Completely Incomplete
Letting Go Is All I've Held Onto
2005
- March 2005
- 16 - He's so dumb!
- 17 - I'm in love!
- 18 - Bruno and I are cel mates!
- 18 - BLAH!
- 18 - Get out of my way.
- 19 - Get down with the sickness!
- 29 - I miss him :'(
- 30 - Im in school
- April 2005
- 05 - Ashley
- 05 - Oh yeah!
- 05 - Booooring.
- 05 - Mr. Christie, You make ..
- 05 - Fanjoy will DIE!!!
- 07 - THE MALL!!!!!
- 09 - Aga doo!
- 09 - WHOA MY GOD!
- 09 - Convo-one-Me&Ash
- 09 - Convo-two-Nik&Ash
- 09 - All alone in this hell we ..
- 11 - OH MY FUCKING GOD!
- 12 - Me and Kade. The life ..
- 15 - Oh My God .... HAH! What ..
- 15 - Today.
- 18 - Oompa Loompa, doopity doo!
- 18 - Blah number two!
- 19 - He's gone, and it may be ..
- 19 - Skipping skipping skipping.
- 23 - Yawwwwwwwnnnnnnnssssssss
- 28 - With an angel face and a ..
- 28 - All along ... I knew it.
- 29 - It just keeps going and ..
- 29 - To: Amber. From: Kevin.
- May 2005
- 02 - Finally!!
- 02 - Hmm hmm.
- 02 - When Tomorrow Starts ..
- 02 - Flushed. Like a toilet.
- 02 - Skipping skipping skipping. ..
- 03 - Time ticks away .... but ..
- 03 - To: Amber. From: Kevin.
- 03 - Hemhem .... BULLSHIT!!!
- 04 - To be me again.
- 04 - Mood swings!!! Yay!
- 04 - My name is Shane, and I'm ..
- 06 - Pissed off, hairy asses!
- 06 - The glass promise.
- 08 - While it's frsh on my mind!
- 09 - FLYING GRAPES IT'S PECAN ..
- 11 - Boredom ... it gets to us ..
- 11 - Remember me?
- 11 - NO MORE
- 11 - To: Amber. From: Kevin.
- 14 - Please, Kade. What if he ..
- 14 - She wants to go home; ..
- 14 - Silly rabbit ... Trix are ..
- 15 - One fish, two fish, red ..
- 15 - He is my pet, I call him ..
- 15 - Uhm ... WOW O.O!
- 15 - To: Amber. From: Kevin.
- 16 - Normal.
- 17 - The grain of rice.
- 17 - Oh my fucking god ....
- 17 - The man and his horse.
- 18 - FATE! Hah I told ..
- 18 - Piece of mind, piece of ..
- 18 - To Amber, From Kade. ..
- 19 - cough ... cough again .. ..
- 23 - Addict.
- 23 - I was wrong. So wrong.
- 23 - Over pass ... murder scene ..
- 24 - I DONT WANT TO BE IGNORED
- 24 - Its Easier To Run
- 24 - Friends (From Kade).
- 25 - Wreckless ... ruthless ... ..
- 25 - llama ... poem ... I got ..
- 25 - PUNKED
- 26 - Hadda bad day -.-
- 28 - Waiting.. (From: Kade)
- 28 - gyah .... gyah gyah GYAH!
- 28 - To: Amber. From: Kevin.
- 28 - real ... itty
- 29 - To: Amber. From: Kevin.
- 29 - To: Amber.. From: Kade.
- 30 - To die is to know that ..
- 30 - relation ..
- 31 - BE MY ESCAPE! (funny MSN ..
- June 2005
- 01 - mmmmmmmmmmmmm
- 01 - Begining of the begining.
- 01 - Not believen in ...
- 02 - Stubborn ... GYAH!
- 05 - To: Amber. From: Kevin.
- 05 - Blah ... number three ...
- 05 - Scars
- 05 - Incomplete
- 05 - Breaking The Habit
- 05 - Perfect Day
- 05 - Untitled.
- 06 - To: Amber From: Kade
- 06 - ouch O.o SUN BURN AHOY!
- 07 - To: Amber From: Kade
- 07 - one night stands
- 07 - hah normal...
- 07 - bleh .. BLEH I TELL YOU!
- 08 - ever got that feeling ...
- 08 - Insomnia ...
- 08 - My chair just crackled...
- 08 - AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
- 08 - To: Amber. From: Kevin.
- 09 - GAW DAMN MOTHA FUCKA!!
- 09 - To: Amber. From: Kevin.
- 09 - Got medication, a new ..
- 10 - lyrics! =)!
- 10 - more lyrics! =)!
- 10 - heh everything I never ..
- 11 - To: Amber. From: Kevin.
- 12 - whoo hoo!
- 15 - FUCK IT .
- 18 - DETERMIND
- 18 - Not trusted ..
- 20 - imagination running wild
- 21 - -.- this sucks double time
- 21 - convo ... told yah Id post ..
- 21 - Made a couple dollar bills ..
- 22 - To: Amber. From: Kevin.
- 22 - Love is not a victory ..
- 22 - to josh from amber
- 22 - to kevin from amber
- 23 - heh ... fucking celexa
- 23 - school day ... I ain't ..
- 25 - Its a team effort to ... ..
- 25 - Yuh Yeah Ee!!!
- 25 - Giant Goldfish, you are, MY ..
- 25 - sleepy ...
- 25 - Hallelujah
- 27 - Wower .... Hehe
- 27 - sleepy sleepy almost ..
- 27 - Cant sleep ... Need food ..
- 27 - Hmm ... how many hours in a ..
- 27 - still insomniatic ... its ..
- 27 - Kade's poem to me ... two :)
- 27 - My poem to kade :) (making ..
- 29 - Haha. Now it's 141. (Kade)
- 30 - On mom's compy
- July 2005
- 01 - Kade .... Tranfusion ... ..
- 01 - Sally's Song. (Kade)
- 01 - Deaf ears to hear and blind ..
- 01 - Kade's Confession ...
- 01 - Amber's confession...
- 01 - One Step Behind ...
- 01 - The Story With No End ...
- 01 - To: Amber. From: Kevin.
- 02 - Beautiful ....
- 02 - Sell My Soul ----- Hold On
- 03 - Post Canada Day ..
- 03 - Mirror-Like Eyes ...
- 03 - Uhh ... Nik's poem :)
- 03 - Baby join me in death ...
- 03 - Ay yai yai O.o ...
- 03 - Slade ...
- 04 - Our Diabolikal Rapture ..
- 05 - Do you like it yeah ee yeah ..
- 05 - Innocent ...
- 07 - Why?...
- 07 - Off to see the wizard, the ..
- 07 - The beach boys
- 09 - Baracade of a bloody wall ..
- 09 - Cold and Lonely
- 09 - There it goes...
- 10 - Distruction...
- 10 - Suicidal Land Mark
- 10 - Good mood prone
- 11 - Good mood ruined
- 11 - Confused ...
- 12 - In and Out
- 12 - Yehaw Toddlers.
- 12 - Regrets ...
- 14 - Death Sentence
- 15 - OD
- 16 - Smoke Signal
- 16 - Contridicted Again ...
- 17 - Do I even exist?
- 17 - Sick
- 17 - Bad Idea
- 17 - Fasting
- 17 - Can't get my head around ..
- 18 - Ooo. Look what I made. :D. ..
- 20 - Happy Birthday
- 20 - Weak
- 21 - To Blame
- 21 - Toronto!!
- 22 - My Fucking Arm. (Kade)
- 22 - Nightmares
- 22 - Dream One: Annie
- 22 - Dream Two: Justin
- 22 - Dream Three: Mom
- 22 - OD Bad dreams
- 22 - Dream Four: Rape
- 22 - Wrong Side
- 23 - Lonely ...
- August 2005
- 02 - Why Me?...
- 04 - Escape ...
- 04 - My Dearest Angel
- 04 - What I need ...
- 05 - Back to the remedy ...
- 05 - Lost and Confused. (Kade)
- 05 - Perhaps
- 06 - Convulsions...
- 07 - Roped From Pain
- 08 - Hallelujah In Blood
- 09 - Kevin's Last Words
- 09 - Wounded Song
- 10 - Wants ...
- 10 - Ranting ...
- 10 - Life Lyrics
- 11 - No more pills
- 11 - Why does it hurt so bad?
- 13 - All Just Shades Of Grey
- 14 - Horrible...
- 14 - Compare
- 15 - Title or topic
- 15 - Intentional ...
- 15 - The Cure
- 16 - Boredom
- 16 - Dream Five: Mommy Told Me
- 16 - Awake
- 16 - Sake of
- 17 - Most Part
- 17 - Snores
- 19 - Happy Birthday Kade -Heart-
- 19 - Suck it up, Kid.
- 19 - Bitch-Pissy
- 19 - The Satin Pony
- 19 - Ryan's Comfort
- 19 - Run Away
- 20 - Full Moon (Kade).
- 20 - Natural Remedy
- 20 - Mothers
- 21 - My Personal Madness
- 22 - Lonely Surrounded
- 22 - Society...
- 23 - Bite My Tongue
- 23 - That Fucking Cat
- 23 - Breakdown
- 24 - Accidents
- 25 - Off ...
- 25 - The Next Week
- 26 - Truth?
- 28 - Kade .... Is Dead.
- 28 - Denial?
- 30 - Settled I guess ...
- 30 - If I could be more for him ..
- 30 - Bored
- 31 - Believable?
- September 2005
- 01 - Oh yeah ... I almost forgot ..
- 02 - Orientation
- 02 - Does it never end?
- 02 - Dad.
- 03 - Awaiting the home coming...
- 06 - School
- 06 - Dear Mom
- 08 - Hmm, Been A While.
- 09 - Lalala Nik.
- 11 - Blood Thirsty?
- 12 - Sick and tired, of being ..
- 14 - Tomorrow? -Gasp-
- 18 - No surprise?
- 18 - Davey
- 21 - My Art Teacher Hates Me?
- 22 - Tiger Lilly
- 25 - Thinking Back ... I guess.
- 26 - Everything Is Temporary
- 27 - Confused? And dazed...
- 28 - The Little Things
- 28 - Welcome To My Life
- 29 - Dear Loved One?
- October 2005
- 03 - Same Ol', Same Ol'.
- 04 - Breaking Point.
- 06 - Nevermore.
- 08 - Body Image.
- 10 - Compulsively Obsessive
- 10 - Thanks Giving
- 12 - Fat Cunt Licker.
- 13 - The Meeting (Dun Dun ..
- 16 - It's the begining of the ..
- 22 - Cornered.
- 23 - Suffering.
- 25 - All Over.
- 26 - Jealousy? -Gasp-
- 27 - check yur freakin email girl
- 31 - Out Of My Hands.
- November 2005
- 04 - One Night Stand
- 13 - Happy? Yay!
- 18 - Waiting For A Friend.
- 21 - Old News In A New Report
- 28 - Incredible.
- 28 - Bullet Proof.
- 29 - Seven Lines.
- 30 - Bloody Wrist Bands
- 30 - She deserves to fucking DIE.
- December 2005
- 03 - Over you?
- 12 - Kissing...
- 28 - Night from....Heaven/Hell I ..
- 31 - Cory..
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About:
Hello reader, my name is Amber. Nice to meet you. I'm
fourteen years old (unfortunately), and I've lead an
interesting fourteen years of life. I confide in my diary,
for lack of nothing better to be doing. Cool, huh? I'm only
cool amongst the losers. Why be a loser around the cool
kids, when you can be cool with the losers? That's the way
of life, kiddies. Well, I aim to please.
If you wish to contact me, my MSN/e-mail address is:
[email protected]. Tootles.