Whatever
Insatiable?
2022
- October 2022
- 30 - Hot Missionary
- 30 - Stabilizer Guy
- 31 - Stabilizer Guy Pt 2
- 31 - Old Crush
- November 2022
- 01 - Stabilizer Guy Pt 3
- 01 - Mr Stabilizer Talk
- 03 - Stabilizer Guy Contines
- 05 - New Relationship Energy - ..
- 05 - Affair Quiz
- 06 - Stabilizer Guy & Intimacy
- 06 - Kink
- 07 - Cyber Date Stabilizer Dude
- 08 - Future Husband
- 08 - Lovin
- 10 - Leg Play
- 10 - Stabilizer Guy Vid
- 12 - Reflective Thoughts
- 12 - Awakening
- 13 - Stabilizer Guy Thoughts
- 16 - Stabilizer Guy Last Nite
- 18 - The Spouse
- 19 - Just Ride
- 21 - Hit in the Gut
- 21 - Bedroom Dancing
- 23 - Loving More then 1?
- 24 - Stabilizer Dudes Life
- 30 - Date Night
- December 2022
- 02 - Stabilizer Guy Shower
- 02 - Intimate Chat
- 04 - Stabilizer Chat
- 04 - Insatiable Woman?
- 06 - Inner Child Work Stabilizer ..
- 08 - Giving up Control
- 09 - Nite with Husband
- 09 - Life Questions Future - ..
- 12 - Stabilizer Dude Pulled Over
- 16 - Hes a good guy
- 16 - Take a Break
- 17 - Stabilizer Dude sending Gift
- 19 - Best Gift Ever
- 23 - Youve got it Bad
- 23 - Bye Stabilizer Guy
- 25 - Miss Him
- 26 - Stabilizer Dude Chat
- 27 - My Hot Guys
2023
- January 2023
- 04 - Personal Revelations & Hot ..
- 08 - Stabilizer Guy Thoughts
- 11 - Uh Oh Pic
- 13 - Updated on the Fellas
- 18 - He Kissed Me
- 23 - Progression
- February 2023
- 01 - Erotic & Pure
- 03 - Edibles
- 06 - WOw
- 07 - Stabilizer Guy
- 08 - Laughing with Him
- 10 - Unloaded last night
- 14 - Not to Hot Missionary
- 15 - Am I being tempted?
- 16 - Men being Submissive
- 19 - Stabilizer Dude Talk
- 22 - Sigh
- 23 - Sexual Things
- 26 - Unwanted Sex ?
- 27 - Thoughts on Stabilizer Dude?
- 28 - Stabilizer Affair Chat
- March 2023
- 01 - The Fellas
- 02 - Stabilizer Dude Sadness
- 02 - He Wrote Me
- 02 - Stabilizer Dude & I
- 03 - He wrote me a Poem
- 10 - Hot Missionary wants it
- 11 - I Caved Stabilizer Dude
- 12 - Anxiety Attack
- 14 - Getaway
- 16 - Loving Stabilizer Dude
- 17 - Overnighter with Stabilizer ..
- 18 - Sexy chat in the Park
- 19 - Message from Stabilizer
- 20 - Argument turns bad
- 21 - Alone in Peace
- 21 - Love Stabilizer Dude
- 24 - Stabilizer Dude is Beautiful
- 27 - Feel so Young with Him
- 27 - Comments
- 27 - About Stabilizer Dude
- 28 - Trip ? or Not?
- 28 - His Wife Talk
- 30 - Twice a Day
- 31 - Stablizer Dude Wife
- April 2023
- 02 - Update
- 07 - Stabilizer Dude Writing
- 07 - Polygamy
- 08 - Thoughts on My Guys
- 10 - Hotel Stabilizer Dude
- 13 - 3 Some with my Guys
- 16 - Stabilizer Dude Writings
- 16 - Aftercare
- 17 - Slot Machine Spouse
- 18 - Biblical Womanhood
- 19 - Meeting Him
- 20 - Its Happening
- 21 - Sex, Love & Edibles
- 29 - Overnite alone
- May 2023
- 01 - Being Done
- 02 - Getting harder
- 03 - I caved in
- 07 - Couple Porn Viewing
- 13 - Countdown
- 16 - Nerves on Meeting
- 16 - Confusion on Meeting
- 16 - 4am anxiety
- 16 - Chat with Him and relief
- 17 - Hard talk with Stabilizer ..
- 17 - Love Eachother
- 18 - Chat Saved
- 21 - Stabilizer Dude Meeting in ..
- 21 - Today is the Day!
- 22 - Our first nite
- 22 - Hike and the Porch
- 23 - Day 2
- 25 - Said Goodbye to Him
- 25 - In Tears
- 25 - Slept and nite Chat
- 26 - He Kept the Shirt
- 27 - Reflections
- June 2023
- 01 - Need a Break?
- 01 - Alone time request
- 01 - What am I feeling?
- 01 - Turmoil
- 03 - Need Clarity
- 05 - Thoughts and Writings ..
- 06 - More Stabilizer Dude Chat
- 08 - Am thoughts
- 11 - Back Home
- 13 - Afraid to Walk Away
- 14 - Stabilizer dude thoughts
- 15 - You can Walk
- 15 - Shitty Husbands
- 16 - Friday Thoughts
- 18 - Feelings, Poems, Making Love
- 19 - Lost
- 20 - Time for SELF
- 22 - STIs
- 25 - Clarity in Infidelity
- 25 - Reliving our Sexy Time
- 28 - Going Forward w/ The guy
- 30 - How long
- 30 - I love him
- July 2023
- 02 - Stuff to Read
- 02 - Getaway
- 04 - Gift
- 05 - I dont want to do that ..
- 07 - Met my Match
- 08 - How I feel Inside
- 09 - I made it thru
- 09 - Hot Missionary
- 10 - im Sad
- 11 - Better Day
- 13 - Almost time
- 13 - Solitude and Sexy TIme
- 14 - Future Together
- 15 - Changes in Mindset
- 17 - Want to be Loved Well
- 20 - Painful Offspring
- 30 - Meeting him Again
- 31 - Rekindled our Bond
- August 2023
- 01 - A little Anxiety
- 01 - Nevermind
- 03 - Vehicle back by Sunset
- 04 - Goodbye Stabilizer Guy
- 06 - Love the Song
- 07 - Mid Life
- 10 - Feeling Sad
- 11 - Frisky
- 12 - Cancer
- 14 - Sexual comparisons
- 15 - Rest
- 18 - Feeling Sad
- 20 - Feeling better
- 21 - Untamed vs Wild At Heart
- 22 - Love Him
- 24 - Want to See Me
- 26 - Here and Now
- 27 - Focus on self
- 30 - How He feels
- 30 - Loved for Who You are
- 31 - Next Reunion
- September 2023
- 04 - Trisha and Dr Drew
- 05 - Need to Focus on Reality
- 10 - Patriarchy
- 10 - Intimacy
- 11 - All the things I love about ..
- 12 - Talked to Spouse
- 13 - Him in MY Place?
- 14 - What got me here?
- 16 - Psychedelics and Therapy
- 18 - Bday and Family Secrets
- 25 - Special Day events
- October 2023
- 07 - See him again Soon
- 07 - Love this guy
- 12 - Anticipating His Arrival
- 13 - Love him
- 16 - Be here soon!
- 16 - Counseling
- 17 - Slot Machine and Brownies
- 18 - Im his Muse
- 19 - Oral
- 21 - 1 More Day
- 22 - Waiting for Stabilizer Guy
- 23 - Bad Dream
- 23 - Tie me to the Bedpost
- 25 - On the deck at night
- 25 - Morning BJ
- 25 - Poly?
- 26 - Night at the Theatre
- 29 - Core Values
- 31 - Late Night Musing
- 31 - More in common then thought
- November 2023
- 04 - thoughts today
- 05 - My Crisis
- 05 - Pain
- 05 - Message to Him
- 06 - Our Last Night - His words
- 06 - Wish it was Sooner
- 08 - Clarity Needed
- 09 - Life and Spouse
- 10 - Learning Love
- 11 - Sensual Self
- 11 - Questions and Sexuality
- 12 - Updates Home and Missionary
- 13 - List
- 15 - We Arent Talking
- 15 - Thanks Officer
- 15 - Emotionally Drained
- 15 - I wonder
- 16 - 12 Step Sex Addiction
- 17 - Life in 30 days
- 18 - Feeling Weak at the Moment
- 18 - Her Death
- 19 - In Love Feelings Compared
- 19 - How did I get here?
- 19 - Day 5 Sunday
- 20 - 12 Step Meetings
- 20 - Imagination VS Reality
- 21 - Compromising Self Sexually
- 21 - Poll and FEET
- 22 - Counseling and Dr
- 22 - Truth in Jest
- 22 - Told GF & Brief Message to ..
- 23 - Dear Stabilizer Guy
- 23 - Holiday Triggers and Trauma
- 24 - Thanksgiving Got Better
- 24 - Feeling Him this AM
- 25 - Health Update Spouse
- 25 - Enmeshment and DBT Therapy
- 25 - Wanting to Burst
- 25 - You Live You Learn
- 26 - Jewel and Mayim
- 27 - Stabilizer Guy Chat
- 27 - Bad Rental Guests and ..
- 28 - Saying No to Sex
- 28 - Morning Writing and ..
- 28 - Thoughts today on ..
- 29 - Talked with Stabilizer Guy ..
- 29 - Heard his Voice today
- December 2023
- 01 - Counselor Stabilizer Guy
- 01 - His response so far
- 01 - More chat and Convo
- 02 - Could'nt Do It
- 02 - Divorce Integrity
- 03 - New Life Desired
- 06 - Doing okay
- 07 - Seduction & Jezebel Spirit
- 07 - Does this get me to what I ..
- 08 - Its happened
- 11 - Cam Live Chat with Him
- 11 - Feel Off/Tired
- 12 - Codependency and Sickness
- 12 - He holds my Heart
- 13 - Is he Gay?
- 13 - Confusing Day
- 17 - How am I doing?
- 18 - He gave me a Gift??
- 19 - Got a Ring!
- 22 - How Im Doing
- 26 - Missing Stabilizer Guy
- 26 - Getting ready to go Walk
- 27 - On Cam with my Guy
- 28 - Miss him
- 30 - Traveling Home
- 31 - He Holds my Heart
2024
- January 2024
- 01 - Happy New Year!
- 05 - Alone at Last!
- 05 - Feeling Jealous
- 06 - Playful chat
- 06 - Awake
- 12 - I am Loved
- 13 - Settling in for the eve
- 14 - Last Nite Vacation
- 14 - Sex and Dissassociation
- 18 - Spouse showed up
- 19 - Day Home
- 20 - Stabilizer Guys Bday
- 21 - Closet clean up
- 23 - Is the guy Gaslighting me?
- 23 - UTI Ugh
- 28 - Trip w/Spouse
- 28 - spouse
- February 2024
- 01 - Whirlwind, Sick and Roses
- 02 - Sex Issues Spouse
- 07 - Loving Thoughts of ..
- 09 - HOME and EMDR
- 12 - Recap of Life
- 13 - Stabilizer guys first time
- 14 - Emotional
- 16 - Girl Solo Wknd!!!!
- 17 - He looks like Derek Hough
- 18 - My Son, My Life, My History
- 18 - Why are We good together?
- 18 - Signs of Divorce
- 21 - Counseling
- 21 - Dreams
- 23 - Dream Jump out of a Car
- 27 - Myth of Normal
- 27 - Emotionally Immature Partner
- March 2024
- 01 - Ketamine and therapy
- 02 - Old Is he Gay Entry?
- 02 - Dating My Husband
- 02 - Dating My Spouse
- 02 - Lack of Sleep, Doubting of ..
- 03 - Self Care Day
- 03 - Long for Him
- 05 - Rise and Fall of Emotional ..
- 06 - My Son
- 06 - Sex and Yard work
- 07 - Here We Are
- 08 - Tired
- 11 - Fight with Spouse
- 12 - Had my session
- 12 - Sleep and Friends
- 13 - Back Home
- 13 - Painting
- 14 - Alone Time
- 15 - Behind the Mask
- 17 - Guns, Death, Suicide, Fears
- 17 - Dream and Missionary
- 18 - Comics and Good Girls
- 19 - Feeling Good
- 19 - Financial Dependency & ..
- 20 - Safety is Top Priority
- 20 - Morning thoughts
- 21 - Left Alone today
- 22 - Dreams and House
- 26 - Talk w/ His Wife
- 27 - Burn it to the Ground
- 27 - Betraying Self
- 28 - Session 2 High