosophy
- 20 - Is there any escape?
- 20 - today is good day!
- 21 - Deception
- 22 - new way of thinking
- 24 - so much to learn
- 26 - some other punch lines!
- 27 - our differences and change ..
- 28 - interesting dialogue
- 30 - professional maturity
- July 2008
- 01 - on selfishness
- 03 - Mischievousness
- 04 - what drives me?
- 06 - what about the future?
- 07 - How shall I handle troubles?
- 07 - mere emails Ash ke naam
- 09 - why do I work?
- 10 - phd is not going anywhere
- 11 - what it takes to be ..
- 12 - Some interesting thoughts
- 13 - I am not ready yet
- 17 - summary of thoughts during ..
- 17 - More thoughts
- 20 - I shall remain ..
- 20 - project: relationship
- 22 - healthy discussion
- 22 - Awareness
- 23 - Proving a point
- 23 - Reasons for guilt
- 24 - Not mine but interesting
- 25 - Mere emails to my advisor
- 27 - Time is most powerful of all
- 28 - Observing changes within ..
- 28 - Needs and Wants
- 31 - Professional skills
- August 2008
- 01 - How do I get myself involved
- 03 - I don't know
- 03 - Transient phase
- 05 - Optimism
- 07 - My Plan
- 08 - My Life
- 08 - It's like an orgasm
- 09 - Some amusing phrase
- 11 - Interesting!
- 13 - Wise and Wisdom
- 14 - Randomness
- 15 - Success is so important
- 22 - Status messages on gmail
- 25 - Being Happy
- 27 - Living life effortlessly
- 27 - So what is the inside story?
- 27 - Here come again
- 27 - Reactive mind
- 28 - Nice piece of my work
- 31 - Stamina
- September 2008
- 01 - Respect, I expect
- 02 - What about trust?
- 03 - Experiment with life
- 05 - Different aspects of ..
- 08 - Self-destroying nature
- 10 - Thinking rationally
- 11 - Trouble-shooting
- 11 - Less philosophy and more ..
- 12 - Life is beautiful
- 13 - Perfection just don't work
- 13 - Maturity comes with time
- 14 - Conservation of energy
- 15 - My problems are all mine
- 15 - Spreading positivity
- 16 - On Beauty
- 16 - On making opinions
- 17 - Don't dilute the effect
- 18 - Believe but don't follow
- 20 - Swing of mind
- 20 - Vows till Phd
- 21 - Unneccesarily unhappy
- 21 - What is my problem?
- 22 - On passion & ambition
- 22 - What I like
- 23 - Outcome of counselling ..
- 24 - New suggestions for myself
- 26 - Baby steps
- 26 - He is like a challenge
- 26 - List of dreams
- 29 - Interesting dialogues from ..
- 30 - More from me
- October 2008
- 03 - Feeling of hatred
- 07 - It is time to change for me
- 09 - Lesson for Life
- 12 - Kaise kahoon
- 12 - My idea for education
- 12 - Calculation of expenses
- 12 - I am an average person
- 15 - A life of my choice
- 15 - My trip plans
- 16 - Proffessional rules
- 18 - Too much information
- 19 - Successful women qoutes
- 22 - Yes I agree it's a game
- 23 - My way of life
- 25 - It's okay
- 27 - What are my constrains?
- 28 - Lack of training
- 29 - Life is always right
- November 2008
- 03 - Improving my thinking
- 08 - Putting my thinking cap on
- 09 - Eventually positive thinking
- 09 - Investment plans
- 09 - whom to be blamed?
- 09 - Defining feeling
- 10 - What I learn today
- 13 - Contradictions in my mind
- 14 - On Vacation, possesion and ..
- 17 - Managing trial offer
- 20 - I feel better
- 23 - Lack of experience
- 24 - Change in feel good factor
- 28 - I am a loner
- December 2008
- 02 - Things which one should not ..
- 04 - Hypothesis failed
- 05 - Decision making
- 06 - On Marriage
- 06 - Resistance levels for favor
- 06 - Tolerance and E.Q.
- 06 - Why don't I study
- 06 - Worth of life
- 08 - Lack of faith
- 10 - On life and career
- 10 - My Diet
- 11 - middle-class mentality
- 11 - Faith then Trust
- 12 - Depression
- 13 - what went wrong
- 14 - Making use of my brain
- 16 - It's all about training
- 17 - A new realization
- 17 - my phobia
- 19 - some interesting thoughts
- 19 - my responsibilities
- 19 - My Strengths
- 20 - Clean my mind
- 23 - My Evilness
- 26 - Looking for alternative
- 26 - Irony of my life
2009
- January 2009
- 03 - Utah Trip
- 04 - Natural and unnatural
- 05 - Stop philosophizing and ..
- 06 - Something Interesting
- 08 - Plans for year 2009
- 12 - All emotions are cumulative
- 14 - Some old stuff
- 15 - Lab meeting tomorrow
- 17 - Try, try and try
- 18 - New ideas
- 19 - It was a good day
- 19 - what have I learnt from him
- 20 - Learn
- 20 - Being indifferent
- 21 - Sense of work
- 23 - Killing a stray dog
- 24 - Dear Honey
- 24 - Philosophy of Geeta
- 25 - Phone conversation with my ..
- 25 - My roomie D
- 26 - Conversation with research ..
- 28 - From webmail to here
- 31 - It over with him
- 31 - Management of income
- February 2009
- 01 - No Animosity
- 02 - Developing interest in life ..
- 03 - Yet another good day
- 04 - Why my phd is not working?
- 05 - Half Baked Knowledge
- 05 - Kisse kahoon
- 05 - People I met
- 06 - Too tired
- 07 - optimism vs realism
- 07 - Stress
- 08 - Just for my own record
- 08 - Taste of life
- 09 - Hey
- 10 - What's new today
- 11 - excess vs access
- 11 - He is no GOD
- 12 - Blood Donation
- 13 - fresh poetry 'Waqt'
- 14 - I can't write to save my ..
- 14 - my mind and me
- 14 - writing diary all day
- 15 - How much more??
- 15 - if everything goes well
- 16 - what is career?
- 17 - My thinking
- 18 - Listening music
- 18 - Selfless but not endless
- 19 - Fear is natural
- 19 - I. Q. vs E.Q.
- 19 - I have to search
- 19 - what did I cook today
- 20 - What should I hope
- 20 - Let's make a plan
- 21 - Interesting site
- 22 - I will never commit suicide
- 23 - Wii expert
- 24 - Plans for India
- 27 - don't worry be happy!
- 28 - Fanaa
- 28 - My 'Denial' philosophy
- 28 - Stop being illogical
- March 2009
- 01 - Obsessive compulsive ..
- 01 - Proof reading
- 01 - about Einstein
- 02 - Networking Expert
- 05 - Sushi is good
- 06 - I will control my eating
- 06 - new lesson: what is ..
- 07 - Stomach upset
- 07 - girls suck
- 08 - Feeling of being ..
- 08 - lonliness kills
- 09 - why weekends are so bad
- 09 - waste of energy
- 10 - blankness
- 10 - my head might explode
- 11 - Its all about learning
- 12 - My work
- 12 - what do I like
- 13 - limited fun
- 14 - I am a bad person
- 15 - Exotic
- 17 - Crying everyday
- 17 - Jobless
- 18 - What I will say to Rea
- 18 - what will I say to Rong
- 20 - learning new words
- 21 - Completing phd
- 21 - giving up temptations
- 22 - what will I say in ..
- 24 - what do I want
- 24 - Hard-work
- 25 - GOD give me strength
- 29 - what is my future?
- 29 - I hate myself
- 29 - I was so wrong
- 29 - fear of turning mad
- 30 - good things will happen ..
- 30 - problem is not a problem
- 31 - neutral thinking if not ..
- 31 - how to make more money
- April 2009
- 01 - it's all about depression
- 01 - Nobody is perfect
- 01 - Discuss
- 02 - Narrow minded
- 02 - These people
- 03 - Aimless life
- 04 - I am dumb
- 04 - writing positive
- 06 - Talking with female friends
- 08 - Nullifying my negative ..
- 08 - Confidence, confidence, ..
- 08 - my poem
- 09 - how to think positive
- 10 - yeh meine kya socha
- 12 - Destiny
- 13 - Thinking clearly
- 13 - These medicines
- 14 - What were my interests
- 14 - Think maturely
- 14 - Sense of achievement
- 15 - Exclusive recognition
- 15 - What my Therapist said
- 15 - My plans
- 16 - I want to live or die?
- 16 - Wishful thinking
- 17 - I have to do it
- 17 - Different people different ..
- 17 - Be a friend to yourself
- 17 - Take life smoothly
- 17 - Ignorance
- 17 - Positive Attitude by Justin ..
- 17 - looser and winner
- 18 - Talk to myself
- 18 - Its a game
- 19 - I can change
- 20 - change my thinking
- 22 - work
- 24 - Hey Bhagwan
- 27 - Darling, control yourself
- 28 - what to do
- 28 - it's not too late
- 30 - I have to learn
- 30 - Being Mean
- May 2009
- 01 - Self- contradiction in my ..
- 03 - Afsos
- 05 - I feel scared
- 13 - Doubt
- June 2009
- 10 - A fresh start
- 30 - Go to hell
- July 2009
- 08 - My unstable mind
- 13 - Koshish
- 15 - Gut feelings
- 17 - Am I a fool?
- 20 - My Fears
- 21 - My Expertise
- 22 - Control yourself
- 23 - Manuscript publication
- 26 - Things are changing
- 27 - It's rocking!
- 29 - Tell me how?
- August 2009
- 03 - How to think logically
- 04 - You know what.....
- 05 - am I spoiled or depressed???
- 06 - Lot of work
- 10 - I will work
- 13 - I am no way less
- September 2009
- 16 - long time
- 23 - I will. I will
- October 2009
- 04 - yeh mujhe kya ho gaya
- 06 - every day is a surprise
- 14 - Life is great!
- 16 - what all to learn
- 24 - Success or peace of mind
- November 2009
- 24 - Problem is with me
- 28 - What I dont realize
- 29 - Freakonomics!
- 30 - Freakonomics ..
- December 2009
- 01 - Career wise
- 02 - Carrer wise ..
- 03 - career wise continued...may ..
- 04 - writing up
- 05 - Yielding the temptation
- 06 - Baby Shower
- 07 - Get up, stand up- don't ..
- 08 - Still in the bed
- 09 - Problems uff!!
- 11 - Partying time
- 14 - nobel peace prize
- 15 - Free survey
- 16 - Mellon Coffee
- 17 - Tomorrow's meeting
- 18 - Christmas plans
- 19 - Snow time!!
- 20 - what to do?
- 21 - phd progress
- 22 - Headache
- 25 - on the way!
2010
- January 2010
- 01 - summary of the trip
- 02 - Numbness
- 03 - confused as usual
- 04 - too cold!
- 05 - job for money
- 06 - experiments going on!
- 07 - Breaking my own vows
- 08 - Abhi Tak
- 09 - something more
- 09 - what's up?
- 10 - why can't I die?
- 11 - Most Important
- 12 - In Trouble
- 13 - Wasting time
- 14 - Trusting the advisor
- 15 - Am I awful
- 16 - waiting for tonight
- 18 - Bloody world
- 19 - I am worried
- 20 - Interview was good
- 25 - NIOSH project
- 26 - Just wanna go!
- 27 - Being Smart
- 29 - I want a job
- 30 - But why?
- February 2010
- 01 - let me go home!
- 03 - I am fine finally
- 05 - Randomness
- 06 - ghar jaoon kaise.....
- 08 - Beware!
- 10 - The lost symbol
- 11 - My eyes
- 13 - My name is.........
- 15 - what is this?
- 17 - Going Rogue
- 18 - All plans chaupat!
- 21 - Fire and ice
- 22 - Not very Happening
- 23 - Tamas
- March 2010
- 02 - Dear John
- 03 - Everybody is working
- 04 - Waiting for Katherine
- 05 - Taxes are done
- 06 - Careful writing
- 08 - How hopeless I am!
- 10 - promise
- 14 - Too many dreams
- 15 - My dadi
- 16 - Aw, I am so hungry!
- 18 - Not sleepy still
- April 2010
- 07 - what now?
- 12 - keep the advisor happy
- 13 - what did I do?
- 17 - May it's last time
- 19 - Bekabu
- 21 - koi hai
- 22 - Before I leave
- 23 - sab bakwaas
- 26 - Strange dreams!
- 28 - what's the plan?
- 30 - Very very strange dreams
- May 2010
- 01 - It's hot!
- 02 - Dull day
- 02 - new day new diary entry
- 04 - Should or shouldn't?
- 06 - watchful!
- 07 - Hmmm
- 09 - Hold on!
- 17 - weight issue
- 19 - I am hungry
- 20 - no more
- 23 - Why
- 24 - deadlines
- 25 - Frustration
- 31 - Just Okay!
- June 2010
- 08 - My problem
- July 2010
- 04 - Its awful
- 21 - Keep track!
- 24 - chalo, thoda dukhi ho ..
- 26 - Job, job Job
- August 2010
- 09 - aur kitna
- 31 - after a long time
- 31 - kuch poetry ho jaye...
- September 2010
- 01 - Julia vs Julia
- 02 - Reception party
- 02 - going tomorrow!
- 03 - in the plane
- 04 - aaj ka haal
- 04 - We are family
- 05 - When will I go?
- 06 - Summary of this visit
- 07 - Do the work!
- 08 - This is strange
- 09 - Starting a day
- 09 - New day has begun!
- 12 - Too much stress!
- 12 - getting bored of myself
- 13 - Career and nothin else
- 19 - Uff
- 20 - Prepare well
- 21 - Mil jayegi
- 22 - Calm down
- 24 - He is so right
- October 2010
- 07 - I have to write
- 08 - Intel offer
- 08 - List of success and failure
- 26 - Insecurity
- November 2010
- 02 - kab aayega offer
- 05 - Stay Cool
- December 2010
- 12 - peace
- 13 - either of the two!
- 13 - public again!
- 15 - I shall continue writing
- 16 - less of everything!
- 21 - at Dentist's office
- 22 - Boring ppl
- 24 - what should I do?
- 25 - These guys are so sick
- 31 - Happy new year
2011
- January 2011
- 05 - Life is tough
- 06 - Vegas first!
- 09 - what to write?
- 19 - My creativity
- 20 - He makes me think
- February 2011
- 11 - My brother
- 14 - my family
- 18 - kya kahein
- March 2011
- 01 - My emails to my brother
- 01 - my another email to my ..
- 09 - mad mad mad world
- 10 - So far so good
- 11 - what's new?
- 12 - on my way
- 12 - he is becoming intolerable
- 14 - making rules
- 16 - be more organized
- 17 - solving problem not escaping
- 18 - Happy for so many reasons
- 19 - headache
- 21 - what should I do?
- 24 - I hate to miss antakshari
- April 2011
- 01 - lets go!
- 08 - so, someone is reading
- 09 - Interesting email written ..
- 10 - another interesting email I ..
- 10 - am I talking too much?
- 12 - how to get away with it
- 12 - state of art
- 13 - dont read if you know me ..
- 13 - Playful
- 13 - one more thing Aru
- 15 - lonliness sucks!
- 16 - how about simple, short ..
- 17 - Cry time
- 17 - should always pamper myself
- 19 - too much of excitment
- 20 - lets write
- 23 - will I be happy?
- 24 - jo mila woh bhi kya kum tha
- 24 - missing people
- 25 - lot and lot of emails
- 28 - WIN
- 28 - That is why I dont talk to ..
- 29 - another interesting email ..
- 29 - I am so good, read this one
- 29 - want people to know but ..
- May 2011
- 01 - Shaadi- the big question
- 02 - out of orkut
- 03 - honeymoon seems to be over
- 04 - He is getting so rude
- 09 - I think he is gone
- 11 - my childhood dreams
- 16 - I really need to get out of ..
- 16 - surviving on facebook
- 18 - focus on positivities
- 19 - My life partner
- 19 - game of probability
- 23 - lonely, am I really?
- 23 - am I really unwell?
- 24 - material for Blog
- 30 - why is he so rude?
- 30 - use diary instead of ..
- 30 - This other guy
- June 2011
- 05 - He will be fine
- 06 - my parents
- 09 - Pamper me
- 10 - All is well
- 10 - He shouldn't have emailed me
- 10 - True dog
- 14 - Summary
- 15 - Making mistakes
- 17 - I will not pick up his phone
- 19 - Let him go
- 20 - probably my last email to ..
- 20 - friends I need friends
- 23 - got my tv back!
- 26 - guys will be guys
- 30 - From yesterday
- July 2011
- 01 - let me plan
- 01 - one of my old email to my ..
- 02 - I said what I have to
- 03 - Depressing people
- 05 - single for life
- 06 - back to work!
- 07 - hey, its me again!
- 10 - devil's advocate
- 10 - beauty fix
- 11 - hate to hate
- 12 - stress issues
- 12 - all izz well
- 14 - I wrote this yesterday
- 14 - Am I getting rude?
- 17 - zindagi na milegi dobara
- 20 - saala this K
- 21 - These southies
- 23 - what will he do
- 23 - let me promise
- 25 - I will not call him
- 26 - so...here is my plan
- 28 - I will keep myself happy
- 30 - my flaws
- 31 - dont stressed out
- 31 - all is set
- August 2011
- 01 - Blog I wrote most recently
- 04 - Complete anonymity
- 04 - Plans for Pittsburgh Visit
- 06 - no more acedemia for me
- 07 - how boring :(
- 08 - kisse kahoon
- 09 - too tired
- 10 - how shall I explain him
- 12 - I need to rest.
- 15 - no hatred for anyone
- 15 - How much have I changed
- 17 - Growing obsession
- 18 - Resist calling him
- 19 - Isn't peace overrated?
- 22 - meetings, meetings meetings
- 22 - I will not tolerate this
- 22 - I hate period pain
- 25 - Hungry but
- 26 - Hadbadi
- 28 - My relatives
- 29 - f*** them all
- 30 - Plain happiness
- 31 - Vachan
- 31 - Political correctness
- 31 - I shall always write
- September 2011
- 01 - Feels good
- 02 - Let he finds a good job
- 06 - Let me not call him
- 07 - Going to Japan!
- 08 - Where is he?
- 09 - Never delete emails
- 09 - Email I wrote, which I am ..
- 10 - Skydiving experience
- 11 - Mere bhai ki dulhan
- 12 - what about today?
- 18 - Why am I so negative.
- 19 - My mom is the best!
- 22 - Whatever
- 22 - All is well
- 23 - Feel like crying for no ..
- 24 - underestimation
- 25 - back up plan
- 27 - Am I out of job?
- 28 - Lets just go with the flow!
- October 2011
- 02 - Greencard
- 02 - Khush hoon shayd
- 02 - It's boring
- 03 - Long day...
- 03 - This massage made my body ..
- 04 - Plans in Arizona once I am ..
- 05 - Summary
- 06 - No facebook even today
- 06 - Different aspects of ..
- 07 - Either insecure or hopeless
- 08 - Time to wrap up
- 13 - In India, going to Nepal
- 19 - I need to stop talking to ..
- 21 - There is something abt it
- 26 - Frustrating
- 28 - Got some time for myself
- 28 - soch rahi hoon
- 30 - Nobody's fan
- 31 - All is well...
- November 2011
- 02 - Feeling relaxed now
- 06 - whatever...
- 09 - Uff! this is so...
- 09 - Irritating people
- 11 - Too sleepy but feeling cold ..
- 12 - should just pray
- 14 - Now I know what is it?
- 14 - what is success?
- 15 - There is something in this ..
- 16 - starting to dislike
- 18 - thinking facebook style
- 19 - wrote during office hours
- 20 - what all I want to do?
- 21 - Avoid people who brings ..
- 28 - Why do I waste so much time?
- 28 - too early to sleep but...
- 29 - How I spent my Thanksgiving ..
- 29 - Maza aa raha hai
- 30 - This instability again...
- December 2011
- 01 - I need help
- 06 - I dont want any illogical ..
- 07 - No time to cry/complain
- 08 - in the middle of the work
- 09 - wisdom of the day
- 10 - hmmm....
- 11 - Today's wisdom
- 12 - todays wisdom :)
- 16 - Email I wrote ..
- 16 - Blog I have written for ..
- 17 - just thinking...
- 17 - summary
- 18 - What now?
- 19 - Today's summary
- 20 - uff! people
- 21 - Is it worth it?
- 22 - facebooking
- 23 - just watched the worst
- 24 - why why why?
- 25 - Christmas time
- 26 - All I want for next year is
- 27 - Lack of positive thinking
- 27 - Another special email I ..
- 28 - fuck the stess
- 29 - Hey, my blog
- 30 - male chauvinistic pig
- 31 - Understanding politics
- 31 - in a catch 22 situation
2012
- January 2012
- 01 - This V is a big pain
- 01 - some answers for him
- 02 - stress stress stress
- 02 - I know you are right
- 03 - Opening my heart out in ..
- 03 - Bahut bahut udaas hoon
- 04 - whatever whatever
- 05 - Impatience
- 05 - fear to loose
- 06 - another masterpiece from me
- 06 - hmm...
- 06 - kisse hogi meri shaadi?
- 08 - watched this movie
- 09 - Blog I wrote which is ..
- 10 - kisse kahoon
- 11 - Whatever
- 11 - Don't be too happy
- 12 - Uff Yeh ladkiyan
- 13 - It's working!
- 13 - I may be wrong...
- 14 - should I forgive him
- 15 - My prayer to God
- 15 - Mosi to gayin
- 16 - It's good that he is gone
- 16 - I dont see any problem in ..
- 16 - My intentions
- 16 - Interesting na...
- 17 - What?
- 18 - No, no, no
- 18 - Developing Brotherhood
- 19 - How evil can I be?
- 20 - What a nice day!
- 20 - He owes me money
- 20 - Let go off insecurities and ..
- 21 - So mean and pretentious
- 22 - Now there is a crack
- 22 - Bachche kab honge
- 23 - I have doubts
- 23 - Who can be more evil than me
- 26 - wrote yesterday during work
- 26 - What about green card
- 27 - I don't understand...
- 28 - He should just die
- 28 - Feeling kind of dull
- 29 - Kuch bhi ho jaaye....
- 29 - Doing yoga is the best
- 29 - maut na aayi...
- 30 - Pucchu bhaiya vs Ashu bhaiya
- 30 - kaun sunega, kisko sunaye
- 30 - Difference between guy and ..
- February 2012
- 03 - It's getting boring now
- 04 - Less stress at work
- 04 - I am so non-compromising
- 05 - Kash...
- 05 - headache
- 05 - Family is family
- 07 - I will let it go...
- 08 - fucking busy
- 08 - its 8pm and I am in bed
- 11 - Pain
- 12 - What a wonderful weekend
- 12 - Things I need to improve ..
- 13 - Basic difference in the ..
- 15 - Always so busy
- 15 - Annoyed by myself
- 16 - Difference between my ..
- 17 - Gosh!
- 20 - Honesty and privacy
- 20 - No hatred for anyone
- 20 - Not stressed even now :)
- 21 - What now?
- 21 - No philosophies on facebook
- 21 - Unbelievable
- 22 - Feel like done for the day ..
- 22 - No facebooking so far
- 22 - My wishes
- 23 - Basic difference in ..
- 23 - Fighting openly in this ..
- 25 - Wish!
- 26 - Talking about negativies
- 26 - Bahut hi mast
- 27 - Problem with my brother
- 28 - Headache should go away
- March 2012
- 04 - I don't like it
- 05 - Half day at work
- 06 - Stupid meetings
- 11 - Can't believe it
- 11 - Pyar mohabbat ki baatein
- 12 - Monday is all about survival
- 12 - My manager is really nice
- 13 - what for today
- 13 - The 'No' Theory
- 14 - How shall I think?
- 15 - Lost my thaughts
- 15 - My mind works in a cycling ..
- 16 - Feeling insecure
- 16 - People in my group
- 17 - Howcome
- 20 - self-pity
- 22 - Seems like a good day!
- 22 - some of my orginals
- 24 - Dumping thaughts
- 24 - Forgiven two people today
- 25 - reminding myself for ..
- 26 - This guys is becoming a pain
- 26 - My heart is crying like hell
- 27 - new dialogue
- 28 - My relatives!
- 29 - Don't I deserve any love
- 30 - Will make my diary public ..
- 30 - antardwand was a tough ..
- 31 - Hungry like Hell
- 31 - kuch accha jo meine socha
- April 2012
- 01 - Sitting besides the pool
- 02 - Tanhai to shayd Ishq ho ..
- 02 - Koi yaad aa raha hai.
- 03 - what will cheer me up?
- 04 - All I need is Sex
- 05 - Kisse baat karoon
- 09 - A good reality check
- 11 - Maturing
- 12 - We need stability in life ..
- 15 - Drawing positivity from ..
- 16 - Plainly sad
- 16 - I shall be avoiding such ..
- 16 - Having doubts about beauty
- 16 - Inability to read people's ..
- 18 - Yeh ladki
- 19 - I don't know man!
- 19 - Job sucks!!!
- 22 - My roomie is far better....
- 23 - He should get the job
- 23 - Thats a good idea
- 26 - Must take the shower
- 30 - Job sucks!!!
- 30 - Ek alternate lover
- 30 - Now I know my weakness
- May 2012
- 01 - what should I tell him?
- 01 - So much discriminatation ..
- 02 - Need to get out of my ego ..
- 02 - I need to be patient
- 03 - Dear life
- 04 - It's okay!
- 04 - Free your mind
- 06 - Positive Kaise sochoon
- 07 - Bus Thoda pyar aur kya ..
- 09 - Finding solutions
- 10 - Today's yoga will be missed
- 12 - yaar yeh ladki
- 13 - yeh bhi meine socha
- 14 - Do take ke log
- 14 - May be I found it
- 15 - Sleep deprived
- 16 - stress management
- 17 - what about my emotions?
- 17 - what do I want?
- 18 - Enough!
- 18 - Focus on positivies
- 19 - Tomorrow's plan
- 19 - Ladies vs Ricky bahl
- 20 - Now I know...
- 21 - let me preserve this...
- 21 - Concept of pati permeshwar
- 22 - I think it's destiny
- 23 - There comes the Hope
- 24 - Okay
- 25 - I need love
- 25 - This is sooooo sick
- 26 - my promises to myself
- 26 - Pain is real
- 28 - I call it a successful trip
- 28 - This guys doesn't love me
- 29 - I am bothered
- 29 - Jaldi aao
- 30 - I am needy at this point
- 31 - let me sleep
- June 2012
- 01 - We will be happy again ..
- 01 - My lonliness is by choice
- 04 - neendh kyun nahi aa rahi
- 04 - Let's focus on positives
- 04 - Never realized it until now
- 04 - Fuck, fuck , fuck
- 05 - These people are interesting
- 06 - Some lessons
- 06 - Phone will die soon
- 10 - Reaching rock bottom in ..
- 12 - My Beauty
- 12 - Let's suppose their is a GOD
- 13 - Depression will not last ..
- 14 - Achcha hota if He was been ..
- 18 - All the confidence is going ..
- 18 - Identifying good and bad ..
- 20 - Lonliness can kill me
- 24 - Boriyat
- 28 - Isko kya hua hai???
- 29 - I have no idea!
- July 2012
- 04 - feeling rich
- 08 - feedback loop
- 29 - Camping trip to ho gayi ..
- August 2012
- 03 - Lesson learnt
- 09 - Craving for love
- 16 - waste of time and energy
- 19 - Stupid stupid
- 19 - U don't understand
- 21 - what I want to do
- September 2012
- 05 - Lack of logic
- 08 - He does not deserve me
- October 2012
- 22 - new poem
- November 2012
- 09 - This guy is completely sick!
2013
- January 2013
- 08 - I hate my manager
- April 2013
- 26 - have to come back
- 28 - Mein hoon na.....
- 28 - Kabhi kabhi
- May 2013
- 04 - Akele hi sona padega kya:(
- 06 - Ab jaisa bhi hai
- 08 - Nonsense!
- 13 - darr lag raha hai
- 27 - Overwhelmed
- June 2013
- 05 - for my birthday
- 10 - I have my doubts too
- 14 - At peace
- 15 - Email I wrote to my Hubby!
- 24 - loosing my mind
- 25 - Complete bullshit!
- 26 - Aq is so mean
- 26 - wahi kuch barbad khayal
- 27 - kuch to karo doston
- 27 - kahan ho tum?
- July 2013
- 07 - Kya saari galti meri thi
- 15 - Sorry, cannot be the victim
- 22 - Ek sher...
- 27 - balances with Ash
- 28 - Zimmedari ko samjho!
- August 2013
- 17 - Advertising oneself!
- 25 - Facebook status messages ..
- September 2013
- 02 - kya likhoon
- 03 - accounting
- 05 - Pregnancy problem
- 07 - cant keep thinking
- 11 - romance ki kami
- 13 - Achcha hi kiya meine
- 27 - Finances seems to be okay!
- October 2013
- 06 - My discouraging husband
- 10 - kismat ke maare....
- 15 - my fear and my worries
- 21 - Bad Allergies
- 22 - Another of those email from ..
- 25 - Love, pampering and all ..
- 27 - what I did over the weekend
- November 2013
- 07 - Overeating
- 08 - Things to ask from Doctor ..
- 14 - It's boring
- 25 - Feeling slightly depressed ..
- 29 - My diabetes
- December 2013
- 02 - How to deal with people ..
- 04 - Balances with HIM
- 09 - Focus on myself
- 10 - Guacomole banayi aaj
- 17 - Lets go for a walk
- 30 - I am okay and I will manage!
2014
- January 2014
- 09 - birth without fear!
- 15 - Emotional needs
- 23 - Pregnancy and me
- February 2014
- 04 - Pregnancy and work
- 08 - Controlling anger during ..
- 13 - Almost there!
- 15 - Passing my due date!
- 23 - ab kya karein?
- 27 - my baby is here!
- March 2014
- 09 - postpartum
- April 2014
- 06 - Some depression
- 10 - maintaining a journal
- 18 - taking care of my babies!
- 21 - discipline required
- May 2014
- 05 - My manager and me
- 07 - Vacation round the corner
- 12 - Horrible boss
- 20 - ab aayega maza
- 21 - Quit or quite?
- 29 - achche din aane wale hain
- June 2014
- 02 - Good and Bad
- 09 - kya karoon?
- 15 - look, who is annoying?
- 20 - My cholestrol
- 26 - These people!
- 27 - Srini and those guys
- 30 - Shyad sab theek hi hai
- July 2014
- 07 - I should trust!
- 30 - Non-muslim
- 31 - Aaj kaam se chutti
- August 2014
- 04 - Weekend was sort of ..
- 04 - my baby's first day at ..
- 05 - Eid celebration
- 12 - Ram bharose!
- 25 - new home,new job role, my ..
- September 2014
- 02 - labor day weekend
- 03 - Whatever!!!
- 09 - Trip to somewhere!!!
- 11 - Extremely busy and ..
- 15 - Strange people
- 23 - Why do we? and why don't we?
- 25 - email to my family :)
- October 2014
- 08 - How long this will last..
- 09 - Avoid visiting family page ..
- 13 - some inputs
- 23 - Want to go home early
- November 2014
- 04 - gmail email to myself
- 04 - My balances with Honey
- 10 - Heartlessness
- 12 - annoyance at its best!
- 16 - existential insecurity
- 21 - sabbatical!!
- 24 - I love therapy
- 26 - What do I want for ..
- 28 - I am so so sorry
- 30 - Need to be more vocal and ..
- December 2014
- 02 - This diary is not happening
- 04 - Happy these days
- 08 - All writing no reading
- 16 - breaking garage door and ..
- 20 - money money money
2015
- January 2015
- 04 - new year new ways
- 05 - Kaise kaise log
- 09 - Its better not to have a ..
- 12 - Headache is due to hunger I ..
- 18 - Hum bekhudi mein tum ko ..
- 25 - excited abt India trip
- 31 - cant imagine growing old ..
- February 2015
- 04 - What is a workable solution?
- 04 - facebook is getting boring ..
- 10 - what I miss the most?
- 18 - feeling uncomfortable
- March 2015
- 27 - No one to share my feelings
- 27 - What all I will say to my ..
- 29 - Yeh bhi hona tha life mein
- 31 - Why so many apprehensions ..
- April 2015
- 01 - No more vacations with him
- 07 - I should not talk to him
- 15 - Too sad to go and do work
- 15 - Not made for each other
- 16 - I cant get rid of him ..
- 16 - who am I?
- 24 - energy is so low
- 26 - had long discussion with ..
- 29 - Need a kick start
- May 2015
- 01 - kuch likha kya?
- 08 - How to survive in this job?
- 09 - I don't want to talk to his ..
- 13 - I need help!
- 14 - why cant I just cry?
- 16 - I am a good girl overall
- 24 - I don't know
- June 2015
- 04 - mein hoon na
- 13 - going back to yoga again!
- 15 - I don't like to work on my ..
- 16 - why this headache?
- 16 - jurassic park I mean world
- 17 - problem is responsibility
- 18 - Plan for the day and rest ..
- 19 - time for diary
- 20 - job termination stuff
- 20 - old poem with improvisation
- 21 - updates and plans
- 22 - so where are we...
- 23 - good morning
- 24 - lets talk about routine
- 25 - good morning again!
- 26 - why is he still awake?
- 27 - Out of town!
- 28 - 24 hrs adventure
- 29 - learning urdu
- 29 - so, I lost my job!
- 30 - I want to be heard or know ..
- July 2015
- 01 - for rest of the day...
- 02 - yey!! I am pregnant again!!
- 03 - a dull day
- 05 - looking for jobs - not easy
- 06 - ok, resume is ready
- 07 - we had a big fight!
- 08 - Ash is doing some work ..
- 12 - At brother's place
- 13 - how to plan my day here
- 14 - Second day is better
- 14 - better for next day
- 15 - Today is even better
- 16 - day is interesting so far
- 17 - I miss meting people
- 21 - Kya likha hai kismat mein ..
- 22 - socializing is must for my ..
- 29 - I have to think positive ..
- 30 - no messages - why so? :)
- August 2015
- 03 - thinking positive is so ..
- 03 - positive and practical ..
- 09 - we the living
- 14 - what am I doing these days?
- 14 - what am I doing these days?
- 18 - This website sucks now
- 19 - hey bhagwan
- 19 - hey bhagwan
- 21 - Job ho jaaye
- 22 - India Trip!
- 25 - productive items for the ..
- 30 - Mexico trip and back
- September 2015
- 12 - This online diary has ..
- 20 - loosing interest in diary ..
- 21 - hmmmm
- 24 - cant live with this man!
- 25 - Writing diary from phone
- October 2015
- 01 - Good day but hard life
- 02 - Plan for today
- 05 - Complicated day
- 06 - So, how is my day so far?
- 08 - Kya karein?
- 09 - What will I do today?
- 11 - man ki baat
- 12 - Man is kuch aur baat
- 14 - Some updates
- 15 - Toddler time class in ..
- 16 - where is he?
- 18 - It was a good day overall
- 19 - Readers pls message me
- 20 - Never talk to him
- 21 - A calm day
- 25 - This is certainly an ..
- 29 - At ymca now
- 29 - At ymca now
- 31 - career activities
- November 2015
- 02 - kuch likhne ko nahi
- 04 - How was my day today?
- 05 - Another day about to end
- 06 - thinking about finances
- 08 - Pursuation is the key
- 09 - yeh kya hua?
- 10 - money money O God!
- 11 - hmm...so what so far?
- 12 - So phone interview tommorrow
- 13 - Plan for today
- 15 - tommorw's activity
- 16 - hard to pass time
- 17 - my incoming baby!
- 19 - U know...
- 20 - what up for today?
- 21 - in my mind
- 22 - Weekend and Monday
- 23 - save me God!
- 29 - Back from trip!
- 30 - Today's
- December 2015
- 03 - This headache
- 04 - Overall it's fine!
- 06 - plans!
- 12 - Why no one reading my ..
- 14 - Daddy's home
- 15 - Polar express
- 16 - what next?
- 18 - Mein kaun hoon?
- 19 - Another day
- 20 - Did something really ..
- 21 - in OC8 cafe!
- 22 - At southeast regional ..
- 23 - in CH5 building
- 24 - in OC2 cafe
- 25 - Sitting at home
- 26 - Uff! Yeh din
- 28 - hmmm...what's the plan?
- 29 - marriage is not working for ..
- 30 - Music class today!
2016
- January 2016
- 01 - First day of year 2016!
- 04 - in ch5 building
- 05 - My day today
- 06 - At Hamilton library for ..
- 08 - Taking risk!
- 09 - I wish...
- 10 - Meri kanjoosi :)
- 11 - not in Intel system anymore!
- 13 - Ultrasound day!
- 14 - worried from the morning ..
- 15 - Very bad start of the day!
- 17 - what a fight!
- 18 - I am fine when comes to ..
- 19 - I am hopeful
- 20 - worry for my future!
- 21 - At chandler fashion mall
- 22 - phone meeting with HR in 2 ..
- 24 - we will go to watch Hindi ..
- 25 - Laptop gone for upgrade!
- 26 - Happening day so far...
- 27 - Got up with headache for ..
- 28 - Interview with Samsung on ..
- 29 - plan for today
- 30 - let's be hopeful!
- 31 - Falling in place!
- February 2016
- 02 - Just back from ymca class
- 04 - Headache still
- 04 - Compositions
- 05 - So close to delivery!
- 06 - paying off my house
- 08 - I hate this guy
- 09 - I don't hate this guy
- 10 - I need to be strong ..
- 13 - Watching Ellen degenerous
- 14 - whats happening today?
- 15 - Ashni is in daycare - ..
- 16 - Speech evaluation for Ashni
- 17 - SAS interview tomorrow
- 18 - Interview was okay but it ..
- 21 - So, have I lost it?
- 29 - Mom is here!
- March 2016
- 04 - God give me strength!
- 06 - Am I hitting depression?
- 08 - Think positive is the mantra
- 11 - I love my life!
- 13 - Tomorrow is the day!
- 16 - Life these days
- 19 - Post partum depression
- 20 - Neendh nahi aa rahi
- 20 - Extremely bipolar mood
- 22 - log file for Queti - 1
- 23 - What did we do today?
- 26 - Queti's log -2
- 27 - My post partum log
- 31 - Queti log - 3
- April 2016
- 02 - Both kids are sleeping
- 03 - Pls read my diary and leave ..
- 04 - Last night was tough
- 05 - Queti log - 4
- 06 - Queti log -5 and more
- 08 - What's the plan?
- 11 - Q log 6
- 12 - At home owner association ..
- 13 - Queti's one month health ..
- 14 - Aaj kya kiya??
- 16 - very upset and angry today
- 17 - It was a decent day!
- 18 - Time to write diary!
- 20 - Feeling insecure jeolous ..
- 24 - Wow
- 26 - Feeling good
- 26 - I will call 911
- 27 - Mummy left!
- 28 - lets go out and play!
- 29 - I am surely overeating
- May 2016
- 01 - Where did my phone go?
- 01 - Passed a milestone today
- 03 - So far not very happy
- 05 - Lets record!
- 12 - She is enjoying swim time!
- 13 - Queti's two month visit to ..
- 16 - my wellness check at intel ..
- 17 - What's the plan?
- 18 - I need to remain determined ..
- 19 - lets catch up with some ..
- 23 - o god! this oci application
- 25 - Changed my important pws
- 26 - Very lazy day today!
- 30 - Quite a dull day!
- 31 - How is my day going so far?
- June 2016
- 03 - Hmm...job and other stuff!
- 09 - Things to do
- 14 - Readers please drop me a ..
- 15 - Queti's three month stats
- 16 - magic show in the library
- 17 - Both father and son are ..
- 19 - I should continue with PT ..
- 20 - One thing called saving ..
- 22 - I have to go!
- 23 - Should I take him for ..
- 28 - uff!
- 30 - Library event at 2
- July 2016
- 01 - Home showing today!
- 05 - Today is Eid
- 07 - Three messages - made my day
- 08 - What should I do?
- 09 - At chandler fashion mall
- 10 - Such a kamine Baap and beta ..
- 12 - Reporting for today
- 13 - Today's
- 14 - Queti's four month check up!
- 17 - Dopahar ki neendh
- 18 - good morning!
- 19 - Yesterday was a good day!
- 25 - My kamina husband!
- 26 - what I need in life is ..
- 29 - 11 years in USA
- 30 - I cant study for interview ..
- 31 - At Barnes and Nobles
- August 2016
- 01 - Drinking tea makes my ..
- 03 - Am I having maniac episode??
- 04 - come to donwtown library ..
- 05 - In downtown library again
- 06 - Can I go somewhere now?
- 07 - Came down to B &N
- 08 - Why do I think about his ..
- 09 - Why dont I cry?
- 10 - My daughter's lack of ..
- 11 - TBT photo is up!
- 12 - Fight for power!
- 14 - What a lazy start...
- 15 - Divorce is a taboo in my ..
- 16 - came down to OCotillo campus
- 17 - May be I will just stay ..
- 17 - How bad was I?
- 18 - In downtown library with ..
- 19 - Feeling not so good
- 19 - U know what I want...
- 24 - God help me!
- 25 - One job done for the day!
- 28 - someone get me a job!
- 30 - Don't need to worry about ..
- 30 - May be An bhaiya will be my ..
- September 2016
- 01 - Let me search for more ..
- 03 - Promise to myself
- 04 - God give me strength and ..
- 06 - Tough times, I need to stay ..
- 12 - I have to stand for myself!
- 13 - my day so far and beyond
- 14 - A good day indeed!
- 16 - Kaun hoon mein?
- 16 - Today's achievements
- 17 - Today's record
- 18 - My start of the day...
- 19 - Queti's sixth month checkup
- 20 - In hotel room
- 21 - Too nervous and negative
- 22 - It's over!
- 23 - Just got up!
- 24 - Truly a boring day so far...
- 25 - Write the dairy
- 26 - How my day looking?
- 27 - Prayers are important
- 28 - Planning is so important
- 29 - Its a rainy day!
- 30 - Honey's birthday
- October 2016
- 01 - Day is going good so far...
- 02 - So far as planned
- 03 - Jobbbbbb! I need a job
- 04 - O, my godness!
- 06 - It was another good day!
- 08 - Saturday--
- 09 - Sunday - not a fun day
- 11 - No pilates class today!
- 11 - All I Need is an opportunity
- 12 - In baby lapsit class
- 12 - I am born to lead
- 14 - Friday it is!
- 14 - For tomorrow
- 16 - Having tea now!
- 18 - My story
- 19 - This is just a phase!
- 20 - Lets make sure!
- 21 - a nice day
- 22 - I am good!
- 23 - Overall okay day!
- 27 - Diwali party and also ..
- 30 - No messages that mean no ..
- November 2016
- 01 - Halloween is finally over!
- 03 - donated to the dairy
- 05 - productive day!
- 06 - not a bad day either...
- 07 - should I tell him? may be ..
- 09 - This is happening because ..
- 11 - We are having party!
- 13 - I am so done with him!
- 14 - if in doubt, write it down
- 15 - One good thing for the day!
- 16 - start of the day!
- 17 - what's wrong with my comp!
- 18 - U know what?
- 19 - not a bad day either!
- 20 - Got up pretty early
- 21 - Log file for Q and A
- 22 - Ok, so this interview thing!
- 23 - what should I write?
- 25 - Luxmi ji ghar aayi hain
- 26 - Little confused as per now
- 28 - It was so refreshing!
- 29 - waiting to get a call from ..
- 30 - Nov is coming to end
- December 2016
- 01 - almost every day
- 02 - giving back is so important
- 03 - Family book club!
- 04 - Sunday times
- 05 - Good good good
- 06 - not much to do!
- 07 - starting my day reporting
- 08 - That sounds like a good ..
- 09 - some philosophies from my ..
- 11 - good day I will say...
- 12 - ticket issues!
- 13 - more philosophies of mine
- 14 - I believe in giving!
- 15 - okay, what??
- 17 - Condescending effect!
- 18 - some thing about today
- 19 - in philosophical mode
- 20 - made changes in my diary
- 22 - It's so much work!
- 23 - New big screen laptop!
- 23 - हर तरह का वक़्त गुज़र जाता ..
- 24 - On Christmas eve!
- 26 - what to write?
- 27 - Kadi is ready!
- 28 - shopping for India is also ..
- 29 - God! no interview for now
- 31 - Delusional
2017
- January 2017
- 01 - I am done!
- 02 - Let just relax!
- 02 - Things to do tomorrow
- 02 - Some day I can share it to ..
- 03 - stop it now
- 04 - my blog - please read and ..
- 04 - I want to say so much more!
- 05 - What to say to him last
- 06 - Prayers
- 20 - In India
- February 2017
- 12 - One page a day starts again!
- 15 - at home but
- 16 - bad health!
- 18 - What I didn't like in India
- 19 - A bad health day!
- 20 - What am I doing tomorrow?
- 22 - Quite bored as such!
- 23 - Let's say my prayers
- 24 - Kamina
- 26 - Birthday hang over
- 27 - I am good there!
- 27 - Just separation is not ..
- 28 - Back to work
- March 2017
- 01 - Today is the day I guess...
- 02 - okay, so may be today is ..
- 02 - Not that bad!
- 03 - Volunteering work at Intel
- 05 - Chaliye jahan bhi chalna hai
- 06 - Siyapa!
- 07 - Today will be a good day
- 08 - I am hoping for another ..
- 08 - stress, stress, stress!
- 09 - Just be honest and myself
- 10 - Another day hopefully a ..
- 11 - Pata nahi kya kerna chahiye ..
- 12 - Sunday is my day
- 13 - Uber driving
- 14 - Queti's birthday
- 15 - Start of my day
- 16 - So far a good day!
- 17 - All I am doing is driving!
- 19 - I so want to do this ..
- 23 - Uber driving!
- 24 - Do I really want this job?
- 25 - Saturday afternoon, Intel ..
- 26 - Didn't sleep well
- 27 - At OC2 campus
- 28 - Why Intel Manager is not ..
- 29 - I think I can goto Intel now
- 31 - Happy, happy, happy
- April 2017
- 01 - Saturday morning
- 02 - Sunday is always boring
- 03 - It seems tough!
- 03 - It seems tough!
- 04 - Tuesday it is!
- 05 - At the airport
- 06 - Today, may be the day!
- 07 - Not a bad friday
- 08 - Hmm...so Saturday it is
- 09 - Weekends are tough!
- 10 - Productive day I will say :)
- 11 - At library for evening ..
- 13 - Now this I don't like
- 14 - why am I not getting the ..
- 15 - Okay so guess Saturday is ..
- 16 - Sunday it is
- 17 - Okay! so weekend is over
- 17 - Decent Monday
- 19 - Lonliness is killing me
- 22 - Saturday it is!
- 24 - Good Monday
- 28 - April is coming to an end
- 29 - We won the bingo
- 30 - Got the library bag back
- May 2017
- 02 - waiting for my next uber ..
- 03 - Good and bad both but
- 05 - Ready for tutoring I guess
- 06 - What is the plan?
- 07 - my Sunday activities
- 08 - What a busy day!
- 09 - finally H4 application is ..
- 10 - waiting for interview call
- 11 - Thursday is throwback day
- 12 - Bus ek mauka
- 13 - where is my phone?
- 14 - Got the car fixed yesterday
- 15 - It was a good day today!
- 16 - what and when?
- 17 - What was special today?
- 19 - Good week for driving
- 23 - I want to tell my story
- 24 - why am I not getting the ..
- 26 - I want to live life that ..
- 27 - I don't want to be part of ..
- 28 - Sunday morning
- 29 - Last day of Holiday!
- 30 - Good day
- 31 - Bad start for the day!
- June 2017
- 01 - Good day - yes!
- 02 - A.c problem with my car
- 03 - Back from Sadona!
- 04 - A good sunday!
- 05 - I need to write
- 06 - Ok, Tuesday
- 07 - My uber and lyft are ..
- 08 - Kitni garmi hai
- 10 - One thing for sure!
- 11 - I informed Gina
- 12 - Job hmmm
- 13 - At Neelu's place
- 15 - Thursday it is!
- 16 - So, I am happy today
- 17 - Nothing to write....
- 18 - Sunday - not a funday
- 20 - One of the hottest day
- 22 - Garmi!
- 23 - my yard work is done!
- 24 - Saale kamine kutte
- 24 - Saale kamine kutte
- 26 - Job search is so painful
- 28 - Internet here is slow!
- 29 - Basics of responsibility
- 30 - I am happy that
- July 2017
- 02 - come to library
- 03 - bad cough!
- 04 - Independence day of America
- 06 - Friends, please connect ..
- 07 - shayd koi nahi padh raha
- 08 - What all we did so far
- 10 - Tire got busted
- 12 - A good day
- 17 - New address
- 18 - Money!!
- 19 - Renting my house was such a ..
- 20 - Top early to the airport!
- 21 - Now back home
- 22 - Productive day so far !
- 23 - Plans for today
- 24 - One bad news but overall ..
- 25 - at Chandler library
- 26 - at tempe library
- 27 - Achievements for today
- 28 - came to downtown library
- 29 - Tough Saturday
- 30 - Killer Sunday
- August 2017
- 01 - it's boriiiiiing!
- 02 - At sun city
- 03 - DL ka kaam ho gaya
- 06 - Finally, weekend coming to ..
- 07 - sitting at autonations honda
- 14 - At Vienna
- 22 - watched movie LION
- 29 - Time to go!
- 30 - In the flight
- September 2017
- 04 - Back to Phoenix from LA
- 06 - Good day so far...
- 07 - Dull day
- 08 - In sunset library
- 09 - fuck fuck fuck!
- 10 - I want to do uber driving ..
- 11 - Lot of uber driving today
- 12 - not getting rides today :/
- 14 - U know what?
- 15 - Baba is gone
- 16 - Birthday party tonight
- 25 - what??
- 29 - I wanted to live life of a ..
- October 2017
- 14 - Disturbing ...
- 16 - Kya Kiya jaaye....???
- 18 - Hey bhagwan, chamatkar ..
- 20 - Kahin train mein chalein
- 31 - People don't want money
- November 2017
- 02 - Hey whats up??
- 05 - Nothing to write!
- 06 - Paise....ab Kya kahein!
- 07 - un-motivated
- 10 - Hypocrisy at it's best!
- 11 - I feel frustrated
- 15 - Aaj Ash se baat hui
- 16 - I will figure out something
- 17 - Say no to brahm kumaris
- 19 - Hey what?
- 21 - I need help
- 22 - A happy day
- 23 - What to write?
- 26 - I miss going to work
- 27 - i wanted to write something
- 28 - Kuch achcha hi hoga
- 29 - Headache
- December 2017
- 01 - Jo ho raha hai woh shayd ..
- 14 - I will make some new year ..
- 17 - Is my mom an evil?
- 21 - Let us make some new year ..
- 25 - Bhagwan koi chamatkar dikhao
- 28 - Lack of love in life
- 30 - Such a disturbing thought
2018
- January 2018
- 01 - Diary likhne ka mann nahi ..
- 06 - I think thats what I should ..
- 11 - Get set and go
- 13 - what now?
- 15 - Future insecurities
- 19 - up in the middle of the ..
- 19 - we are at Chase bank
- 22 - Back in Chandler
- 23 - Didn't sleep last night
- 23 - At arizona traffic school
- 24 - My day so far...
- 25 - What's up with uber?
- 26 - Today slow start but ..
- 28 - Another good day!
- 29 - a good start!
- 30 - Pathetic guy
- 31 - I will go for challenge ..
- February 2018
- 01 - school lockdown
- 02 - Again a lot of driving
- 04 - Hey bhagwan aur kitna??
- 07 - At sunset library
- 08 - In library
- 13 - Chad and seesha
- 14 - About this recruiter
- 16 - I need to move out
- 17 - Ignore what he say
- 18 - He is trying
- 25 - Party was really good
- 26 - Avoid him
- 27 - So we are out
- March 2018
- 02 - Watching money ball
- 03 - I am at Alfiya house
- 04 - A good day i should say...
- 05 - Productive so far
- 06 - Today's log
- 07 - Ok...so far
- 08 - A sad day today
- 09 - I need a job
- 10 - Yard sale is good
- 11 - Watching Jashn-e-rekhta
- 12 - Watching movie gift
- 13 - Bored but not depressed
- 15 - O oh
- 16 - Recruiters contacting me
- 17 - Sitting at the swing
- 19 - At sunset library
- 20 - I shouldn't be doing this...
- 21 - I am watching this movie
- 22 - I did one good work today
- 23 - counting my blessing
- 25 - A good sunday
- 27 - When will things change for ..
- 29 - Library closing announcement
- 30 - in downtown library
- 31 - easter hunt!
- April 2018
- 01 - I want to create!
- 02 - I am feeling contented as ..
- 03 - routine
- 04 - taxes are done!
- 06 - who is this CAT?
- 08 - facebook is such a ..
- 09 - Ashni went to school
- 10 - my routine
- 11 - Talked with Diya
- 12 - At great clips for haircut
- 13 - noah's birthday at Alfiya ..
- 15 - Sunday no fun day
- 16 - keep applying for jobs
- 17 - Cancelled my yoga class for ..
- 22 - it has been few days
- 23 - i have 910 fb friend
- 24 - went for swimming today
- 25 - back to library
- 27 - We got up really late today
- 28 - its okay if he takes uber
- 29 - I have to go and pick up Ash
- May 2018
- 01 - A decent day
- 02 - I met the psychologist today
- 06 - Too many confusions
- 07 - a very good day indeed
- 08 - my mind is racing
- 10 - what a nonsense movie?
- 11 - Start of the day with ..
- 11 - Ignore him
- 13 - My ADHD
- 19 - life is good
- 21 - we have come to mesa main ..
- 22 - What??
- 25 - This California ticket
- 28 - upcoming interview
- June 2018
- 02 - its been long time
- 03 - keeping my words
- 04 - She played her game
- 05 - I miss talking with people
- 06 - feeling bit lazy today
- 07 - so she is diagnosed with ..
- 10 - My birthday was cool
- 11 - bad days
- 12 - a very productive day
- 17 - I dont feel like writing ..
- 18 - practicing for the writing ..
- 19 - lets keep same routine as ..
- 26 - we made it
- 27 - let me read a book
- 29 - foot massage
- July 2018
- 02 - I need to write
- 07 - My story
- 12 - do dil toote. do dil ..
- 15 - mood swings!
- 26 - in a strange state of mind!
- August 2018
- 27 - I dont want to live with Ash
- September 2018
- 06 - संदेह - मेरा धर्म ! प्रश्न ..
- 16 - It's been long...
- October 2018
- 18 - Busy with poetry
- November 2018
- 17 - after a long time!
- 26 - what to write?
- December 2018
- 04 - Dental pain is horrible
- 05 - Baat hi mat karo!
- 07 - Is it safe to talk about my ..
- 08 - Marathan dating
- 08 - Nuksaan ho gaya!
- 13 - I dont need any meditation ..
- 17 - ek achcha din!
- 17 - email which I might write ..
- 23 - Blessed life
- 26 - editing is so painful
- 31 - what I want for 2019
2019
- January 2019
- 03 - that deciding night
- 12 - A very good and productive ..
- 18 - My bucket list
- 19 - netflix par netflix
- 20 - watching Teefa in trouble
- 27 - Bad friend
- 28 - Hota hai !
- 29 - Wild dreams
- February 2019
- 14 - My story
- 15 - Non negotiable
- 21 - I am bored
- 23 - I dont like nights
- 24 - What a good good day
- 25 - I am winning
- 26 - A and Q
- 28 - autism, Ashni and Ash
- March 2019
- 01 - Converting people
- 02 - Rule of thumb!
- 08 - Debate
- 13 - Got the birds
- 18 - what are my other wishes?
- 19 - Is hari dead ?
- 20 - He is gone!
- 20 - I am not happy but I am ..
- 22 - annoyed and agitated
- 27 - Child support
- 29 - Queti and Ashni school
- 31 - When will my life take a ..
- April 2019
- 02 - It's not hard
- 03 - It was good
- 04 - chalo, this worked out!
- 06 - What do I do now?
- 08 - feeling depressed
- 09 - We go swimming atleast twice
- 11 - yesterday was a productive ..
- 16 - I hope
- 17 - I am done for the day!
- 23 - Adele
- 26 - aaj ke liye itna hi kafi hai
- 27 - What’s the point?
- May 2019
- 04 - I am safe!
- 06 - Anatomy of a disappearance
- 10 - Oral surgery
- 11 - We have come over to ..
- 12 - Today is mother's day!
- 15 - I am done for the day!
- 20 - Yesterday was an ..
- 29 - Eat well, sleep well
- 30 - We are at temple public ..
- 31 - Want to connect
- June 2019
- 02 - raw energy!
- 05 - today was a real good day!
- 15 - will i ever recover?
- 17 - Noah is here
- 19 - Had a car accident
- 21 - Reminding myself
- 30 - My Honda CRV is finally gone
- July 2019
- 03 - Today is the court day
- 03 - When will the clarity come?
- 05 - Tooth ache
- 08 - I like it
- 09 - We are at the library
- 10 - watching breaking bad
- 12 - Erotica
- 13 - Walk through at my house
- 14 - It's evening finally
- 15 - I don't know
- 16 - We have come over to the ..
- 17 - A good day indeed
- 19 - I bought a car finally!
- 20 - bored
- 22 - I am fine
- 29 - Slide rock national park
- 30 - cancelled the plan
- August 2019
- 04 - Today is a productive day
- 08 - So far a productive day
- 14 - Ashni ke karname
- 15 - Stay strong stay positive
- 21 - bill pay day!
- 22 - Hmmm...lets see
- 24 - I am so happy
- September 2019
- 02 - We might go boating
- 03 - I am babaysitting Logan ..
- 05 - kameena aadmi
- 07 - watching Bilkis kaur
- 09 - car donation
- 11 - I am relaxed
- 15 - Got a new betta fish!
- 23 - Harmonic healing
- 25 - watching umer sharif show
- 30 - At DInah house
- October 2019
- 14 - its annoying
- 16 - again I didn't sleep very ..
- 17 - 4 days in a row
- 24 - what bullshit!
- 27 - immigration
- 28 - watching pakistani serial
- November 2019
- 01 - Rumination
- 02 - ordering online
- 05 - Creativity for all
- 08 - 10 ideas a day
- 08 - what is death ?
- 09 - New idea
- 10 - 10 new ideas
- 11 - what bugs me in people
- 13 - new ideas top 10 places I ..
- 14 - If Mr.Bhatti comes over...
- 15 - goal of life
- 16 - ugly side of America
- 20 - Control & Convert
- 21 - Ash is here
- 23 - I feel proud of myself
- December 2019
- 01 - Deal with it!
- 03 - poetry
- 04 - poetry
- 16 - Haan, kerna to padega!
- 16 - ladhai jhagda
2020
- January 2020
- 05 - I am happy
- 09 - baad mein socheinge
- 24 - my gratitude for today
- 25 - three gratitude for today
- February 2020
- 02 - My biggest virtue
- 20 - Investigative journalist
- March 2020
- 16 - I am happy
- 21 - We are living in special ..
- 22 - what's happening these day
- 25 - I need to self-isolate ..
- April 2020
- 02 - things I cant say on social ..
- 04 - Will school be open again?
- 06 - My routine
- 08 - Financial independence & ..
- 14 - Control
- 15 - From online reading
- 16 - Made kadi
- 19 - what am I saying ?
- 20 - I remember Gina
- 20 - something interesting I ..
- 21 - problem is
- 22 - Hate is almost as powerful ..
- 22 - Curiosity has no morality
- 22 - Curiosity has no morality
- 24 - Done for the day
- 25 - I was a bad employee
- 26 - I think I am reaching the ..
- 28 - Already
- 29 - A good day
- 30 - I am thinking of making ..
- May 2020
- 01 - Food
- 02 - Doing same thing as ..
- 04 - tell the truth and run
- 06 - prey predator rival or ally
- 08 - Done for the day
- 09 - Fight flight and freeze
- 10 - what did I do today ?
- 12 - I want to be a journalist
- 15 - swelling on the left side ..
- 16 - So far...
- 17 - not much but still
- 18 - Talk with him on phone
- 18 - okay, tomorrow I will clean ..
- 29 - I shall remain independent
- 30 - Learn a new world
- 31 - new words learning
- June 2020
- 01 - New words learning continues
- 02 - new words &concept again
- 02 - new words again
- 03 - learning new terms
- 12 - Takabur
- 14 - I am pretty content
- 18 - It's good people are talking
- 22 - learn the new word
- 27 - Its a productive day
- 30 - i think I do in the morning
- July 2020
- 01 - fitbit is good
- 02 - today i am watching
- 03 - MASHKOOK
- 04 - bucket list item
- 05 - a good day
- 07 - finally!!!
- 16 - talking with Vandana
- 20 - I am thinking of leaving
- August 2020
- 01 - uff!
- 03 - 1 min plank challenge
- 05 - Kid's online class is a ..
- 08 - house has been rented ..
- 09 - my alter ego
- 12 - haan to...
- 17 - sab theek hai
- 17 - an interesting thought
- 18 - Virtues for my kids that I ..
- 19 - I want to use all the cuss ..
- 24 - a very productive day
- 27 - So what ??
- 28 - Amanda's house visit
- 30 - OK what ?
- September 2020
- 01 - collective subconsicousness
- 07 - that's an interesting ..
- 08 - today is a lazy day
- 10 - what else?
- 11 - I should take some writing ..
- 12 - What did i do today ?
- 13 - how was my day
- 14 - paying bills
- 15 - what I want and
- 16 - You think I am smart
- 16 - ek adhoori kavita
- 17 - So, yesterday
- 18 - Nothing comes for free
- 19 - who am I ?
- 20 - parenting
- 21 - How to think ?
- 22 - fasting from facebook
- 23 - its worked!
- 24 - getting ready to go...
- 25 - Our decision & action
- 26 - माँ है तो मुमकिन है
- 27 - I am free of guilt
- 29 - my learning
- 30 - a good day
- October 2020
- 01 - vanity & violence
- 03 - what is family ?
- 04 - what I want to do?
- 05 - good economics for hard ..
- 06 - read something interesting
- 07 - playing online game give me ..
- 08 - we believe what confirms ..
- 09 - regressive Mr Bhatti
- 10 - what I want my kids to be ..
- 11 - listening to
- 12 - far from being complete
- 13 - made the diary private
- 14 - is nazm par kaam karna hai ..
- 15 - decision & choices
- 16 - think the unthinkable !
- 17 - Mausi ka game
- 17 - One liners
- 18 - blacklisted
- 19 - I accept myself
- 20 - koshish
- 21 - Being organized
- 22 - practicality over passion
- 23 - from why to why not ?
- 24 - Play the game
- 24 - what a day!
- 26 - Society vs Individual
- 27 - back in the library
- 28 - at library again part 2
- 29 - I am so done...
- 30 - at library again 3
- 31 - writing from home
- November 2020
- 01 - dealing with lonliness
- 02 - back to Library !
- 03 - Elections
- 04 - At the library with Ashni
- 05 - Dealing with people!
- 07 - Love completes
- 08 - periods
- 09 - what do I suck at ?
- 10 - I am good!
- 11 - driving/car insurance
- 12 - wisdom for self
- 13 - dealing with it
- 14 - hanging out with Amanda
- 16 - back to tumbleweed center
- 17 - kuch nahi hai dimaag mein
- 18 - I am at the TRC
- 19 - it is what it is!
- 20 - i understand
- 21 - cursing
- 22 - good day i guess
- 23 - Haq !
- 24 - It's a good life
- 25 - at TRC for the class
- 27 - What if ?
- 28 - at the TRC gym
- 29 - own it !
- 30 - RIP
- December 2020
- 01 - low/high strength class
- 02 - inner struggle
- 03 - periods
- 04 - self-admiration
- 05 - kutta kameena
- 06 - what to write ?
- 07 - I need to write
- 08 - Atleast I am not alone
- 09 - Trapped in vanity
- 10 - Socializing is lot of work
- 11 - masterstroke!
- 14 - happy monday
- 15 - not well
- 16 - understanding
- 17 - Behavior & expection
- 18 - genuine
- 19 - it's a good life
- 20 - read, listen, write & share
- 21 - self-acceptance
- 22 - One size fit all
- 23 - My brother and his ego !
- 24 - at gym
- 26 - talking with her
- 27 - spoiled my mood
- 28 - It's not about money
- 29 - previously I used to
- 30 - Dealing with people
- 31 - obsession for
2021
- January 2021
- 01 - always remember
- 02 - What ???
- 03 - let me do some writing
- 04 - What an eventful day !
- 05 - Trust & misunderstandings
- 06 - Concept of money
- 07 - Suppressed
- 08 - This is just a phase
- 09 - content creator
- 10 - not sure why am I
- 11 - remind me my intention
- 12 - tell anything but
- 13 - Detoxing
- 14 - Idea
- 14 - क़ाश! यह इश्क़ मेरा वहम ..
- 15 - Bedroom makeover
- 16 - Just got up !
- 16 - क्या इतना दर्द काफ़ी नहीं ?
- 17 - Good morning
- 18 - Child support
- 18 - poem
- 19 - A bad start of the day
- 20 - It’s okay!
- 21 - harnessing the power of ..
- 22 - a long walk
- 23 - Breakfast
- 24 - happy but not happy
- 25 - objective brain
- 26 - Building connections
- 27 - a decent sleep
- 28 - बहस
- 29 - boundaries are important
- 30 - Shayari
- 30 - At Tuscan
- 31 - learn to be okay !
- February 2021
- 01 - ready to walk
- 02 - System and society
- 03 - groundhog day movie
- 04 - A lovely bright day
- 05 - Change of routine
- 06 - At the training
- 07 - Sensitive to change
- 08 - came walking to library
- 09 - At Dina house
- 10 - not much
- 11 - Deception
- 12 - Kavita
- 13 - wisdom for today
- 14 - Vacillate
- 15 - talking with SU
- 16 - perception vs reality vs ..
- 17 - safety, security, & ..
- 18 - Fasting from social media
- 19 - Sher
- 20 - america - land of free
- 21 - What a good day
- 22 - intermittent fasting
- 23 - It’s a beautiful day in the ..
- 24 - ashni is 7 today
- 25 - I am a genius!
- 26 - Cold but beautiful day
- 27 - Poem
- 28 - evil is whatever distracts.
- March 2021
- 01 - Discrimination hurts
- 02 - Life has no meaning
- 03 - came walking
- 04 - at downtown library
- 05 - headache
- 06 - Getting pedicure done
- 07 - what a life ?
- 08 - at downtown library
- 09 - Ok I accept
- 10 - at downtown library again
- 11 - productive day but also ..
- 12 - came walking
- 13 - lets do dancing !
- 14 - a perfect birthday
- 15 - Monday blues
- 16 - Marriage counseling
- 17 - learned new urdu word
- 18 - whole day went by
- 19 - changed my outlook
- 20 - Respecting boundaries
- 21 - hmmm...
- 22 - having kids
- 23 - Practice patience
- 24 - About to sleep
- 25 - bad start of the day
- 28 - Party for two days in a row
- 29 - came walking again
- 30 - यूँ ही
- 31 - walking walking
- April 2021
- 01 - The idea or the thought
- 02 - What a busy day
- 03 - Taxes are done !
- 04 - Easter celebrations and lot ..
- 05 - farz aur karz
- 06 - it's getting hot now
- 07 - Guacamole again
- 08 - already passed my 4 year
- 09 - taking a break
- 10 - This book at the end of the ..
- 11 - today...
- 12 - at downtown library
- 13 - socializing is important too
- 14 - I am sure
- 15 - checked for passport ..
- 16 - whatever...
- 17 - saturday it is !
- 18 - such a long day !
- 19 - I feel so much better than ..
- 20 - It's hot now
- 21 - well...walking
- 22 - sorting pictures from
- 23 - yeh sab log
- 24 - Amnesty
- 25 - It’s okay
- 26 - strange day
- 27 - Meeting expectations
- 28 - Taking Covid test
- 29 - came walking
- 30 - Came over to pcp
- May 2021
- 01 - Action reaction
- 02 - Good day is a good day
- 03 - at downtown library
- 04 - Kameena kutta
- 05 - in my mind
- 06 - fasting is my new lifestyle
- 07 - Q & A
- 08 - good time with V & A
- 10 - yesterday entry is missing
- 11 - Took shower
- 12 - Quora!
- 13 - abstract an concrete ..
- 14 - what is custody?
- 15 - Atychiphobia
- 16 - Anti morality
- 16 - what was it ?
- 17 - Journal is my daily routine
- 18 - stuck!
- 19 - Allergies are bad this year
- 20 - Came down to library
- 21 - Had a good sleep yesterday
- 22 - Ok, so my score is
- 23 - hmm...
- 24 - this skin allergy
- 25 - owning and disowning a ..
- 26 - little bored today
- 27 - Last day at school
- 28 - I am a genuis
- 29 - Met Veronica
- 30 - Today is Sunday
- 31 - Quora & me
- June 2021
- 01 - My score is 485 !
- 02 - came down to library
- 03 - New Quora score
- 04 - Something wrong with Quora ..
- 05 - Let me take shower first
- 06 - My new score
- 07 - new Q score
- 08 - Kids are in dance class
- 09 - birthday girl
- 10 - my Q score is 615
- 10 - Q & A mode
- 11 - what defines me ?
- 12 - tired
- 14 - ok, need to keep writing
- 15 - 80 courses on linkedin
- 21 - lets goto Basha
- 22 - yaad rehe !
- 24 - Belief !
- 25 - starting point
- 27 - Learning new words
- 30 - whatever
- July 2021
- 04 - Independence Day
- 05 - hmm...Its important to note ..
- 06 - Let me go back and clean
- 07 - Lets go back home ?
- 08 - kharcha
- 09 - quora score is 830
- 11 - achche se raho
- 12 - aadhi musalmaan
- 13 - Difference in opinion
- 14 - Greed for free is bad !
- 15 - Virus zinda hai
- 16 - came down walking
- 18 - wasting time
- 19 - early morning we did grocery
- 21 - geoguessr
- 22 - came down
- 23 - at library again
- 24 - Mummy and her family
- 24 - problem is...
- 26 - I came walking
- 27 - I don't want inspiration
- 28 - Quora score
- 30 - my plan
- 30 - disrespect
- August 2021
- 01 - Appreciation and ..
- 02 - Yes and
- 02 - Intention
- 05 - I believe in relationships
- 06 - quora & instagram stats
- 07 - use phone for talking mostly
- 08 - I dont believe in ..
- 09 - quora score
- 10 - ghar jaati hoon
- 11 - reached 1K answers
- 12 - whatever
- 13 - in my opinion
- 16 - at Hamilton library
- 17 - happily unfollowed people
- 19 - taking break from quora
- 20 - pain in left hand
- 22 - Bad attitude
- 23 - I am taking time
- 24 - leadership vs ideology
- 29 - He don't understand
- 31 - helped Al today
- September 2021
- 01 - It’s okay
- 02 - whatever...
- 06 - went to sadona yesterday
- 08 - Bore ho rahe hain filhaal
- 11 - Bharosa tootna kitna ..
- 13 - poetry day
- 15 - kya haal hain?
- 16 - three good things for the ..
- 17 - Emotional decisions
- 20 - I absolutely hate him
- 23 - intermittent fasting
- October 2021
- 06 - we have come over to library
- 08 - enough !
- 09 - kam bolo zyada suno
- 10 - Enough of social media for ..
- 11 - 1.1 k
- 12 - walking to library
- 13 - hmm...
- 14 - Crying is a blessing
- 15 - I can't do it
- 17 - One course on confidence
- 19 - walking
- 20 - one good deed
- 21 - खुद को मैंने अब तक, रोका है ..
- 22 - what ???
- 24 - at downtown library
- 25 - Likh lo sab jo keh nahi ..
- 26 - I might walk back to
- 27 - after death shayari
- 29 - aur hisaab kitaab mumkin ..
- 30 - ignore ignore ignore
- November 2021
- 01 - Even on a low energy day
- 02 - I took so long to walk
- 03 - If I walk today
- 05 - fb is full of diwali pics
- 08 - at downtown library
- 09 - social poem
- 11 - 2 planks for 1 min already
- 12 - I am happy
- 15 - may be I need to take shower
- 17 - what was I thinking ?
- 19 - editing old poem
- 23 - main zariya hoon
- 29 - still having cough...
- December 2021
- 02 - haan to!
- 03 - wip
- 04 - Thank God for this life
- 13 - care
- 27 - came over to tempe library
- 28 - Being unfair
- 30 - should I or should I not ?
- 31 - new year party
2022
- January 2022
- 02 - 2022 is here
- 03 - got my facial done today!
- 05 - another poem
- 06 - I want to keep living
- 07 - aaj ki shayari
- 07 - my priority in life right ..
- 10 - Why I want full custody
- 12 - Happy
- 13 - Need to make some decisions
- 14 - at downtown library
- 15 - Kuch dino se neendh disturb ..
- 16 - enough !
- 17 - I hope it is just the cough
- 18 - log in
- 19 - This man
- 20 - let me go back home
- 22 - Crossing the red light
- 24 - kameena aadmi kameena hi ..
- 25 - Good life
- 27 - helped Dina
- 28 - lets take a break from fb & ..
- 30 - experience
- 31 - Tools
- February 2022
- 01 - hmmm...what ?
- 02 - strong values for my ..
- 03 - today will go for zumba
- 04 - credit score
- 06 - Being smart is not enough
- 07 - lets record the data
- 08 - at TRC
- 10 - Last night
- 13 - girls got haircut !
- 14 - Tomorrow's plan
- 15 - did volunteering at school ..
- 16 - at library
- 18 - good
- 19 - jeevan kya hai ?
- 21 - Eye problem
- 23 - quora
- 24 - Helped in library
- 25 - saving money
- 26 - Oh god
- 28 - Party yesterday was good
- March 2022
- 01 - ok whatever...
- 02 - tomorrow
- 05 - extending the lease for my ..
- 06 - weekends are boring!
- 08 - okay whatever
- 11 - at the library
- 12 - Fasting from YouTube today
- 17 - zindagi
- 19 - It is what it is !
- 20 - fear of expectations
- 21 - All set !
- 22 - girls in Piano class
- 23 - Hamilton library !
- 25 - I should get my car back
- 27 - I am not guilty of being ..
- 28 - letting it go...
- 29 - For wellness check of my ..
- 30 - walked down to library
- 31 - did volunteering
- April 2022
- 02 - sold the car!
- 04 - I reached 1.3 K
- 05 - Did volunteering work
- 06 - Itna kafi nahi...
- 08 - what is important is to ..
- 10 - fasting
- 11 - Nice experiment
- 12 - Let it be...
- 13 - why am I feeling tired ?
- 14 - piano class
- 16 - at hamilton library
- 17 - pain in throat
- 18 - car issues
- 19 - whatever
- 20 - its hot
- 21 - piano class
- 22 - going on break again from ..
- 23 - at hamilton library
- 24 - O Gosh!
- 25 - last thing to do
- 28 - today's appointments
- 30 - Durga owe me now
- May 2022
- 01 - at library
- 02 - car and its issues
- 03 - Library volunteering
- 04 - Greed is not good
- 06 - I got it
- 07 - pain is there
- 09 - finances
- 10 - So, I am at the library
- 11 - Head strong is good
- 12 - I dont know...
- 13 - inflammation
- 15 - Sunday it is...
- 16 - why not?
- 18 - whatever...
- 22 - Sunday it is
- 23 - sunset library it is...
- 24 - theek hai
- 27 - Frustrating!
- 29 - bored bored bored
- 31 - Yesterday and today
- June 2022
- 15 - Journaling helped me a lot
- 17 - taking break from everything
- 22 - well, I am back!
- July 2022
- 11 - ok, so we are back!
- 12 - happy or not ?
- 13 - Bus sab theek
- 15 - not now
- 18 - Summer holidays are almost ..
- 20 - So what ?
- 21 - sleep walking
- 24 - content cleaning
- 25 - hmmm...
- 27 - I am a good mom
- 29 - Empowering
- 31 - chalo theek hai
- August 2022
- 01 - let's take some break from ..
- 02 - love volunteering
- 03 - It's not about money
- 04 - rehne do
- 07 - Let's fast for another ..
- 08 - despite of the pain
- 11 - Robert green
- 14 - haan theek hai
- 19 - Desire to create
- 22 - week day again
- 26 - Testing times
- 28 - bbye fb & insta!
- September 2022
- 06 - God give me strength & ..
- 19 - I wish everything goes ..
- 24 - what ?
- 28 - Car and it’s issues
- 30 - authenticity
- October 2022
- 09 - theek hai na !
- 15 - ghar jaaon kya ?
- 25 - Need to take some break ..
- 31 - aaj dimaag band hai
- November 2022
- 01 - money issues
- 11 - Apple wallet
- 12 - Today's birthday party was ..
- 15 - childhood 2.0
- December 2022
- 04 - This year and plans for ..
- 06 - Theek hai na
- 15 - Zaroori hai
- 18 - I like sort in my free time
- 20 - Saath rehna chahti hoon
- 22 - spiritual path
- 26 - No fb & insta till new year
- 28 - Made cocunut chutney today
- 29 - This angst against him
- 29 - I feel happy when I am less ..
- 30 - Freedom is more important ..
2023
- January 2023
- 01 - new year
- 02 - let people assume
- 04 - Zyada kha liya !
- 06 - Hmmm…need to move on
- 07 - Heavy breakfast
- 07 - Heavy breakfast
- 08 - I need to train my brain
- 09 - how to let it go...
- 10 - lets not talk to him
- 11 - It’s disturbing
- 17 - aaj ke liye itna kafi hai
- 18 - we are at Hamilton library
- 20 - It’s Friday
- 23 - Ok enough!
- 25 - God give me strength
- 26 - overthinking in a loop!
- 30 - Nuances
- February 2023
- 01 - break, balance and safety
- 06 - No more eating for rest of ..
- 09 - Asset & liability
- 10 - I will get my key back!
- 17 - Reading Feral
- 21 - poem
- 26 - opiniated vs judgemental
- March 2023
- 02 - Sex & sweet
- 07 - unfriending on fb
- 09 - some pain in throat
- 12 - My conscience is clear
- 13 - I willl think whatever I ..
- 14 - It’s so cold!
- 17 - lets take a break from ..
- 18 - hmm...
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