The lonely codependent
Addicted to you no more
2023
- January 2023
- 06 - Here we go again
- 07 - A walk in the village
- 08 - Not ready for something ..
- 08 - To get laid or not to get ..
- 09 - Still not good enough?
- 10 - Talk, talk, talk to me!
- 10 - Before you ostracize ..
- 10 - The simple joys of life
- 11 - I couldn't leave social ..
- 13 - Not going out
- 17 - So far so good
- 18 - No way!
- 18 - I'm getting lost again
- 19 - Drinking not to get ..
- 20 - First date of the year
- 20 - "That still hurts my ..
- 22 - I applied for a weird ..
- 22 - I've joined a Bible class
- 23 - Personality test results
- 23 - God's instructions are vague
- 24 - Is my life goal to be a ..
- 25 - Nothing much, but...
- 27 - The law of attraction?
- 27 - What am I gonna do?
- 28 - Language learning?
- 28 - Please don't leave me!
- 29 - Dreams of... the most ..
- 29 - This has reinforced my ..
- 30 - "Dating is not my priority ..
- 30 - Bye-bye YouTube!
- 30 - I got fired thanks to my ..
- 30 - Life hacking
- 30 - 21 days to go
- 31 - 20 days to go: Work work ..
- February 2023
- 01 - 19 days to go and I'm still ..
- 01 - Still 19 days: Building my ..
- 01 - Oops, I did it again!
- 02 - 18 days to go? Sorry, you ..
- 02 - Still 18 days: New goals, ..
- 02 - Still 18 days: I can't help ..
- 03 - 17 days to go: Online ..
- 03 - Still 17 days: Not ..
- 03 - Come to me, come to me
- 03 - Just a small detail, but...
- 04 - 16 days to go: Not a victim ..
- 04 - Still 16 days: Tinder may ..
- 04 - Still 16 days: Tinder may ..
- 06 - No social life is no good
- 07 - 13 days to go: Pure boredom
- 07 - Even more boredom for the ..
- 08 - Tipsy at 9AM
- 09 - Today I guess I'll drink ..
- 10 - Damn it!
- 11 - Just get done with this ..
- 11 - A deep feeling of loneliness
- 12 - Pre-Valentine blues
- 12 - The worst time of the year ..
- 13 - The guy I fell in love with ..
- 13 - Just a boring Monday... ..
- 13 - Bittersweet celebration
- 13 - I don't want to let go
- 13 - One more song, one more ..
- 13 - My only wish every year
- 14 - I want to be wasted because ..
- 14 - Countdown till midnight
- 15 - A good start or not a good ..
- 15 - This is a real challenge
- 18 - Ready to do the wrong thing ..
- 19 - Not gonna win the dating ..
- 20 - I'll make you change your ..
- 20 - If only Mondays weren't ..
- 20 - Something better, something ..
- 21 - Car accident
- 23 - F like... Fed up
- 23 - Where is he???
- 24 - Prove me wrong please!
- 25 - Getting too excited as ..
- 26 - It may be wrong but I can't ..
- 26 - Finally doing the right ..
- 27 - Done being a junkie
- 28 - Small step, big step
- March 2023
- 02 - Why am I not ..
- 03 - Stress, stress, even more ..
- 05 - Not sure if this is what I ..
- 05 - God, tell me what to do
- 05 - Wtf are you doing???!
- 06 - Insomnia
- 08 - Women's day
- 08 - "I can't make friends!"
- 08 - Do I like hookups?
- 09 - My life in pieces
- 10 - Too perfect to be true
- 10 - STD anxiety
- 11 - Not the usual hookup story
- 11 - I'm home!
- 11 - Hangover
- 13 - Pregnancy scare?
- 13 - Questioning my beliefs
- 14 - Withdrawal of excitement
- 14 - To socialize or not to ..
- 15 - From dating proposal to ons
- 15 - 'Off my drug' all day
- 16 - In the shadows
- 19 - The perfect song for a ..
- 19 - Trying to get over it
- 19 - Let thy kingdom come in my ..
- 20 - The never ending vicious ..
- 20 - I don't need you
- 20 - I'm speechless!
- 20 - Praying to St. Rita
- 20 - Tchau, adios, I'm done!
- 20 - Is everything OK now?
- 21 - Not good, not so bad
- 21 - Tired of moving on
- 21 - Strong enough
- 21 - Everything is ok
- 21 - Lol
- 22 - My last day of being ..
- 22 - Bad morning
- 22 - Time travel by city bus
- 22 - Culture shock
- 23 - 4 hours to go
- 23 - I know this is bad but it ..
- 23 - Oh no!
- 23 - Bad compatibility?
- 24 - The guy of my nightmares
- 24 - It's wonder I woke up in my ..
- 24 - What to do next?
- 25 - I'm tired
- 25 - Too much pressure
- 26 - Boring weekend
- 26 - Codependent I + codependent ..
- 27 - Evergreen topics
- 30 - Worst nightmare about my ..
- 30 - Is my relative dating?
- 30 - If I started drinking this ..
- 30 - Tinder challenge
- 30 - Tinder challenge day 1
- 31 - Tinder challenge day 2...
- 31 - Growing fears
- April 2023
- 01 - Tinder challenge day 3
- 01 - I'm literally tired of ..
- 01 - Right timing as always
- 02 - Hello, I'm still single!
- 02 - Tell me baby...
- 02 - I still can't find my stuff
- 02 - Awkward silence
- 02 - Tipsy Tinder challenge day 4
- 02 - Tipsy venting
- 02 - Total chaos
- 03 - Tinder challenge day 5
- 03 - Speed dating tomorrow
- 03 - Am I good enough yet?
- 04 - If I were about to find the ..
- 04 - On the verge of crying
- 04 - Disaster date diaries part ..
- 04 - Praying in the subway
- 04 - Still alive
- 05 - When you say you can't fall ..
- 05 - No matches...
- 05 - Trying to help myself
- 07 - Some more stomach ache
- 07 - Are my prayers being ..
- 09 - Breaking the ice
- 09 - Say something, I can't give ..
- 09 - Knowing my limitations
- 09 - Going to church
- 10 - Oh no, nooo!
- 10 - In my head
- 11 - Loneliness is killing me
- 11 - Getting love bombed
- 11 - Do you really want to ghost ..
- 12 - Can't let goooo
- 12 - It's about time, isn't it?
- 12 - #DatingDisasterContinues
- 12 - No way back
- 13 - I'M FED UUUP!!!!!
- 13 - Dating disaster morning
- 13 - Trying to escape from ..
- 14 - Life never stops
- 14 - You can't understand this
- 15 - I'm hurt
- 16 - Junkie life
- 16 - A night in the city
- 16 - Everything is gonna be OK!
- 17 - Random stupid dream again
- 17 - I can't wait forever
- 18 - Are my prayers being ..
- 20 - To f*ck or not to f*ck?
- 20 - The big dilemma
- 20 - Oops, I did it again!
- 21 - Waiting for a miracle
- 21 - To text or not to text
- 22 - I've had enough
- 22 - A good day in the city
- 22 - When will you stop ruining ..
- 23 - Family is the biggest ..
- 23 - Running away from reality 🏃
- 24 - Trauma bonded
- 24 - Am I my own worst enemy?
- 24 - Losing hope
- 25 - Is it working yet?!!!
- 26 - Come on, I'm dying without ..
- 26 - How dare you?
- 28 - On holiday... Almost
- 28 - Holiday ruined?
- 28 - Almost there... But not ..
- 28 - Vacation day 0: Emotional ..
- 29 - Vacation day 1: On my way
- 29 - Vac. day 1: One title ..
- 29 - Travel tips (constantly ..
- 30 - Vacation day 2: I'm dead
- May 2023
- 01 - Vacation day 3: Wake me up
- 01 - Vacation day 3:My last day ..
- 01 - Home sweet home
- 02 - Ban on codependent behavior
- 02 - Traveling might've been a ..
- 02 - Wanting too much
- 03 - Wherever you are I'll find ..
- 03 - Loneliness and boredom, ..
- 03 - RIP 🕯️
- 03 - Changes on the way?
- 04 - The video everyone should ..
- 04 - Somebody I used to know
- 05 - Dating apps are giving me a ..
- 06 - Family day
- 07 - Where do I belong?
- 07 - Date tomorrow
- 07 - My life is a mess
- 07 - Giving love a bad name
- 08 - Bad morning!
- 08 - Are you kidding me?
- 08 - Finally a normal date?
- 08 - Well, this was quick
- 08 - Self-reflection
- 09 - Codependency rehab
- 09 - Just a classic to wake up to
- 09 - F*cking is expensive
- 10 - Enjoying the good days
- 11 - Aaaand the bad days
- 11 - Enjoying my single life?
- 13 - My family life will never ..
- 13 - I promised myself...
- 14 - Eurovision and some crazy ..
- 14 - My new favorite song
- 14 - Addicted to the things I ..
- 15 - Trying to stay calm
- 15 - Quite a short day
- 16 - For the first time in ..
- 17 - Another song about dating?
- 17 - Family isn't a life goal ..
- 18 - I keep failing
- 19 - Hallelujah!
- 19 - Totally drained
- 20 - First Tinder withdrawal ..
- 20 - I attract 💩ty guys
- 21 - Thoughts on femininity
- 21 - Now what?
- 22 - Not good enough
- 23 - On the helpline
- 24 - I don't want...
- 25 - Summer is coming
- 25 - From coach to coah
- 25 - Lessons learned
- 27 - Getting ready for the party
- 28 - The big day
- 28 - The end of the party
- 29 - I became a tourist again
- 31 - Destinations and goals
- June 2023
- 01 - Everything is upside down
- 02 - Crazy week(end)
- 03 - Handball weekend 🤾 day 1
- 04 - Handball weekend 🤾 day 2
- 06 - I need a new beginning
- 06 - Day 1: The beginning
- 07 - Day 2: Dare or dare
- 08 - Day 3: Getting things ..
- 08 - Day 3: The next contestant
- 09 - Day 3: Crossing boundaries
- 10 - Day 3: Officially on ..
- 11 - Still day 3: Message sent
- 11 - Still day 3: Going home
- 11 - Day 3: My red flag ..
- 12 - Day 4: Perfect timing
- 12 - Still day 4: Day(dreaming)
- 12 - Day 4: Keeping my ..
- 13 - Day 5: Trying something new
- 14 - Day 6: Freedom is a lonely ..
- 15 - Day 7: Crazy dreams all the ..
- 16 - Day 8: Falling in love is ..
- 17 - Day 9: Letting go... ..
- 17 - Day 9: This is the part of ..
- 17 - Day 9: The best damn thing
- 18 - Day 10: The same old story
- 19 - Day 11: Seriously?
- 19 - Still day 11: I don't need ..
- 20 - Day 12: I need...
- 20 - Still day 12: Finally ..
- 21 - Day 13: Have you ever...?
- 22 - Day 14: Life getting kinda ..
- 23 - Day 15: I'm complete
- 24 - Day 16: Letting go
- 25 - Day 17: An evening at the ..
- 25 - Day 17: Mommy's daughter
- 26 - Day 18: Stuck
- 26 - Day 18: It ... enough
- 27 - Day 19: A calm day
- 28 - Day 20: Uneventful day
- 29 - Day 21: Thoughts on wasting ..
- 30 - Day 22: Identifying my lacks
- 30 - Day 22: Passive agression
- July 2023
- 03 - Day 23-25: I'm still here
- 04 - Day 26: Thank you...
- 06 - Day 28: The best dating ..
- 07 - Day 29: I need a rest
- 09 - Day 31: I do need therapy
- 10 - A hard day's night
- 12 - Puppet on a string
- 16 - Back from holiday
- 17 - I'm hatin' it
- 18 - Officially a cat lady?
- 19 - Loneliness is killing me
- 20 - Day 1: New challenge
- 21 - Day 2: Already breaking the ..
- 27 - Day 8: Dilemmas
- 28 - Day 9: Last resort?
- 29 - Day 10: Helpless
- 30 - Please do wake me up!
- 31 - Oh, wow!
- 31 - Crazy day, crazy thoughts
- August 2023
- 02 - Too much
- 02 - How long can I do this?
- 04 - One step forward, one step ..
- 04 - New me, old me?
- 04 - The plan
- 05 - This is not enough
- 06 - Outta this situation only ..
- 07 - Hooray!
- 08 - I should be happy
- 09 - Will I ever be free?
- 10 - Stressful day
- 10 - Beer break
- 10 - Disconnection
- 10 - It's hard to forgive
- 11 - The 2 wolves 🐺🐺
- 11 - Are we there yet?
- 12 - Wishing upon a star 🌠
- 12 - Excited
- 13 - On the way to freedom
- 15 - The part of me that I hate
- 15 - Ready or not?
- 17 - Looking the 🐅 in the 👁️
- 17 - Red flags everywhere 🚩
- 19 - Are we? ⬇️
- 19 - Defense mechanisms
- 20 - The meaning of life
- 21 - Never?
- 22 - All the things you don't ..
- 22 - For sure?
- 23 - Should I?
- 23 - Many irons in the fire
- 23 - Sooo what?
- 25 - Friend or foe?
- 26 - You need to understand
- 26 - Time to change the strategy
- 26 - Will I ever break the ..
- 26 - To be honest...
- 27 - I can't sleep
- 27 - Reminder for myself
- 27 - Thank you, José Silva?
- 27 - Idk what to say
- 28 - One more desperate attempt
- 29 - Finally some progress?
- 30 - Crazy dream
- 30 - I want my ex back???!
- 31 - My new best friend?
- September 2023
- 01 - Still struggling
- 01 - I know...
- 03 - I need therapy
- 03 - I'm scared
- 03 - Disconnected forever
- 06 - So what?
- 06 - That damned shame
- 08 - A series of unfortunate ..
- 09 - Queen of shame
- 10 - It's a burden
- 10 - 1000 first dates part 1
- 11 - 1,000 red flags 🚩🚩🚩
- 11 - A different kind of game
- 12 - Watering a dead plant...
- 14 - Never been more lonely...
- 15 - Expectation vs. reality
- 16 - Productive weekend
- 17 - Job seeking
- 18 - Is it crazy?
- 19 - It kills you or makes you ..
- 20 - No, you don't!
- 20 - New leadership
- 20 - The other side
- 20 - The mask
- 21 - We'll fall if we must
- 21 - Nothing else matters
- 21 - Addiction VS. willpower
- 22 - Now you're gone
- 22 - Freeeedom
- 23 - Not here for your ..
- 23 - Breaking out
- 23 - Life is not fair
- 24 - I wanna feel like you've ..
- 27 - Job fair day 1
- 29 - This doesn't make sense
- October 2023
- 01 - I'm not good enough
- 01 - Can't take it anymore
- 03 - Soooo far away
- 04 - I am not...
- 04 - Same old story
- 05 - How it all started
- 05 - I'm not codependent
- 06 - Finding the missing pieces
- 07 - Struggling weekend
- 08 - Not anymore
- 09 - Where's my Cinderella story ..
- 09 - Life's problems
- 09 - I'm bad at...
- 09 - Self-discovery part 2
- 11 - My inner peace
- 11 - Another desperate attempt
- 11 - Still without an answer
- 12 - Facing my fears
- 12 - What am I?
- 12 - Hopefully
- 12 - Daily reminder
- 12 - Distractions
- 13 - Emotional detox
- 13 - Bucket list (constantly ..
- 13 - Current goals
- 13 - Drained
- 16 - Looking for a purpose
- 16 - Am I dead?
- 16 - Trying to control me? No ..
- 16 - Never good enough
- 17 - The whatever attitude
- 17 - Just a little bit more ..
- 18 - The gap is getting bigger
- 18 - Educating my enemy
- 19 - Plans ruined - again
- 20 - Journey around my ..
- 21 - Who is the dealer?
- 21 - Is that okay?
- 21 - Never giving up?
- 21 - Trying to use logic
- 22 - Wait, don't it mean...?
- 22 - Another reason why I'm ..
- 22 - I wish I knew the feeling
- 22 - Fixing myself first
- 23 - Unlearning anger
- 23 - Unlearning anger part 2
- 24 - Speak of the devil 😈
- 24 - Just another morning
- 24 - Just another moment of...
- 24 - Always take, never give
- 24 - Just another expectation?
- 25 - Is this when life works ..
- 25 - Great depression
- 25 - Please don't go!
- 25 - Blah blah blah
- 26 - Declaration
- 26 - It's amazing to win from ..
- 26 - Feeling of freedom
- 26 - Life...
- 27 - Who's the next?
- 27 - Nope...
- 30 - Silence before the storm
- 30 - Family and self-sabotage
- 30 - Monday morning withdrawal
- 30 - Thanks, exactly what I ..
- 31 - Things going wrong?
- 31 - My biggest problem with ..
- 31 - Step 1 done
- 31 - It's on!
- 31 - Lack of control is the new ..
- November 2023
- 01 - Girlfriend material
- 01 - A hard day's night
- 02 - A different kind of ..
- 02 - First of all...
- 02 - Starting the hard work
- 03 - Silence is killing me
- 03 - Yes ✅
- 04 - Are you my protector?
- 04 - Noooo, I don't want a family
- 04 - Back to my current family ..
- 05 - Evergreen
- 05 - Job interview
- 05 - Change of mind
- 06 - Tired of proving myself
- 06 - Interview phobia
- 08 - I want my freedom
- 09 - Oh, yeah!
- 09 - To f*ck or not to f*ck?
- 10 - Goodbye homeoffice, hello ..
- 10 - Hay challenge day 0
- 11 - Russian roulette
- 11 - Hay challenge day 1
- 12 - Ex is coming to town
- 12 - Hay challenge day 2
- 12 - Stuck...
- 14 - Hay challenge day 3
- 14 - Hay challenge day 4
- 14 - Stronger than this
- 15 - So it happened
- 15 - Hay challenge day 5
- 17 - Hay challenge day 6
- 17 - Hay challenge day 7
- 18 - Communication training, yet ..
- 18 - The sweet escape
- 22 - Getting it out of my chest
- 22 - It all comes down to this
- 23 - I'm angry, ok?
- 24 - So I did it
- 24 - Healing my mother wound 🤰
- 24 - Not gonna quit codependency
- 25 - My ex is back...
- 25 - Looking for a sense of ..
- 25 - Go team Shakira! 🤟
- 25 - No time to waste
- 26 - Why I can't let go
- 26 - Just a dream
- 26 - Pffff...
- 26 - Date tomorrow!
- 27 - Sometimes I wish...
- 27 - Going against the grain
- 27 - ¿Are you gonna question ..
- 27 - All I want for Christmas ..
- 27 - At the end of the day...
- 28 - Recovery impossible
- 28 - Time to say thank you
- 28 - A little step 4 a girl, a ..
- 28 - EX-tremely difficult
- 28 - Finally sober
- 29 - To date or not to date?
- 29 - New life goals are saving me
- 29 - Stepping out of my comfort ..
- 30 - No answers
- 30 - No dates
- 30 - Still looking for a ..
- December 2023
- 01 - Attracting my specific ..
- 01 - Not good enough
- 01 - Wasting my time
- 02 - I shall not speak
- 02 - Surprise surprise
- 02 - Why? It's obvious why!
- 02 - It's not me
- 02 - Note before going to bed
- 03 - Not in a relationship yet
- 03 - Holding on
- 03 - Fighting my codependency ..
- 03 - Home sweet home
- 03 - I've got caught
- 03 - "I depend on you"
- 04 - I FOMO you
- 05 - I'm still a codependent
- 05 - Digging my own grave
- 06 - Another question mark ..
- 06 - Dating series continued
- 07 - It's not over
- 07 - No more questions?
- 08 - Christmas is on 🎄
- 08 - Not going on a first date?
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