Blaw
night's, love, hurt, & all the good
2004
- July 2004
- 08 - My first time
- 08 - I'm in a hurry
- 08 - mood swings
- 09 - dream
- 09 - thougths in my head.
- 09 - change
- 11 - just another day.
- 11 - another dream
- 12 - yeah
- 13 - I feel, I don't know.
- 13 - I'm still here
- 13 - it's hot
- 14 - letting go and grandma
- 17 - yeah yeah yeah today and ..
- 17 - I'm scared to think this
- 18 - this is so fucking stupid
- 18 - hahahaaaaa!!!!
- 19 - It's a weird day today
- 19 - back !!!!!
- 25 - It's been a while
- 26 - I'm waiting
- August 2004
- 15 - I don't like hospitals much
- 21 - Home all day
- 23 - Pain dosn't go away
- 26 - bla bla bla........
- 28 - writeing my thoughts
- September 2004
- 03 - Star Craft!!!!!! and other ..
- 07 - He is so MEAN!!!!!!
- 09 - hehehe
- 09 - yup
- 10 - Just alittle piece of my ..
- 10 - Ok OK OK he's not MEAN!!!!
- 10 - I am sooooo ..
- 11 - I don't know.
- 11 - Where to get it?
- 13 - Just about to day and stuff
- 15 - Start again
- 19 - I'll be bck
- 19 - well I'm back
- 19 - well I'm back
- 22 - Good!!
- 22 - I'm going to the UK
- 22 - too bad I'm not
- 23 - yeah, yea, yup, yes
- 25 - Stupid people I hate them
- 27 - She's fucked up
- 29 - I'm scared and happy.....
- October 2004
- 01 - she's weird
- 03 - She looks like she's a ..
- 13 - I'm at the fucking library
- 20 - still no internet
- 22 - Internet is back!!!!!
- 23 - my brother, sister and me ..
- 24 - she's still stupid
- November 2004
- 02 - a dress!!!!!
- 16 - I have goooood news!!!!
- 19 - Almost gonna leave
- 26 - 6 day's left!!!! sord ..
- December 2004
- 29 - Life in Oklahoma
2005
- January 2005
- 07 - Now a day's...
- 24 - some of the story about my ..
- 27 - I'm doing something that I ..
- February 2005
- 25 - letter to my sis that she ..
- 25 - scary to talk to him.
- March 2005
- 15 - I miss her
- April 2005
- 04 - hmmmmm
- 04 - another thing...
- August 2005
- 14 - In California
2006
- July 2006
- 23 - I'm back after a million ..
- 23 - small peom I just wrote.
- 24 - When I went back to ..
- 24 - ....part two.
- 24 - I Miss them.
- 25 - casino and that stuff.
- 28 - Our pets.
- 28 - Small updates.
- September 2006
- 19 - doll beds
2007
- May 2007
- 23 - I don't fit in.
- December 2007
- 31 - It's been a long time.
2008
- February 2008
- 21 - Confused.
- March 2008
- 08 - I am usless to my family. I ..
2009
- December 2009
- 01 - Almost a year
- 04 - Mood swings or just me
- 08 - A bit better, youtube.
- 12 - I went back.
2010
- January 2010
- 02 - Day one of 2010
2011
- May 2011
- 31 - This last week has just ..
- June 2011
- 01 - Falling into depression.
- August 2011
- 20 - Need to be home.
2018
- June 2018
- 03 - It's been a long time.
- 05 - After moving out.
- 05 - Little bit of everything. ..
- 06 - Looking back on how I felt
- 28 - I'm a hermit.
2020
- March 2020
- 05 - 2 years later.
- 06 - How it’s all going.
- 06 - Laying in bed.
- 06 - I give up.
- 07 - Tornado season.
- 09 - My 100th entry.
- 09 - 101 entry.
- 09 - Bad habits
- 10 - Every baby is different
- 11 - No trust
- 11 - Toilet paper
- 11 - It’s different today.
- 12 - My pets updated
- 13 - Just one day
- 18 - Quarantine
- 26 - Hermit = Quarantine
- April 2020
- 04 - There is a song that says, ..
- May 2020
- 22 - Back pain
- June 2020
- 11 - A year...
- 13 - I don’t know how it’s going ..
- 13 - One year.
- 13 - Regular day, baby shots ..
- 13 - 15 years not 25
- 14 - Watering the plants.
- 14 - Acknowledgment.
- 15 - Bitting my tongue.
- 17 - First birthday.
- 17 - It was supposed to be nice
- 17 - New glasses
- 17 - One year plus one day
- 17 - The trix mystery.
- 17 - After nap
- 18 - So I don’t know if I said ..
- 20 - He snapped a little
- 23 - Doctors visit tomorrow for ..
- 23 - I was saying all that stuff ..
- 23 - Back from the doctors
- July 2020
- 01 - My dog.
- 01 - I wanted to look at my ..
- 11 - My back
- September 2020
- 03 - My cousin.
- 04 - We have some walks
- 05 - A regular day
- 06 - Apocalyptic/Pandemic dream.
- 07 - Part 2 of my dream.
- 08 - Hit a wall.
- 09 - Headache 🤕
- 10 - Woke up with that same ..
- 14 - We used to go
- 14 - Part 2
- 15 - I just had to get it.
- 16 - Rambling.
- October 2020
- 07 - Old friends and progress?
- 07 - Cleaning the yard people.
- 08 - My back problems.
- 10 - I miss you too.
- 18 - When I was in 3rd grande my ..
- 19 - Nightmares like momma.
- 22 - It’s getting cold
- 26 - Letter problems.
- 31 - Missing Halloween.
- November 2020
- 11 - Irritated
- 14 - I dreamed that she came ..
- 16 - Allergies
- 20 - Outbreak
- 27 - I came on here with ..
- 29 - I’m scared.
- December 2020
- 01 - They both have it.
- 04 - My brother had it? 😒
- 06 - Christmas lights and ..
- 12 - Laminate floor.
- 12 - Laminate floor.
- 15 - Tired.
- 16 - A book?
- 25 - Alone tonight
- 25 - Alone tonight
2021
- January 2021
- 02 - So Christmas... when we ..
- 02 - So Christmas... when we ..
- 07 - Bad dream.
- 17 - Trying to pack up
- February 2021
- 27 - So I listed some things in ..
- 27 - So I listed some things in ..
- 28 - Any moment
- March 2021
- 01 - Thrown under the bus
- 07 - March 4th
- 07 - March 4th
- 08 - So a couple of weeks ago I ..
- 08 - DNA stuff.
- 08 - DNA stuff.
- 09 - Spring is here.
- 09 - Spring is here.
- 11 - It’s getting close.
- 11 - It’s getting close.
- 11 - It’s getting close.
- 11 - It’s getting close.
- 13 - Thank you
- 15 - So we sort of moved with ..
- 16 - Start smoking again?
- 16 - Start smoking again?
- 16 - Start smoking again?
- 16 - Start smoking again?
- 16 - Start smoking again?
- 18 - I gave in
- 23 - My old neighbors
- 25 - How it’s kinda been
- 25 - How it’s kinda been
- 26 - Not much
- 26 - Not much
- April 2021
- 05 - Sitting here
- 05 - Sitting here
- 06 - Got results
- 06 - Got results
- 06 - The dna results does feel ..
- 06 - The dna results does feel ..
- 06 - The dna results does feel ..
- 08 - Another house
- 08 - Another house
- 09 - Why is it so hard to find ..
- 10 - She keeps hiding.
- 10 - Always talking shit
- 10 - Always talking shit
- 11 - Seems distant
- 12 - Overthinking again.
- 13 - Waiting.
- 13 - Baby taking a nap. I was ..
- 13 - Baby taking a nap. I was ..
- 15 - Welp! We ..
- 15 - Welp! We ..
- 22 - Old friend 💕
- 25 - Still no house. Saw a ..
- 25 - Still no house. Saw a ..
- 26 - Second shot
- 26 - Got my second shot. Still ..
- 26 - Got my second shot. Still ..
- 27 - So far so good.
- 28 - Thinking about this one ..
- May 2021
- 03 - Just days.
- 05 - Grandpas funeral.
- 08 - Park day and a little ..
- 10 - I was so excited for today. ..
- 12 - 11 pairs of shoes
- 12 - 11 pairs of shoes
- 17 - Feeling abandoned.
- 18 - Today was my brothers ..
- 18 - Today was my brothers ..
- 19 - I haven’t talked to anyone ..
- 26 - Sitting here.
- 26 - About my dad
- 30 - I’ve had my dog since he ..
- 30 - I’ve had my dog since he ..
- June 2021
- 03 - My dog is ok
- 03 - My dog is ok
- 05 - His dna
- 11 - Sitting outside.
- 11 - Went to the mall
- 28 - Counting down the days
- July 2021
- 05 - Moving and stuffs.
- 07 - Welp! I don’t even know ..
- 10 - Getting things ready.
- 10 - I came inside because ..
- 16 - Today has been hectic. We ..
- 17 - Rush rush rush
- 18 - Packing up.
- 19 - What a mess.
- 26 - We are here.
- 29 - Still cleaning
- 30 - Were to begin?
- August 2021
- 05 - fil, bil, and cleaning
- 20 - Not much
2022
- January 2022
- 17 - Back
- February 2022
- 02 - Thinking about my dad.
- March 2022
- 01 - Sick.
- 02 - Little one isn’t sick ..
- 04 - Getting better
- 08 - Sitting here
- April 2022
- 13 - So I’m laying here waiting ..
- May 2022
- 13 - Dust devil
- 13 - Been a while.
- July 2022
- 04 - The Cat and fireworks
- 08 - Sitting on the couch. So ..
- 12 - Having someone else
- 12 - Pulling weeds and Halloween
- 13 - Fell off the bed
- 13 - Just nothing
- 21 - Came back
- August 2022
- 22 - I’m melting in this heat
- 22 - Smoking and heart
- 25 - No smoking.
- 27 - Just random
- 30 - Random random
- 30 - Long ass rant about my ..
- 30 - Boxing for the little one
- September 2022
- 08 - 🔥 🌧 💨 🤕 ✌🏼
- 10 - Headache gone and it’s ..
- 12 - Got a message from an old ..
- 23 - Friend and country music.
- 25 - No cleaning and rant.
- October 2022
- 04 - Baby shower
- November 2022
- 03 - Car, halloween, and I'm a ..
- 09 - Just about nothing
- 10 - Angry and heartbroken
2023
- March 2023
- 12 - Holiday catch up.
- 13 - Big dump
- 15 - Rain rain
- 17 - Change of plans
- 17 - Cut my hair, and new room
- 20 - Room in like 4 weeks maybe?
- 21 - Room, plants, weather.
- 22 - Just a little of today
- 25 - Mulberry tree and no ..
- 26 - h falling down the stairs
- 27 - Starting to finally clean
- 29 - Brownies and Mexico ..
- 29 - Cleaned up the floor update
- April 2023
- 01 - Headache and new room very ..
- 02 - thing
- 04 - Warmth coming, my moms, ..
- 05 - I think I got my room.
- 08 - Been advancing on the room
- 10 - Easter and no breakfast
- 10 - Started priming and exhasted
- 10 - primer sucks and i'm ..
- 14 - I miss my dad
- 15 - My dad called me...
- 17 - It's just sad.
- 18 - Tuesday stuffs
- 19 - Just things
- 21 - So much to do and not ..
- 22 - Gonna go paint the walls ..
- 23 - Seriously not much
- 24 - hope all is good
- 25 - not going and done with the ..
- 27 - Carpet is drying
- 27 - I got a free rug
- 29 - room done, nostalgia, ..
- 30 - My damn light bulbs
- May 2023
- 04 - Love seeing my fam
- September 2023
- 05 - how it went
- 10 - Back is better and packing
- 18 - Well we are here at Disney ..
- 19 - It’s going..
- 23 - Bust!
- 24 - I was still feeling crappy ..
- 24 - Still hanging on
- 25 - Still hanging on
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About:
I decided to have my diary online because I
don't think
that I have enough room to put all my other
diraies in the
closet. At least I know that this is safer then
having to
get all of them in the storm shelter so they
won't be taken
away by a tornado....lol. But this don't cost
anything and pens and paper do.