starry nite
my own world
2001
- December 2001
- 09 - just another day
- 09 - pain
- 30 - so many feelings
2002
- January 2002
- 16 - confusing
- February 2002
- 11 - liar
- March 2002
- 04 - a house of hell
- 28 - stood up
- May 2002
- 24 - could it get any worse?
- July 2002
- 02 - shitty day
- 04 - urges to cut
- 05 - holidays suck
- 07 - a meaningless day
- 08 - so i did nothing again ..
- 09 - an ending crush
- 09 - maybe you'll kill yourself ..
- 11 - tattoo
- 11 - i picked the wrong guy
- 11 - .....2 hours and some ..
- 12 - waiting to see how i should ..
- 13 - sitting home,....again
- 15 - hellfest-saturday
- 15 - hellfest-sunday
- 15 - he sent a messenger.......
- 16 - fine then get out
- 17 - time to stop delaying the ..
- 18 - unfoolish (song)
- 19 - incessant thoughts of james
- 19 - today i took a test in ..
- 20 - silent screams
- 20 - good mood
- 21 - sugar shock
- 21 - down again
- 23 - yesterday tara spent the ..
- 23 - kurt cobain
- 25 - a cow with 6 legs
- 25 - complicated
- 25 - i have a test tomarrow...i ..
- 26 - big day tomarrow
- 29 - nyc
- 29 - so much for skydiving
- 31 - Grain of Salt (Song)
- 31 - Lost In Silence (song)
- August 2002
- 01 - inner reflections
- 02 - Nothing new or exciting
- 02 - show tonite
- 05 - 8/4/02
- 05 - Too Much to Ask (song)
- 05 - You Oughta Know (Song)
- 07 - final tomarrow...slit ..
- 08 - finally over....
- 09 - big weekend
- 12 - this weekend, summary
- 13 - stressed
- 14 - really down
- 15 - wilbur died
- 16 - 18 visions show
- 16 - lonely
- 18 - my car is dying
- 24 - Tool
- 24 - kiss-need advice
- 27 - intentions......(a problem ..
- 27 - advice from david.....and ..
- 27 - no more doctors appointments
- 29 - what i'd like to say to you
- 30 - what to think....
- 31 - sad
- September 2002
- 02 - changes in people....that i ..
- 07 - people are assholes ..
- 07 - last nite-slc punks
- 08 - he seems interested
- 15 - bleeding through
- 17 - i feel....
- 18 - not an eventful day
- 18 - 4 months
- 20 - i forgot...sorry
- 22 - "You have too much fun" :)
- 24 - dont stop to think
- 24 - solely concentrating on the ..
- 26 - i try to speak.....
- 27 - overall,not a bad day
- 28 - dumb guy...dumb conversation
- 28 - "look its a freak show"
- 29 - sid and nancy
- 30 - japanese hardcore...does it ..
- October 2002
- 01 - maybe i'll just drive into ..
- 01 - maybe ill just get ..
- 02 - if im writing here i must ..
- 02 - feeling fat...eating ho hos
- 02 - i dont get it
- 02 - cant sleep....overwhelming ..
- 02 - verge of tears
- 04 - she didnt call
- 06 - problems
- 06 - i dont want it to be this ..
- 07 - guitar lessons
- 10 - got a car
- 16 - online again
- 16 - shitty day
- 18 - big test over
- 23 - accident
- 23 - my week so far..since the ..
- 25 - a little bit of happiness
- 26 - a good nite,....fun show, ..
- 28 - bash halloween
- 30 - popcorn makes me happy
- 30 - as the pendulum swings ..
- November 2002
- 01 - forgot my title
- 02 - the Casualties
- 03 - 2 accidents this weekend
- 04 - sad
- 05 - postcards home
- 07 - down...up...and down again
- 07 - diluted
- 08 - hurt (NIN)
- 08 - 18 Visions tomarrow!!!
- 08 - feeling like shit
- 09 - what a nite
- 14 - stuck on repeat
- 14 - i will let you down....i ..
- 16 - fri. nite.....friends show
- 20 - nothing much
- 24 - yesterday kelly was ..
- 26 - too much shit to do,...not ..
- 29 - quite the thanksgiving
- 30 - "friends" back from college
- December 2002
- 03 - survey about me
- 08 - yet another
- 10 - epicure
- 13 - 2 dollars
- 13 - Happy Friday 13th
- 14 - talked to david last nite
- 20 - LONG day
- 21 - graduation
- 24 - hurting
- 27 - good day
2003
- January 2003
- 02 - new years show
- 03 - the anticipation is killing ..
- 03 - i am so fucking stupid
- 27 - havent written in a while
- May 2003
- 12 - a return from a long absence
- 12 - fixations
