Lilac lavendar2
Starting over
2008
- December 2008
- 17 - Divorce
- 17 - 1st I am a bitch
- 17 - 2nd...he really loves me
- 17 - Jobs
- 18 - Yesterday
- 18 - Little about my life
- 26 - Deer hunting
- 26 - Christmas Eve
- 26 - Christmas Day
- 26 - Christmas present
- 26 - phone call
- 28 - zoloft
- 30 - dream
- 31 - Halloween 2006
2009
- January 2009
- 08 - Feelings suck
- 12 - Sadness
- 14 - I am willing....
- 14 - Son
- 16 - therapy
- 16 - Saving the marriage update
- 21 - weekend
- 21 - Son's Birthday
- 21 - Money
- 22 - on the flip side
- 23 - Lucky's
- 23 - All I ask....
- 23 - weekend
- 29 - Consumers Energy sucks ass!
- February 2009
- 02 - Thursday-death of a sweet ..
- 02 - Friday
- 02 - Saturday...another round
- 11 - Funeral
- 12 - valentine's day
- 16 - Weekend
- 17 - Monday...doctor's visit
- 20 - tonight
- 20 - viagra
- 20 - Thursday
- 20 - prudish
- 21 - Friday
- 21 - saturday
- 21 - job
- 22 - saturday night
- 22 - parents not noticing me
- 22 - Bad choices
- 23 - Sunday
- 23 - 2nd boyfriend
- 23 - Love of my life
- 23 - Next boyfriend/1st husband
- 23 - wondering
- 24 - Phone call
- 24 - moving too fast
- 24 - letter to husband
- 25 - Coward
- 27 - Furniture
- 27 - CANCER
- March 2009
- 04 - So far
- 05 - Wednesday
- 05 - Daughter
- 05 - mother in law
- 05 - Thursday
- 07 - Friday night
- 07 - Medicine
- 07 - I love....
- 07 - I hate.....
- 07 - Saturday
- 08 - saturday night
- 08 - Sunday
- 09 - Monday
- 10 - Tuesday
- 10 - Doctors
- 11 - 5 things I am thankful for ..
- 11 - pop cans
- 11 - tomorrow
- 12 - Last night
- 12 - Happy 16th anniversary to ..
- 12 - Husband
- 12 - tonight
- 13 - Friday the 13th
- 13 - sadness
- 13 - why
- 13 - daughter
- 13 - Facebook
- 14 - Friday night
- 14 - kids
- 14 - Bored
- 15 - Late night
- 15 - 5 things
- 15 - Sunday
- 15 - talk
- 15 - feelings
- 16 - feedback WOW
- 16 - Sorry
- 17 - Happy St Patrick's Day
- 17 - phone call
- 17 - Tuesday
- 17 - Daughter....
- 17 - son
- 17 - husband
- 18 - Wednesday
- 19 - shot down once again....
- 19 - Thursday
- 19 - phone call
- 19 - Dear husband
- 19 - tension
- 20 - misread
- 20 - TGIF
- 20 - next husband
- 20 - if swimming is good for ..
- 21 - Friday 9pm
- 21 - 10:15pm
- 21 - saturday morning
- 21 - psychic
- 21 - another thing
- 21 - financially
- 21 - sorry
- 22 - offended
- 22 - why
- 22 - Sunday
- 23 - truth
- 23 - from daughter:
- 24 - daughter...
- 25 - Tuesday
- 25 - wednesday
- 25 - telling husband
- 26 - Last night LOST
- 26 - son
- 26 - rare form tonight
- 27 - moving sooner????
- 27 - This morning
- 28 - Friday night...another ..
- 28 - Good morning
- 28 - moving
- 28 - energy
- 28 - what if???
- 28 - young love
- 28 - well if you find it you ..
- 28 - Disney World
- 28 - dream breakthrough
- 29 - Nostalgic
- 29 - Happiness
- 29 - Sadness/anger
- 29 - Dinner
- 30 - Another day in the life of ..
- 30 - odd
- 31 - lesson my grandma taught me
- 31 - another coincidence
- 31 - another short thing from a ..
- 31 - apartment hunting
- 31 - My dad
- April 2009
- 01 - I GOT MY APARTMENT
- 01 - Moving date
- 01 - husband
- 01 - Doctors appointment!
- 01 - not ready for this
- 02 - sleeping
- 02 - feelings
- 02 - feedback
- 03 - Happy Friday!
- 03 - Just saying Thanks
- 03 - Another CF boy
- 04 - Saturday
- 05 - 12 more days
- 06 - Church
- 06 - Snow storm
- 06 - My car
- 07 - husband/kids
- 07 - house
- 08 - 9 more days!
- 08 - refridgerator
- 08 - Horoscope......could it get ..
- 09 - Job
- 09 - Email to parents....
- 09 - sappy
- 09 - Boxes
- 10 - parents
- 10 - moon
- 10 - todays horoscope
- 11 - Friday night
- 11 - clarify
- 12 - last Saturday in this house
- 12 - Last Easter
- 12 - car breaking down
- 12 - moving men
- 12 - butterflies
- 12 - way off track
- 14 - 5 more days
- 14 - I asked husband....
- 14 - taxes
- 15 - Saturday 10am 4-18-09
- 15 - He will help
- 16 - 2 more days~
- 16 - Thursday at work
- 16 - Coincidence????
- 16 - Sad news
- 17 - oooppps
- 17 - feelings
- 17 - working
- 17 - sadness
- 18 - 13 more hours
- 18 - 3 more hours
- 20 - My apartment
- 20 - woman
- 20 - phone calls
- 20 - let the tears begin
- 21 - amazing
- 21 - new rumor at work
- 21 - after work
- 22 - do I love it?
- 22 - how funny
- 22 - today's horoscope for ..
- 22 - did you ever have one of ..
- 22 - busted again...twice in one ..
- 22 - my goofy daughter
- 23 - forgot
- 24 - phone calls
- 27 - Friday night Psychic Fair
- 27 - Saturday Laundry
- 27 - kid's visits
- 27 - laptop
- 27 - only for a minute
- 27 - sick feeling
- 28 - real sick feeling
- 29 - Good news
- 29 - calls
- 30 - 1st night all alone
- 30 - Dear husband
- 30 - 10 rules of life
- 30 - frustrations in dealing ..
- May 2009
- 01 - TGIF~~~~
- 01 - generosity of other people ..
- 04 - forgot to post this....
- 04 - weekend
- 05 - IT
- 05 - lesson learned from son
- 06 - son
- 06 - price on sanity
- 07 - Condoms
- 07 - Pre-testing Admission
- 07 - compliment
- 07 - this is me.....
- 08 - last night
- 09 - anxieties
- 11 - Monday
- 12 - learning from others
- 12 - Son's check up
- 13 - vicodin at last haha
- 14 - Wait Upon the Lord:
- 15 - Wisconsin
- 18 - suprise party
- 18 - piercings
- 18 - now I remember....
- 19 - Computer
- 19 - pole dancing and dildos
- 19 - waiting a little while ..
- 19 - life is simple:
- 20 - dreams
- 20 - real reason....real love
- 22 - ex
- 22 - husband
- 22 - happiness
- 22 - this is odd....
- 22 - like a flower
- 22 - what I want..........for ..
- 24 - What I want......
- 24 - burger king
- 24 - repost 12-30-08
- 24 - Decision
- 24 - just to clear something ..
- 25 - aaahhhh
- 25 - Cookout
- 25 - Happy Memorial day
- 25 - apartment/pool
- 26 - husband left
- 26 - response to feedback
- 27 - sadness
- 27 - hair dye
- 27 - snapping out of sad days
- 27 - truck
- 27 - hot-tub
- 27 - bad thing about ..
- 27 - hilarious
- 27 - teachers and sons
- 28 - funniest feedback...gotta ..
- 28 - 1st day back at work......
- 28 - Scam....
- 29 - Follow-up
- 31 - husband.......aaagggggggghhh ..
- 31 - question from husband: "Is ..
- June 2009
- 01 - last time we seperated
- 01 - thank you...I really needed ..
- 01 - mcdonalds/cappacinos/movies
- 01 - fun filled day
- 01 - sadness
- 02 - job is already over....
- 02 - job
- 02 - I always have a plan.....
- 02 - 50 life lessons...
- 03 - joke
- 03 - last night
- 04 - wednesday....
- 04 - Autism
- 04 - daughter and missing the ..
- 05 - apology....yeah right does ..
- 05 - taking the kids skating
- 07 - exactly where I want to ..
- 07 - thing I've noticed about ..
- 08 - trying not to have ..
- 08 - new stuff
- 08 - did not get in trouble
- 09 - rain...
- 09 - phone call this morning:
- 09 - feedback......
- 10 - I forgot....
- 10 - feedback....
- 10 - sick kids
- 11 - still sick
- 11 - sorry
- 13 - bartering.....
- 13 - no sex
- 13 - email to husband...sent ..
- 13 - husband....
- 14 - telling...
- 15 - back to work
- 16 - already hating kids summer ..
- 18 - maybe I am just rude???
- 18 - I am rude
- 18 - financial crunch
- 19 - knock on door....
- 19 - 2 month anniversary
- 19 - pissing off daughter
- 19 - first night without a ..
- 19 - storms
- 19 - day #4
- 19 - power outage
- 21 - YoVille...facebook
- 21 - another reason for no ..
- 21 - Happy Father's day!
- 22 - Happy Monday :)
- 22 - 2 months no ***
- 23 - lunch today....
- 23 - suffering
- 23 - the bachelorette....
- 23 - I pick Jake
- 23 - okay...
- 23 - 5 minutes later....
- 23 - phone rings.....
- 23 - 10 minutes later....
- 23 - bit in the ass
- 23 - sad morning....
- 23 - still sad....
- 23 - missed call....
- 23 - dealing with emotions ..
- 23 - feeling better...
- 24 - no wonder....
- 24 - hot weather
- 24 - feedback....
- 25 - One more day until Friday!
- 25 - babysitting
- 25 - husband keeps ..
- 25 - why do I answer the ..
- 25 - 41 year old woman
- 25 - library...
- 26 - struck by lightning
- 26 - MJ
- 27 - almost called him.....
- 27 - getting a hobby...
- 27 - little more background....
- 28 - after daughter....
- 28 - God wants me to stop...
- 28 - fixing my car
- 28 - guilt
- 28 - meditation
- 28 - my car is fixed
- 29 - online friend.....
- 29 - fun quiz.....
- 29 - feedback
- 29 - emailing with daughter
- 30 - learning from daughter
- 30 - son's school grades
- 30 - betting pool
- 30 - All Purpose 409
- July 2009
- 01 - interesting tidbit....
- 01 - husband called crying....
- 01 - my poor next husband....
- 02 - moving out....
- 04 - Happy 4th of July
- 05 - weekend
- 05 - withdrawals?
- 05 - fight with son....
- 06 - hiding behind a smile.....
- 06 - why????
- 06 - husband cleaning....
- 06 - todays feeling....LONELY
- 07 - todays feeling....fabulous
- 07 - this is a funny story!
- 07 - work
- 07 - new neighbors......ummmm
- 08 - 400 who would have ..
- 08 - today's feeling...Powerless
- 10 - sung...in a slightly offkey ..
- 10 - aahhh the pressures of ..
- 11 - girls night with ..
- 11 - my therapist...
- 12 - the beach...
- 12 - horrible dream...
- 12 - the kindest feedback ever...
- 13 - I got flowers~
- 13 - master manipulator
- 14 - todays feeling...guilt
- 14 - go ahead....do it then.
- 14 - feedback...
- 14 - vacation....
- 15 - flip flop....
- 15 - old friend...
- 16 - flip back over to niceness ..
- 16 - jinked myself....
- 16 - email from husband just ..
- 17 - the TALK~
- 17 - gotta admit
- 17 - 3 months today~
- 17 - not going up north :(
- 18 - The haunting in Connecticut
- 18 - son's oops
- 19 - Bored...
- 19 - yesterday I would ..
- 19 - happiness;
- 19 - feeling........BLAH
- 19 - my joy is home :)
- 19 - grandma....
- 19 - what is this feeling????????
- 20 - frustrated....
- 21 - why is it?
- 21 - nothing...
- 21 - woman's work...funny story
- 21 - monster...
- 22 - fucking neighbors again...
- 22 - just maybe....
- 22 - meditation.....yeah it even ..
- 23 - gotta admit
- 23 - fireworks
- 23 - sex addiction...or just ..
- 24 - time for myself....
- 24 - tilt a whirl...not like I ..
- 27 - weekend
- 27 - job evaluation.....
- 27 - I miss....
- 27 - I wish...
- 28 - blond moment :)
- 28 - just wondering....
- 28 - when there isn't ..
- 28 - why????
- 29 - whining....
- 29 - happy....
- 29 - surgery..
- 29 - my fantasy....
- 29 - adjustment to fantasy....
- 30 - might have made a ..
- 30 - health care solution for ..
- 30 - here we go again....
- 31 - judgemental.......
- 31 - be true to thine own heart
- 31 - another post; yoville
- 31 - crap 11 more minutes.
- 31 - prayer for neighbors...hee ..
- 31 - beautiful handwriting....
- 31 - tidbet that I ..
- 31 - ok..maybe they are just ..
- August 2009
- 01 - ok...working on it
- 02 - Saturday night out....
- 03 - Birthday party...
- 03 - Apples and wine
- 03 - who am I?
- 03 - the universe always amazes ..
- 04 - plenty of fish.com
- 04 - another day at work~
- 04 - work...or work out????
- 04 - rewind....17 years...1st ..
- 04 - rewind.....3rd date
- 04 - bugs...butterflies and ..
- 04 - whose kids are these????
- 04 - aliens brought them back :)
- 04 - another butterfly......
- 05 - more old lies from ..
- 05 - outer beauty....
- 05 - keeping my options open.....
- 06 - moon
- 06 - 10 days shy of 4 months.....
- 06 - looks like another big ..
- 06 - soooooooo soo ..
- 06 - kirby vacumns
- 07 - hit the lotto.....
- 07 - I am suprised by my ..
- 08 - omgomgomg
- 08 - todays plan....
- 09 - had the opportunity to ..
- 09 - I am out of balance.....
- 09 - Joan Crawford.....
- 09 - sad news....NOT haha
- 10 - all alone
- 10 - men~
- 10 - getting a gun...
- 10 - I did it!
- 10 - doctor
- 11 - people are like ..
- 13 - my daughter
- 15 - snooping....
- 15 - hacker....
- 15 - lighter side...
- 15 - emails..........
- 15 - how do i???
- 15 - my kids
- 15 - deal breaker....
- 15 - wonder....
- 16 - Michigan Adventures
- 17 - overthinking....
- 17 - advice
- 17 - new information....
- 17 - but I will love again...I ..
- 17 - call me if you want to talk ..
- 17 - point of last title....
- 18 - male RN....
- 18 - lawyer
- 18 - wow.....fee
- 18 - speaking of fucking ..
- 18 - I love this site.....
- 19 - feedback~
- 19 - Bake sale....
- 19 - want to hear a funny ..
- 20 - what to do what to do what ..
- 20 - I will get the lawyer :)
- 20 - S O M E T I M E S
- 20 - that was just a smirk...not ..
- 21 - yesterday was like ..
- 22 - mrreadytogo...
- 22 - phone call....
- 22 - his call....
- 22 - facebook....
- 22 - filling the void...
- 22 - full circle.....
- 22 - aawwww.........
- 23 - feedback :)
- 23 - phone calls
- 23 - my email from him....
- 23 - oh forgot to mention....
- 23 - my response.....
- 23 - Some very good ..
- 23 - Gangsters in the hood....
- 23 - deja vu
- 23 - telling daughter.....
- 23 - new song....
- 23 - another butterfly.....
- 23 - profile change.....
- 23 - Haircut...
- 24 - monday morning blahs....
- 25 - his email response.....
- 25 - showing.....
- 25 - pills....
- 25 - Love making tips for Seniors
- 25 - Todays horoscope~
- 25 - pills.....
- 25 - still feeling cloudy~
- 25 - forgot to mention.....
- 26 - funeral....
- 26 - new best friends again....
- 26 - Thank you....
- 26 - his sister...
- 27 - voicemail this morning~
- 27 - letter to husband....
- 28 - what would I say in a ..
- 28 - another early morning voice ..
- 28 - How quickly the Lord ..
- 28 - free lunch
- 29 - Friday night bowling...
- 29 - psychic....
- 29 - learned a new ..
- 29 - another cool thing :)
- 30 - The movies....
- 30 - dinner at husbands
- September 2009
- 01 - combining two lives haha
- 01 - first computer
- 02 - wtf is wrong with ..
- 02 - feedback....
- 02 - one more work day....
- 03 - anxieties.....
- 03 - good sleep...couple of ..
- 03 - dragging.....
- 07 - back from camping....
- 07 - feedback
- 07 - bruises
- 07 - daughter....
- 08 - Some things I am greatful ..
- 08 - school...
- 08 - what if???
- 08 - yuck...husband called.....
- 08 - everybook I have ever ..
- 08 - still in camping mode....I ..
- 08 - facebook....
- 08 - son...
- 08 - email....
- 09 - his email response...
- 09 - my reply.......
- 09 - refreshed....
- 09 - routine.....
- 09 - compliments......
- 10 - guess I got off track last ..
- 10 - feedback....
- 10 - new teacher
- 11 - more email games.....
- 11 - plant.....
- 11 - 4 months 6 ..
- 11 - my kids....
- 11 - town slut....
- 11 - phone call....
- 12 - here it ..
- 13 - still no money....in fact ..
- 13 - I got $40.....whoooweeee
- 13 - my car....
- 13 - my other car.....
- 14 - feedback junkie????
- 14 - really nice :)
- 15 - Kim's cafe.......
- 15 - I rant...
- 15 - today is boring....
- 15 - do we have the right?????
- 16 - whitney houston
- 16 - feedback...
- 16 - little action hahahah
- 16 - cf research......getting ..
- 16 - I remember....
- 16 - I hate....
- 17 - question....
- 17 - daughter
- 17 - fingernails....
- 17 - just realized....
- 17 - cant sleep
- 17 - I am rambling....
- 17 - facebook ..
- 17 - 12 years left to live
- 18 - real life....well soap ..
- 18 - BIRTHDAY REMINDER !
- 18 - conscious effort....haha
- 18 - why God made Eve......
- 18 - more about eve...
- 20 - opening my eyes....
- 20 - once upon a time....
- 21 - what is my role?
- 22 - lying about job...once ..
- 23 - email from husband......
- 23 - I replied......
- 23 - he is lonely......
- 24 - going somewhere
- 24 - flu shots
- 24 - funeral...
- 25 - wow
- 25 - lie after lie...choke after ..
- 26 - just because
- 26 - fall cleaning.....
- 27 - he'll never find anyone ..
- 27 - 25th high school reunion...
- 27 - The longest day ever.....
- 28 - can he be any dumber??????
- 28 - called....
- 28 - hmmmm...maybe I miss him ..
- 29 - you can't stay with me.....
- 29 - supersticious....
- 29 - son is not going to ..
- 30 - why does he tell me????
- October 2009
- 02 - Change........
- 02 - lazy weekend planned....
- 02 - my kids are soooo good for ..
- 04 - weekend....
- 05 - didnt want to jinx ..
- 05 - why am I taking a year????
- 05 - grandma...
- 06 - 6 more months and 12 ..
- 06 - Hilarious feedback...
- 06 - in charge once again haha
- 07 - think I had a ..
- 07 - or maybe.....
- 08 - not that bad...
- 08 - LETTING GO
- 08 - the day that should never ..
- 08 - just got called up to the ..
- 08 - just had a blast....
- 08 - still playing....
- 12 - bring it on bitch~
- 12 - meeting...
- 13 - what would you do?
- 13 - get off subject....
- 13 - son got his stuff out~
- 14 - facebook comment and ..
- 15 - truck
- 15 - my kind of guy :)
- 16 - stepping stones, very good ..
- 16 - older post.......
- 16 - yes i have :)
- 16 - opportunity...
- 19 - I made it :)
- 20 - kind of sad day......
- 20 - right things to do
- 20 - H1N1
- 21 - I am so full of it........
- 21 - feedback~
- 21 - son/school
- 23 - son is driving now~
- 23 - new hospital rules
- 23 - feedback..........I deserve ..
- 23 - english paper
- 24 - money money money money
- 24 - is it a sign???
- 24 - I am done.
- 25 - today is Sunday.....the day ..
- 25 - married men....
- 26 - well I asked....
- 27 - yeah~
- 28 - I told him......
- 29 - therapist~
- 29 - anxieties....
- 30 - wow....
- 30 - phone calls
- 30 - back at work....
- 31 - cell phones.....finally :)
- November 2009
- 02 - love the new phone~
- 02 - name on my phone.....
- 02 - moving forward..........
- 02 - 2 things I wanted to ..
- 03 - 1st day on the job....
- 03 - 1st voice mail
- 03 - 2nd voice mail...word by ..
- 03 - and the....
- 03 - SERIOUSLY?????
- 04 - this mornings voice mail....
- 04 - talking shit...
- 04 - hmmmm...interesting~
- 05 - my baby boy drove me last ..
- 06 - day number 2 with no voice ..
- 09 - dreams....
- 09 - medicine snooping....
- 09 - early Christmas present
- 10 - fell asleep
- 11 - birthday party
- 11 - Chauffer....
- 11 - THE YEAR 1909; 100 years ..
- 12 - proud parent
- 12 - weird like that......
- 12 - 2nd round of lazar therapy ..
- 13 - session
- 16 - party
- 16 - birthday sex
- 16 - big dork
- 16 - just for today......
- 17 - feedback...much needed and ..
- 17 - made it through :)
- 18 - liars....
- 19 - todays voice mail....
- 19 - Identifying a Pathological ..
- 19 - response to request for ..
- 19 - going to ask my ..
- 19 - more feedback....thanks :)
- 20 - what my therapist says to ..
- 20 - oh I also asked about sex ..
- 23 - no meeting.......yet
- 23 - one thing I forgot....
- 23 - new game....
- 24 - Craig's list
- 24 - my mom.....
- 24 - His response....
- 24 - today is a first.....
- 25 - Happy Thanksgiving.....
- December 2009
- 04 - been sick
- 04 - experts say....
- 04 - funny story....true
- 04 - did you ever notice???
- 07 - realization.....
- 07 - new choice for myself
- 08 - new PS3....
- 08 - son's appointment
- 08 - feedback...
- 09 - hospital
- 10 - dad of the year award
- 13 - still hanging in.....
- 15 - 1 year anniversary....
- 16 - Les and Christmas
- 16 - layoff~
- 16 - dont feel like working ..
- 17 - feedback....so kind :)
- 17 - 8 months down....4 to go~
- 18 - TGITRF~
- 18 - why men shouldn't write ..
- 18 - 8 months ago today....
- 18 - Elin Nordegren
- 18 - liars
- 18 - signs of emotional abuse....
- 18 - sign of physical abuse...
- 18 - what to do after a ..
- 18 - the serenity prayer....all ..
- 18 - be patient with yourself
- 18 - Painfully hurt
- 21 - Official Cookie Judge
- 21 - feedback.....wrong email ..
- 21 - i could have a new ..
- 22 - falling in love again....
- 22 - yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PICC ..
- 23 - grandmother :)
- 23 - other Grandma
- 24 - Merry Christmas
- 27 - feel like I got ran over by ..
- 28 - back pain....
- 29 - lifting myself out of it~
- 29 - hard time for some ..
- 29 - but why????
- 30 - I made it~
- 31 - the end of 2009
2010
- January 2010
- 03 - the phone incident
- 03 - another one....and done ..
- 04 - 1st email of the year from ..
- 04 - my response.......
- 04 - feedback...........
- 04 - more feedback....
- 04 - crap....I hit the wrong ..
- 05 - some more....
- 05 - this mornings email.....
- 05 - can I do this?????
- 05 - an email, received after I ..
- 06 - paying 1/2 of daycare :)
- 06 - work is fantastic...
- 06 - drugs....
- 06 - tgif......
- 07 - I have deleted the password ..
- 07 - feedback...one simple ..
- 07 - Dear Les,
- 07 - Dear Michele
- 07 - Letting go.....
- 07 - getting my energy back.
- 07 - 3 months and 11 days....
- 08 - I am doing fine
- 08 - lawyer.....
- 08 - wise saying I just got from ..
- 09 - uh oh..........
- 11 - Les and a girl~
- 11 - had a date :)
- 13 - click click click
- 13 - oh...did I mention I got ..
- 14 - why??? what do I have to ..
- 14 - email this morning
- 15 - this mornings email
- 15 - feedback....
- 15 - crying...all the time :)
- 15 - feedback....
- 19 - Friday night talk
- 19 - Saturday/grandma
- 19 - Sunday/sister
- 19 - Monday/Mother
- 19 - Feedback~
- 19 - not sure its done just yet
- 20 - phone call last night
- 20 - feedback...truth
- 20 - wacking off....
- 20 - calling the police
- 21 - 5 rules for men to follow
- 21 - hooters
- 22 - Happy Birthday to my baby~
- 22 - Losing myself
- 22 - question someone asked me~
- 22 - computer is fixed
- 24 - Grandma's
- 25 - him and his kids.....
- 25 - dream
- 25 - feedback....wow Les isn't ..
- 25 - daughter and her bad day.
- 27 - paid the lawyer
- 27 - report cards :(
- 27 - talked with the school ..
- 28 - signing the papers
- 28 - letter to God...
- 28 - got asked out for ..
- 29 - going out tonight :)
- 29 - therapist
- 29 - date with daughter~
- 30 - standing up for ..
- 31 - August 16th at 1:30pm is ..
- 31 - is stupid a feeling?
- February 2010
- 01 - feedback :)
- 01 - can men just tell when a ..
- 01 - todays feeling....guilt
- 01 - getting through it :)
- 02 - feedback~
- 02 - more feedback~
- 02 - even more still.....
- 02 - taking the house back????
- 04 - I love....
- 04 - who knew it would be this ..
- 05 - he called wanting to ..
- 05 - feedback...thanks :)
- 05 - resolve is weakening......
- 07 - feeling 'pushed'
- 09 - his lies....translated~ haha
- 09 - wonderful feedback~
- 11 - asking for signs :)
- 11 - back to signs..
- 11 - he is desperate~
- 12 - he didn't go sign the ..
- 12 - according to you~
- 12 - feedback~
- 15 - Happy Valentine's day~
- 15 - she thought I had caved~
- 16 - signing the papers...
- 17 - 10 months
- 17 - question answered....
- 17 - feedback
- 18 - broke....
- 18 - 2 ladies
- 18 - lawyer called~
- 18 - more tears
- 19 - he called last night
- 22 - snow day~
- 22 - daughter and U of M Hospital
- 23 - so tired
- 23 - just for today...
- 24 - new drug for cf :)
- 24 - signing the papers
- 24 - daughter's conference
- 24 - he still doesn't get it
- 25 - perfect.....
- 25 - nails....
- 25 - just accept it!
- 25 - stress relief
- 26 - I am being selfish
- 26 - pain management
- 26 - feedback....exactly what I ..
- 26 - pain shots :)
- 26 - his email today~
- 26 - why
- 27 - overwhelmed~
- 28 - fb
- 28 - fb....
- 28 - more fb~
- 28 - last one for night; fb
- March 2010
- 02 - bed rest
- 02 - why do I feel the need?
- 03 - mourning~
- 04 - feedback; thanks~
- 04 - 44 more days~
- 05 - bloodwork
- 07 - so scared
- 08 - 5 more months and 9 days~
- 08 - i am so ashamed
- 08 - trampoline
- 09 - always a smart ass~
- 09 - i need you now~
- 09 - someday~
- 10 - Songs and their singers~
- 10 - this mornings email from ..
- 10 - met someone interesting~
- 10 - barlow girls....never alone~
- 10 - barlow girls - on my own
- 10 - feedback....
- 11 - moving out....
- 11 - taxes
- 11 - Feedback/pot
- 11 - trump card
- 11 - picture frame.....hee hee
- 12 - omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg
- 12 - I can't stop smiling......
- 12 - 17 years ago today......
- 12 - f'n liar/coward
- 12 - never on time.....
- 12 - gonna get drunk
- 13 - reached out and asked
- 14 - So how is the beer???? ..
- 14 - curfews.....
- 14 - another night with dad....
- 15 - bitched out by a loser~
- 17 - life is running much more ..
- 17 - 11 months
- 17 - drop out of school?
- 17 - haha yelled at again~
- 18 - his reasonings....
- 18 - feedback
- 18 - feedback..
- 18 - feedback.......
- 19 - a note to my boss :) from ..
- 19 - more to think about :) fb
- 19 - more fb~
- 19 - son's friend's mom...no ..
- 20 - Dear Chad,
- 20 - just noticed ..
- 21 - talked to Chad
- 21 - meeting some long lost ..
- 21 - visitation
- 22 - hockey game~
- 22 - meeting their grandfather
- 23 - real reason...
- 23 - Forever Young/Jay Z
- 23 - speaking of music......
- 24 - Reminder/email~
- 24 - feeling wore out today
- 24 - 1000th entry...about ..
- 24 - email to school counselor~
- 27 - how his weekend with the ..
- 28 - wanna come home :(
- 28 - thanks from his father
- 28 - my babies~
- 29 - gossip from kids~
- 31 - sick and just realized ..
- 31 - anyways, the thing I ..
- April 2010
- 02 - feedback~
- 02 - worse day ever~
- 02 - April fools joke
- 03 - cars fixed
- 03 - medicine.....
- 03 - am I going backwards?????
- 03 - dying Easter eggs~
- 03 - Easter dinner...little ..
- 04 - Happy Easter~
- 05 - his message/voice ..
- 05 - new email this ..
- 05 - stress....
- 05 - feedback...email sent~
- 07 - daughter is going over there
- 07 - fucking mamograms
- 07 - DO NOT GO THERE~
- 07 - Thank you very much :)
- 07 - today's brilliant happening~
- 08 - I love people :)
- 08 - noticing change~
- 08 - I have figured a solution~
- 08 - feedback~
- 08 - more fb:
- 08 - new clothes
- 08 - another fantastic thing~
- 08 - way too much coffee and way ..
- 08 - damn....
- 08 - Taking a poll....we are not ..
- 08 - feeling pretty rich~
- 08 - better business bureau
- 08 - omg my life is soooo ..
- 09 - some true feedback :)
- 09 - people remembered~
- 09 - oil change man
- 11 - have a friend/date tomorrow
- 11 - got my check and a hug
- 11 - signing off kids
- 11 - sad story
- 11 - why does it still hurt?
- 11 - no magnum pi~
- 11 - my grandma called
- 12 - Flirting is fun~
- 13 - got rid of 1 Les gained 2~
- 13 - guy is already 'into' me ..
- 14 - a nice way of describing ..
- 14 - feedback....people are so ..
- 14 - from one addiction to ..
- 15 - The good news just keeps on ..
- 16 - last time I saw him wasnt ..
- 16 - new guy....hold back a ..
- 16 - things you don't want to ..
- 19 - 1 year down~
- 20 - so much for not hearing ..
- 20 - fucking hate him
- 20 - stuck
- 20 - social worker/nurse
- 21 - feedback~
- 21 - more feedback~
- 21 - meeting the biological aunts
- 22 - revenge in small doses
- 25 - thats not really me
- 25 - his weekend....hmmmm?
- 25 - les called........
- 25 - how I know for sure I ..
- 25 - he called me a tease
- 26 - feedback...
- 26 - another text....
- 26 - this mornings email: I ..
- 26 - my response....couldn't ..
- 26 - different email to ..
- 26 - already beat him to it ..
- 26 - feedback...fanning a fire
- 26 - more feedback~
- 26 - who knew????
- 26 - Les is just an all out ..
- 27 - insecure much?
- 27 - ticking time bomb
- 27 - feedback....
- 27 - letter from my lawyer:
- 27 - feedback...short and sweet~
- 27 - cant wipe the smile off of ..
- 27 - this afternoon's text ..
- 27 - 'friend' at lunch
- 27 - very good advice :)
- 27 - proud moment..............
- 28 - phone call this morning....
- 28 - Les' emails this ..
- 28 - Dear Tide:
- 28 - his sister stuck up for me ..
- 28 - some of his facebook posts
- 28 - from bad to better
- 28 - electrician and pharmacist
- 29 - wow,
- 29 - phone calls/texts
- 29 - 2 dates in a row~
- 29 - new plan......
- 30 - yeah....not going on 2 dates
- 30 - red head....NOT :(
- May 2010
- 01 - feedback~for dates
- 02 - date night
- 02 - feedback~
- 02 - ACOA website
- 02 - look at myself..........
- 02 - look at my dad;
- 02 - As ACA becomes a safe place ..
- 03 - Hockey game
- 04 - Rimberlee
- 05 - prayer
- 05 - Les and Chad
- 05 - funny joke
- 06 - stupid feelings
- 06 - physical...
- 06 - emotional...........
- 06 - Don't look back~
- 06 - I do not believe my thoughts
- 10 - feedback :)
- 10 - been too busy having fun....
- 11 - my mother's day present
- 12 - sick baby
- 13 - son passed his drivers test
- 14 - dealing with a different ..
- 16 - dealt with boss, now on to ..
- 16 - speaking of prayers
- 17 - tonight was a blast....
- 17 - just to clarify....
- 17 - posting on facebook
- 17 - Chad...man here we go again.
- 18 - called in all the big dogs ..
- 18 - taking a breath
- 18 - Chad
- 18 - power of prayer....
- 19 - my boss
- 19 - don't care about the kids ..
- 19 - school counselor
- 19 - ipod/laptop/computer ..
- 20 - the secret
- 20 - just throwing one more ..
- 20 - my sister
- 20 - universe is working
- 21 - my mom :)
- 21 - messed that up
- 21 - she went to school
- 21 - 2pm
- 21 - 2:35....no show so far
- 21 - 5:28pm
- 21 - money quotes;
- 22 - 6:51am Saturday
- 22 - to walk or not to walk......
- 22 - Be nice
- 24 - Sunday night
- 24 - email this morning....
- 24 - he is done with daughter
- 25 - feedback~
- 25 - I just had to respond......
- 25 - his email this morning
- 25 - the electrician
- 25 - something didn't make ..
- 26 - they made up, for right now~
- 27 - feedback :)
- 27 - feedback~
- 27 - new officers
- 28 - her and her daddy
- 28 - soooo quiet
- 30 - can you accept a car as a ..
- 30 - Friday night Steaks :)
- 30 - Saturday Roast
- 31 - something I found.....
- 31 - Memorial Day
- June 2010
- 02 - this family is taking time ..
- 02 - chad and my car
- 03 - something on my mind
- 03 - I can see my growth...or ..
- 03 - getting sued.....nice
- 04 - explosion
- 04 - feedback~ real peace
- 05 - baby daddy came through haha
- 06 - I saw him....
- 08 - wow more great news...NOT
- 08 - more wonderful news.....
- 08 - what do I do????
- 08 - feedback~
- 09 - feedback, my biggest fear~
- 09 - mothers
- 09 - more fb~
- 09 - feedback~
- 10 - life just sucks ..
- 10 - how can I compete?
- 11 - feedback, that helps :)
- 11 - the puppy
- 11 - feedback~ awwww
- 13 - bio father in law texted
- 13 - pity party over with ..
- 15 - best parents and sister in ..
- 15 - psychic fair....
- 15 - dealing with the IRS and ..
- 15 - well since I was on a ..
- 15 - feedback...someone is gonna ..
- 15 - more feedback~
- 15 - super busy
- 15 - short but sweet feedback ..
- 15 - nothing I will ever say ..
- 16 - Proof reading is my own ..
- 16 - fb~ awwwww
- 16 - Chad talked to me~
- 16 - Kimberlee's smile
- 16 - George
- 16 - Eric
- 16 - wish me luck
- 16 - fb and the Results for Chad
- 16 - more intuition.....damn ..
- 16 - an aha moment~
- 17 - wow.....
- 18 - suprise~
- 18 - try this next time you go ..
- 18 - SHIT (#$^()@Q^%_%_)$)&Q&$
- 18 - got a lot done
- 19 - I quit
- 19 - waste of a day...
- 20 - more than I thought~
- 20 - Happy Father's day~
- 20 - One thing I know for sure
- 21 - missing them
- 21 - feedback~
- 21 - brother in law
- 21 - chad
- 22 - glasses
- 22 - self proclaimed Christian ..
- 23 - lunch tomorrow
- 23 - frustrated
- 23 - fb
- 23 - fb
- 23 - fb
- 23 - she was judged
- 24 - it is offical, I am old :(
- 24 - flypaper feedback~
- 24 - just what I needed today~
- 24 - my baby
- 25 - feedback and therapist~
- 25 - not camping
- 29 - where did the weekend go???
- 29 - this weekend.......
- 29 - baby is sick
- 29 - got to see my boy today :)
- 29 - my parents dog
- 30 - where the fuck does this ..
- July 2010
- 01 - long weekend
- 05 - life of the rich....not so ..
- 07 - wow is this what it has ..
- 08 - where did I go wrong
- 08 - talked to therapist
- 09 - chad
- 10 - feedback...you are a good ..
- 10 - feedback, I love this guy~
- 10 - the forties~
- 10 - feedback, good cry for the ..
- 11 - feedback teenagers being ..
- 11 - more feedback....boys being ..
- 11 - negotiations tomorrow
- 11 - much appreciation
- 12 - chad is a heartless turd ..
- 12 - more helpful feedback~
- 12 - broken heart
- 12 - 7 stages
- 12 - feedback, great idea~
- 12 - focus on the good things
- 12 - Les and medicines
- 13 - feedback...you're right~
- 13 - one thing I have always ..
- 13 - just don't understand one ..
- 13 - Words for Women to Live By ..
- 13 - feedback, people are the ..
- 13 - made a deal.
- 14 - Les finally took my ..
- 14 - today is much better~
- 15 - feedback to making a deal~
- 15 - Yesterday with Chad
- 16 - I am....
- 16 - police station
- 16 - another memory...crap
- 16 - is it necessary to ..
- 16 - broken foot
- 16 - other broken foot
- 16 - Chad and his friends
- 16 - funny one~
- 16 - feedback on why I forgot
- 16 - well....never thought I ..
- 17 - MARRIAGE...story I just ..
- 17 - Les' birthday today~
- 18 - what are the rules?
- 19 - Les' text message to ..
- 20 - dealing with a non smoking ..
- 20 - lifestyles of the rich
- 20 - Red Flags
- 22 - living it up~
- 22 - 26 more days~
- 22 - to tell or not to tell????
- 22 - lawyer called....
- 23 - truck..
- 23 - feedback~ Thanks
- 23 - not changing my mind
- 26 - 21 more days~
- 26 - is 19 too young?
- 26 - Feedback....
- 27 - feedback!
- 27 - why do I feel pressure?
- 27 - Also, another thing I tho..
- 27 - I am scared
- 27 - am I hiding
- 28 - feedback, I know, right?
- 28 - more feedback, thanks~
- 28 - kids are home~
- 28 - call the cops...stupid
- 28 - one more thing............
- 29 - adoption...
- 30 - maybe not adoption...
- 30 - 17 more wake up :)
- 30 - let my hair down
- 30 - too excited 17 more days :)
- August 2010
- 02 - 2 more Mondays :)
- 03 - drugs
- 03 - it's all my fault
- 04 - feedback~ throw son under ..
- 04 - Les and his whining
- 04 - I got skillz~
- 05 - feedback....11 more days :)
- 05 - Feedback,
- 05 - feedback...no drugs
- 06 - 11 more days.....
- 06 - fb...bang on~
- 06 - 10 more days~
- 06 - fb, I love you~
- 07 - feedback, you are too kind~
- 07 - restaurant
- 07 - Cop called me.....
- 08 - 8 more days~ 1 more Sunday
- 09 - fb: Eat, Pray, Love~
- 09 - 7 more days....or last ..
- 09 - candy cigarettes~
- 10 - 6 more days~
- 10 - joy~
- 10 - text from Les
- 10 - my baby came home....
- 11 - 5 more days~
- 11 - last Wednesday as a married ..
- 12 - feedback~ thanks for the ..
- 12 - 4 more days~
- 12 - prayers~
- 13 - 3 more days left.....
- 13 - last weekend as a married ..
- 13 - meant to be....
- 13 - Ridin' Solo.....Jason ..
- 13 - the time: 1:30pm
- 13 - feedback, thanks~
- 15 - less than 24 hours..19 to ..
- 15 - best weekend of my life
- 16 - 6 more hours
- 16 - It's over....
- 17 - I am not right.....
- 19 - feedback poem: Phenomenal ..
- 19 - Feedback~
- 19 - funniest feedback~
- 19 - more funny feedback~
- 19 - What A Real Man Does
- 19 - love being single...single ..
- 20 - fb, room checks
- 20 - water bottles
- 21 - for the record...
- 21 - school shopping...
- 22 - fashion show
- 23 - ladies in the store~
- 23 - I have found someone....
- 23 - lunch date....was a bust ..
- 23 - feedback...workout~
- 24 - feedback, go for it~
- 24 - fucking apartments
- 24 - damn neighbor........
- 24 - feedback...glowing~
- 24 - divorce look~
- 25 - review
- 25 - need to get my hormones in ..
- 25 - lunch was fab...too short
- 25 - my boss
- 26 - feedback....ravish~
- 26 - McHotness is here again :)
- 26 - Les who????
- 27 - haha father in law
- 27 - inner battle
- 27 - feedback...have it all~
- 27 - feedback....no slip~
- 30 - nothing exciting this ..
- September 2010
- 01 - just trying to live right ..
- 01 - Got to see my ex-husband~
- 02 - Just The Way You Are by ..
- 03 - gut feelings
- 03 - sgt McHotness
- 03 - assignment
- 03 - infant abduction
- 04 - spending the night
- 07 - weekend is finally over~
- 09 - Bruce and Demi
- 09 - sister in law's surgery
- 09 - Sargent McHotness
- 09 - an old friend
- 10 - love her still~
- 13 - went out this Saturday~
- 13 - secretly in love with me~
- 19 - blocked
- 19 - new text
- 19 - thanks
- 19 - lots of pain too.
- 20 - Feedback...thanks :)
- 21 - I AM
- 22 - fucking back pain
- 23 - feedback
- 23 - different pain now....
- 23 - Dear Chad
- 24 - more feedback~
- 25 - Feedback regarding Chad
- 25 - laughing
- 25 - feedback, again about Chad~
- 26 - bawl fest at parents today~
- 26 - Already dreading tomorrow~
- 28 - today's ..
- 29 - Chad's at it again!
- 30 - feedback again....Chad!
- 30 - Date with Chad
- 30 - His partner's ..
- October 2010
- 01 - Joining the gym
- 01 - sticking to it
- 02 - weekend so far~
- 04 - Noisy kids
- 04 - I am a hypocrite
- 05 - feedback....much ..
- 05 - Feeling better~
- 06 - tonight...went ..
- 07 - I am the love of my life~
- 08 - feedback
- 08 - who am I?
- 08 - Homecoming weekend~
- 09 - Psychic fair
- 10 - dance
- 11 - Feedback, thanks!
- 11 - 1st day at the gym
- 13 - gym again
- 15 - Too long
- 16 - what am I afraid of?
- 17 - questions answered~
- 18 - 3rd lunch date today~
- 19 - Violence once again
- 20 - snooping on cell phones
- 21 - Remembering a time when I ..
- 21 - feedback-he doesn't hate you
- 21 - my door sign
- 21 - Dear sweet Suzie
- 24 - If these were your only ..
- 26 - my car is ..
- 26 - Kindness of others never ..
- 27 - feedback~
- 27 - Baby Shower
- 30 - Vacation day
- 30 - had the best day with ..
- 31 - parents love
- 31 - tough love
- November 2010
- 01 - feedback-dating
- 01 - Talked with Chad
- 02 - love
- 03 - message/quote
- 03 - my car is getting fixed
- 03 - day number 4
- 05 - alone at last~
- 05 - need to forgive
- 05 - eye candy
- 07 - new camera
- 09 - I am so tired lately
- 10 - pity party ends today~
- 10 - 50 things....okay maybe 25
- 11 - It's official...
- 12 - I was going to go
- 12 - grandma and her drama
- 12 - 12 years ago
- 14 - must be a sucker for my girl
- 14 - nose piercing
- 16 - Great Aunt
- 17 - dear friend
- 17 - Happy Birthday~
- 17 - bad dream
- 18 - Feedback/dream
- 20 - so excited
- 21 - Feedback, appreciation :)
- 21 - Feedback, positive :)
- 21 - Birthday dinner
- 24 - last working day
- 25 - Happy Thanksgiving~
- 27 - Black Friday~
- 27 - Change of plans
- 30 - spoke with the nurse
- December 2010
- 01 - why I am not yet ..
- 01 - new goal....
- 02 - trying something new......
- 02 - feedback...love it~
- 03 - even smarter feedback~
- 03 - So stepping out of my ..
- 03 - my new baby
- 04 - Thanks for the prayers!
- 05 - Spent the day with baby :)
- 05 - oh my drinks on Friday~
- 05 - my feelings are hurt
- 06 - advice to shutting your ..
- 06 - wow
- 08 - Sargent McHotness,
- 11 - Christmas Dinner
- 14 - feedback to McLiar's problem
- 15 - more feedback on sgt ..
- 15 - feedback regarding keeping ..
- 15 - feedback, keeping the diary
- 15 - Saturday night
- 15 - here we go again...
- 15 - ring ring
- 15 - more text
- 16 - feedback too funny :)
- 16 - Facebook post for sis in ..
- 18 - Fantastic Friday~
- 18 - Saturday
- 19 - feedback to a friend~
- 19 - Niece's house....
- 19 - Letter to mom from sis in ..
- 22 - pathetic
- 22 - my day.....
- 25 - Merry Christmas!
- 28 - I try....
- 30 - reflecting back
- 31 - Playing with teens tonight.
2011
- January 2011
- 05 - new Year's Eve
- 05 - I have become what I worst ..
- 05 - he loves me~
- 07 - feeling hot hot hot~
- 12 - one of the worst days ever
- 12 - Thanks.
- 13 - been asked to leave :(
- 13 - feedback.....so kind~
- 15 - More kind words :)
- 15 - Cystic Fibrosis related ..
- 19 - Don't know what to say~
- 19 - never alone....Barlow girls
- 19 - feeling better
- 20 - Counseling???
- 21 - kind words~
- 22 - 18 years ago~
- 23 - Alone time
- 26 - Beating ourselves up~
- 26 - Feeling....not so blackish
- 27 - Feedback, breathe~
- 27 - work
- 29 - Feedback, doubling prayers ..
- 29 - blank.............
- 30 - Some great news~
- 30 - Feedback~
- 31 - super busy.....
- February 2011
- 02 - Wednesday, can't sleep
- 06 - Lonely/Depressed
- 06 - biploar?
- 08 - Super Bowl
- 08 - Admiration~
- 11 - social life picking up :)
- 11 - Who am I???
- 12 - Feedback~
- 12 - Friday~
- 12 - mirrors!
- 12 - inventory
- 12 - just cancelled.
- 13 - facebook status poll? to ..
- 14 - what I wrote~
- 16 - feedback, move past your ..
- 16 - Les the God!
- 18 - Healing a family
- 19 - Lost a good man today!
- 23 - Trying too hard....very ..
- 24 - Feedback for loss of friend~
- 24 - Excerpts from the Year of ..
- 27 - 25 ways you show you care ..
- 28 - Feedback- Thanks~
- 28 - My social weekend.
- March 2011
- 01 - Oprah -Iyanla Vanzant
- 01 - acronyms
- 02 - Tanning salons.
- 02 - hard to explain~
- 11 - wow...over a week~
- 16 - What kind of mother would I ..
- 17 - Balance
- 19 - Yesterday's adventure!
- 19 - Forgot to mention at the ..
- 19 - So far off base
- 20 - Last night's adventure
- 22 - Monday's marvelous ..
- 22 - Tuesday's traumatizing ..
- 22 - finishing my Traumatic ..
- 23 - feedback, from awhile ago
- 23 - such good intentions....yet ..
- 23 - Hump day adventure...
- 24 - Feedback :)
- 24 - 3 things;
- 29 - Friday's adventure~
- 29 - Giving him the kids
- 29 - This weekend's ..
- 29 - I don't mean it
- 30 - Feedback~ Thanks
- 30 - omg
- 30 - first kiss
- 31 - first kiss...happened
- 31 - what I didn't write
- 31 - First thing at work this ..
- 31 - sorry keep writing...
- 31 - Email from my dad
- April 2011
- 01 - Feedback, sorry I have been ..
- 01 - More feedback!
- 01 - more still.
- 01 - My decision.....
- 01 - fuck I suck
- 01 - I really do have a problem ..
- 01 - 1st April fool's joke of ..
- 02 - Feedback, thanks for the ..
- 02 - feedback, work life and ..
- 03 - Need to back up a few ..
- 03 - I can hear~
- 04 - Monday morning~
- 05 - Who is this Bruno Mars and ..
- 05 - Feedback...maybe reading ..
- 06 - Energy.....or keeping busy?
- 07 - Need to find the strenght
- 07 - Feelings
- 09 - 'Judgmental Church lady'
- 10 - drugs and children
- 13 - both kids sick now~
- 14 - feedback....not ok to feel ..
- 14 - last night
- 16 - feedback....song SMILE :)
- 16 - Work....not in trouble :)
- 16 - I am a coward.......
- 16 - Suicide
- 17 - what a sad sad sad sad sad ..
- 17 - Parents and Chad
- 19 - Officer McKissable
- 19 - dream intrepetation
- 21 - prayer
- 21 - So sad
- 21 - STRONG PERSON
- 26 - Office McKissable and my ..
- 27 - Easter
- 28 - feedback~
- 28 - great day
- 28 - tragedy
- 29 - Feedback....awwww~
- 29 - Might be the weekend :)
- May 2011
- 02 - 10 tips....
- 03 - Weekend was a bust
- 05 - Security Officer's story
- 07 - Insecurities
- 07 - Not sure what to think or ..
- 09 - Tons of feedback~ Thanks
- 10 - I am always asking for ..
- 10 - He is GOOD~
- 11 - feedback to my happiness~
- 11 - New apartment
- 12 - Bad dream.....nightmare
- 12 - My mother's day texts
- 13 - no sleep, too afraid I ..
- 13 - Feedback, thanks~
- 13 - 5 things I am proud of from ..
- 13 - feedback~
- 13 - #1 Thing I am most not ..
- 13 - #2 thing I am least proud ..
- 13 - Feedback~ thank you!
- 14 - Feedback and my night~
- 14 - #3 thing I am least proud ..
- 14 - #4 thing I am least proud ..
- 14 - Can't we just go back?
- 14 - #5 thing I am least proud ..
- 14 - please don't judge me
- 16 - Feng Shui
- 16 - Feedback~ Thanks for not ..
- 16 - Secret Admirer???
- 16 - Officer McKissable
- 17 - my baby girl
- 17 - Yes,your daughter was in ..
- 18 - Dealing with her
- 18 - We got it~
- 19 - Today's horoscope
- 19 - feedback~
- 20 - packing~
- 25 - Can't wipe the smile off my ..
- 28 - first real sleep of my new ..
- June 2011
- 06 - so much for a social weekend
- 07 - I am afraid to sleep
- 07 - "I admire women who choose ..
- 08 - to be a cougar or not to be~
- 08 - Lost of a great dog~
- 08 - This is the end~
- 09 - First entry to a new life!
- 09 - I have moved
- 09 - Life's journey~
- 09 - A new day~
- 09 - Speak it again~
- 10 - problems
- 10 - Mr Internet man
- 10 - Thanks for the link
- 11 - wow this is gonna be harder ..
- 12 - So I can still attract some!
- 13 - I am so pissed
- 13 - okay what happened????
- 15 - Great news for me~
- 16 - Feedback/on line dating~
- 16 - feedback/more online dating
- 16 - So tell me about yourself?
- 19 - I am funny/fun to be around~
- 21 - praying for a new car!
- 23 - my new boyfriend.....
- 23 - Feedback~
- 23 - am I boring now?
- 26 - Re-thinking last thought.
- 26 - feedback-sharing the diary
- 26 - feedback-boring
- 26 - Bob
- 27 - I spent my weekend lost in ..
- 30 - Feedback....BOB
- July 2011
- 01 - I am so happy~
- 01 - Wow, this was random
- 01 - my grandma
- 02 - feedback....bob
- 02 - gratitude
- 03 - I chose her :)
- 06 - tire
- 08 - random
- 08 - Feelings were hurt
- 11 - Transmission is going
- 12 - Feedback~
- 12 - God answered a small part~
- 13 - Feedback~
- 13 - My dream
- 13 - Les and Chad
- 13 - Kimberlee and Les
- 13 - sayings
- 15 - Double blessing~
- 16 - young love, first ..
- 18 - I absorbed it.
- 20 - Exciting news....sad news
- 20 - Fantastic Day~
- 24 - daughter's back
- 25 - Feedback~
- 25 - feedback~ thanks~
- 25 - weekend and kids
- 26 - Dear mom,
- 26 - feedback~
- 26 - favor of God!
- 28 - This week
- August 2011
- 02 - Weekend!
- 02 - Kansas city over with
- 03 - Being grounded sucks~
- 05 - She is not me
- 08 - feedback~
- 08 - Been way too long.
- 10 - virgin still :(
- 10 - Kimberlee
- 11 - Over-reacting
- 11 - changed my diary name
- 16 - 1 year anniversary~
- 17 - Changing it up
- 25 - Nothing will bring me down ..
- 26 - nicest feedback~
- 30 - fallen spirit
- September 2011
- 01 - Life on a Thursday~
- 02 - feedback~ prostitution
- 02 - suicide
- 07 - Been a busy busy week
- 09 - Borken up~
- 09 - suicide post
- 09 - feedback...thanks~
- 11 - feedback :)
- 13 - feedback, classification of ..
- 13 - Chad is ..
- 13 - on the good side.....
- 14 - facebook post from Nick
- 15 - feedback....so much love
- 15 - Prayers have been answered~
- 16 - feedback~
- 16 - omg are you sitting down?
- 16 - Can you imagine?
- 17 - meditation
- 18 - quick note
- 19 - Feedback of all sorts ;)
- 20 - feedback..............car
- 23 - life without drama.....well ..
- 26 - Feedback~
- 27 - trouble
- October 2011
- 03 - hmmm might have met ..
- 03 - Chad
- 05 - I have become who I hated
- 06 - Football game
- 06 - she did nothing wrong
- 07 - feedback~ You are soooo ..
- 07 - More feedback, thanks~
- 07 - I have plans :)
- 07 - Chad and my car....and his ..
- 10 - The psychic
- 10 - new spirit guide
- 10 - last night's drama
- 10 - this mornings ride ..
- 10 - Kimberlee and homeschooling
- 10 - grandma and her overdosing
- 10 - latest rumors......
- 12 - it is so hard ..
- 12 - 4 months later
- 13 - email from daughter~
- 14 - Update.....briefly
- 17 - feedback....love you~
- 17 - Monday's update.
- 17 - what am I doing????
- 17 - Feedback~ Thanks
- 18 - He is home, school was ..
- 19 - quick update
- 26 - have been so busy lately.
- 27 - back to being thankful
- 27 - feedback
- 28 - 5 things
- 31 - this is me...am I real????
- November 2011
- 08 - feels like my life is about ..
- 08 - 2nd anxiety
- 08 - wam out of the ..
- 08 - feel tons better~
- 09 - Super day ~
- 09 - 2 1/2 years later......
- 16 - feedback, thanks
- 16 - fb
- 16 - more feedback~
- 17 - today I am 44
- 17 - Think I am healing......
- 28 - It's been awhile
- December 2011
- 02 - prayers needed.....
- 05 - Ok I feel better
- 05 - my bff...wow
- 08 - To who ever may read this,
- 08 - Lavender
- 08 - Pink
- 08 - Red
- 09 - we are all the same
- 13 - Almost Christmas :)
- 17 - I write
- 17 - Christmas
- 22 - 3 more days~
- 28 - been awhile
- 29 - advice needed please!
- 29 - last day of the year for ..
2012
- January 2012
- 02 - feedback
- 02 - I did it :)
- 03 - is it wrong????
- 03 - new quote for the year
- 05 - when I was young
- 06 - exact quote
- 09 - feedback...short and sweet!
- 10 - bittersweet feelings
- 11 - everything is okay
- 19 - It's been awhile
- 23 - Yesterday
- 23 - broken arm
- 30 - wow I suck
- February 2012
- 02 - my biggest fear right ..
- 04 - graduating
- 14 - Feedback to graduating!
- 14 - spoke too soon......
- 18 - Feedback, thanks!
- 18 - Update I guess
- 18 - grandma
- 25 - update
- 25 - son
- 27 - more talking
- 28 - lots of feedback~
- March 2012
- 05 - Son's generous gift
- 05 - gift with conditions was ..
- 05 - post on fb
- 07 - worst day of my life
- 07 - worst day continued.
- 07 - prayers
- 07 - prayer
- 07 - more prayers
- 08 - update on son.....he called ..
- 08 - thanks for the feedback~
- 08 - visitation
- 09 - quick note~ and feedback~
- 09 - dreams
- 10 - more dream shit
- 12 - quick update
- 12 - 19 years ago today.......
- 13 - he came home
- 14 - my appointment
- 21 - 27 days
- 22 - Therapy
- 23 - Feedback haha
- 27 - new therapist is out
- 28 - another night
- 28 - a good thing :)
- 28 - Thin file
- April 2012
- 01 - feedback!
- 01 - just for today
- 03 - Teenagers
- 03 - oh...hey I am a winner :)
- 04 - today
- 06 - feedback! forgive yourself
- 06 - Dear mom and dad,
- 09 - wow
- 09 - told you
- 09 - Friday night
- 09 - oh ps
- 09 - oh yeah
- 11 - Tomorrow
- 12 - thanks for the feedback and ..
- 12 - Our own personal angel~
- 13 - still so excited
- 13 - feedback, respect
- 17 - 3 years ago...posts
- 17 - fb, thanks
- 18 - 3 years ago today I was ..
- 18 - fb, thanks
- 19 - my ex
- 20 - I never thought
- 21 - feedback thanks~
- 22 - Saturday
- 22 - lazy Sunday~
- 26 - sick
- 26 - feedback!
- 26 - corn beef brisket
- 27 - your dream
- 28 - feeling a little better
- 29 - birthday party
- 30 - party is over
- 30 - Back to work
- May 2012
- 01 - online class
- 02 - Mr Caramel~
- 03 - Son will be graduating
- 03 - Work
- 05 - to move or not to move???
- 06 - sick
- 07 - tattoo shop
- 07 - I did it....
- 07 - omg panic attack
- 07 - nice lunch
- 08 - feedback~
- 08 - ugh....
- 08 - new twist
- 08 - another lunch date
- 08 - Feel like a movie star.....
- 09 - 1 million things
- 09 - Elevator incident
- 09 - Feedback too good not to ..
- 14 - I don't know how to be this ..
- 14 - seen her
- 14 - take it all back
- 15 - One thing I know without a ..
- 16 - Last night's thunderstorms
- 17 - Dance recital
- 21 - Wasted weekend
- 21 - Doubts not true
- 21 - now I found out why
- 21 - the answer is simple
- 22 - what is the woman code?
- 23 - trying to get a life
- 23 - 2 truths
- 23 - Feedback, thanks
- 23 - texting
- 24 - Feedback~
- 24 - Great day so far
- 24 - spiders
- 24 - that girl
- 24 - dont be a coward
- 24 - Lunch and Doctors
- 30 - need help
- 30 - new day
- 31 - feeling even better still
- June 2012
- 01 - last day~
- 03 - Got $50
- 03 - I am the bigger person
- 04 - I feel so much better
- 05 - asking for feedback!
- 06 - Made a new friend
- 06 - I am not insecure
- 06 - lunch was a bust
- 07 - its over
- 07 - not going to lie
- 08 - feedback
- 08 - Best day ever
- 08 - proposals.....
- 08 - I have plans for tonight
- 13 - Had a great weekend
- 14 - Dear Ex,
- 14 - ugh
- 14 - same old offer, new day
- 18 - I am who I said I wouldn't ..
- 18 - One more thing...
- 19 - Energy
- 19 - feedback!
- 19 - Need prayers
- 19 - right...as usual~
- 19 - I am a blocking bitch ;)
- 20 - entry from 6/21/11
- 21 - looking at beauty
- 21 - only one text yesterday
- 22 - Sargeant Caramel Frappe
- 25 - Got $100
- 25 - great weekend
- 26 - busy day~
- 26 - today's drama
- 28 - Human Resources
- 28 - my daughter
- 28 - Got a secret....can you ..
- 28 - praying
- 29 - Feeling the crunch
- July 2012
- 01 - friend and daughter
- 02 - back to the hate
- 02 - if it was me....
- 02 - Really beautiful~
- 02 - prayer to release anger
- 02 - another prayer for anger
- 02 - prayers already working....
- 02 - wish list for daughter
- 02 - my wish list
- 04 - my Tuesday/which felt like ..
- 05 - 4th of July
- 05 - saw her today....
- 06 - text this morning from ..
- 09 - daughter
- 09 - son
- 09 - wet t-shirt contest
- 10 - steaks...yum!
- 15 - So thankful
- 15 - nicest thing ever
- 17 - this is who I am....really
- 17 - they won't call
- 17 - quit drinking pop
- 17 - son
- 18 - feel so bad
- 18 - work
- 18 - Just ran into him.....
- 18 - sad news :(
- 18 - 3 years 3 months
- 18 - how to stay positive...
- 19 - advice
- 19 - I am a mess
- 19 - fears for nothing
- 20 - 3 years 3 months 3 days....
- 21 - feedback
- 22 - didn't go out
- 22 - why?
- 23 - wow...just need to cry and ..
- 23 - text
- 26 - awareness
- 27 - feedback
- 27 - daughter just ..
- 27 - 4:44
- 28 - child support....and men
- 28 - man of his word......
- 29 - compliment
- 29 - wow, already pissing her off
- 30 - surprise surprise!!
- 31 - 3 things on the list
- August 2012
- 01 - my wish lst...
- 02 - Funny things today
- 02 - Turtles
- 08 - forgive
- 11 - dads birthday
- 13 - Had a blast...almost ..
- 13 - 5 bedroom house
- 13 - thankful
- 14 - shower this morning
- 15 - wow just wow
- 15 - state of MI
- 15 - marriage proposal
- 15 - advice to all women
- 15 - Mr Caramel
- 15 - lesson
- 16 - Happy divorce day for me :)
- 16 - called a lawyer
- 17 - well well well
- 17 - today is a good day~
- 17 - uh oh.....
- 19 - Hope Springs
- 19 - new rule
- 20 - This is beautiful!
- 20 - how my Monday started :)
- 20 - I have been very very ..
- 21 - things I know....
- 21 - wait...
- 22 - overly emotional
- 23 - father and daughter
- 25 - more time to heal????? fb
- 25 - my friend
- 28 - fb
- 30 - daughter and school
- 30 - this 'friend'
- 31 - advice
- September 2012
- 02 - grateful.....
- 02 - drama
- 02 - his girlfriend
- 02 - a friend
- 02 - email this morning from her ..
- 04 - didn't step back
- 05 - something is wrong....
- 06 - down
- 06 - daughter
- 06 - got her enrolled
- 08 - anxieties
- 08 - money
- 11 - feeling better......a ..
- 11 - on the other hand
- 12 - back to feeling myself
- 12 - ok.....
- 14 - haha
- 14 - 1st week is a success~
- 14 - I am a 'fun dip'
- 14 - ok...so this guy asked me ..
- 14 - haha found this from 2009
- 15 - I am not ready
- 16 - I always get the best :)
- 17 - so this is how it all ..
- 17 - Too selfish
- 17 - nag mails
- 17 - more nag mail
- 17 - where did it go????
- 18 - layout....
- 18 - 2-3 hours of sleep, not a ..
- 18 - daughter
- 19 - God forgives....he doesn't
- 19 - question?????
- 19 - free night
- 20 - no such luck
- 20 - got off track the other day
- 21 - a younger dude
- 21 - bored
- 24 - weekend
- 26 - sick
- 27 - still have a job :)
- 28 - my little ninjas
- 28 - It's none of my business ..
- 30 - 1 hour left
- October 2012
- 02 - honeymoon is over
- 02 - Lost a loved one :(
- 04 - funeral....if that's what ..
- 06 - Friday night
- 08 - feedback
- 09 - New room mate
- 11 - young bf
- 12 - protect them forever
- 12 - kids
- 12 - fb~ Miracle worker :)
- 12 - she left
- 13 - 5 things
- 14 - okay...
- 16 - today's prayer
- 16 - talk with son
- 18 - fb
- 18 - snarky comment
- 18 - ring ring
- 19 - Last NIghts Talk
- 20 - long talk with son
- 21 - haunted houses
- 22 - quiet night
- 22 - switching schools
- 23 - Got some good news :)
- 23 - almost over
- 24 - he wants to make a deal
- 24 - 3 kisses
- 24 - please pray
- 25 - the good and the bad!
- 29 - today
- 29 - still waiting
- 29 - still here
- November 2012
- 02 - That ordeal is over
- 02 - prayers
- 02 - my daughter
- 03 - praying for a miracle
- 03 - deep breath in.....
- 03 - another thing I noticed...
- 04 - not quite the way I ..
- 05 - broken pieces
- 06 - prayer for today~
- 07 - Talked with him
- 08 - shit shit shit
- 09 - so sue me.....
- 10 - awww, she didn't make it
- 10 - this morning's blessing
- 13 - Shut off the cable
- 14 - ugh, thank God it was just ..
- 14 - this is where I am.......
- 19 - Weekend, was a blast~
- 20 - Phone...no internet
- 27 - just so you know....
- 29 - what I wrote when I didn't ..
- 30 - I am getting so ..
- December 2012
- 01 - Last night's outing.....
- 01 - it was getting to long....
- 01 - Iyanla Vanzant
- 02 - what do I hate right now....
- 03 - not sure how to deal with ..
- 04 - I say YES~
- 04 - newest addiction.....
- 04 - I am indulging...
- 05 - should I go to bed or watch ..
- 05 - I am not a good girl ..
- 05 - walking the halls
- 05 - ok....today is so much fun
- 05 - lunch <3
- 06 - shit......
- 07 - I am not 'that girl'
- 07 - father/daughter ..
- 09 - they made up~
- 11 - what I want
- 12 - spent the ..
- 12 - work relationships
- 13 - vacation.....
- 17 - weekend fun
- 17 - thoughts are things
- 18 - not all men are assholes
- 18 - baking cakes
- 18 - Christmas dinner is ruined ..
- 19 - snow
- 19 - last day of work :)
- 20 - vacation
- 20 - not so good......
- 21 - talked to everyone yesterday
- 23 - wonderful day
- 25 - Merry Christmas~
- 27 - think it's over.....
- 27 - made a deal
- 28 - longest day ever
- 29 - strangest thing ever
- 29 - I feel......
- 30 - fb
- 30 - somthing son said
- 30 - that was getting too long
2013
- January 2013
- 01 - looking ahead
- 01 - this year in review
- 01 - first day of 2013
- 02 - great attitudes
- 02 - last night I had a dream....
- 02 - ugh...sick
- 03 - my heart is breaking.....
- 03 - on another note....
- 03 - ugh....happy freaking new ..
- 05 - 42 lessons life has taught ..
- 05 - happy birthday~mom~
- 07 - kicked one kid out.....
- 09 - wish me luck!
- 10 - the wolves eyes
- 10 - kind of sad....
- 11 - so fucking flustered..
- 12 - finally someone called me ..
- 13 - date....good and sad.
- 13 - when does a person ever get ..
- 22 - 20 years ago today....
- 22 - I have burial plots for my ..
- 23 - Still can't believe it.....
- 25 - bad parenting/employee
- 26 - Friday night
- 26 - so usually impatient
- 26 - Saturday night
- 28 - feedback and today's ..
- 28 - then this afternoon.....
- 28 - quote from friend
- 28 - are you?
- 29 - whoooo hoooo
- 30 - dream.....
- 30 - dating.....ugh
- 30 - son..
- 31 - something is wrong......
- 31 - heaviness in my chest
- February 2013
- 01 - I ended up going....
- 02 - such sadness, makes you ..
- 03 - inner battles.....
- 03 - confirmed...you have to go ..
- 03 - another complaint...
- 04 - ok....at least I didn't lie
- 04 - new Monday
- 04 - went by pretty fast
- 07 - already Thursday
- 08 - Allergic reaction....
- 08 - she learned faster than I ..
- 09 - Walking dead marathon kind ..
- 13 - son is leaving me :(
- 13 - be careful what you wish ..
- 16 - Here they come......
- 17 - Saturday
- 18 - so is there some kind of ..
- 18 - daughter's thought on ..
- 18 - have you ever????
- 19 - the anger is gone......
- 19 - Rumors.....
- 20 - wow,
- 20 - finished late last night
- 20 - lucky day :)
- 20 - my daughter
- 20 - stalker
- 21 - I look beautiful
- 22 - can't sleep
- 23 - my day so far
- 24 - one have a few minutes...
- 27 - snow storm....where???
- 27 - wore out
- 28 - So I got enough sleep....
- March 2013
- 02 - I want to be rich.....
- 03 - long day yesterday.....
- 03 - almost jumped
- 07 - quick entry
- 07 - fuck fuck fuck
- 07 - hah~
- 07 - my baby is failing
- 08 - God is AWESOME~
- 12 - Feedback :)
- 12 - can't sleep
- 12 - ok let me tell you about ..
- 14 - why is it that......
- 14 - I feel better
- 14 - quick note....day ..
- 15 - like a vampire
- 17 - fb
- 20 - haven't post in awhile
- 21 - introverted
- 22 - mixed matched
- 23 - financially right now
- 23 - someone new
- 23 - my friend at work
- 23 - a friend's response
- 24 - deep breath.....
- 24 - I did it.......
- 26 - song....
- 26 - Sunday......
- 26 - so this is where is gets ..
- 26 - this is why......
- 28 - feedback...what did I ..
- 30 - drinks with an old friend
- 30 - #6
- 30 - too full of yourself
- April 2013
- 01 - fb, thanks
- 01 - Easter, son
- 01 - Easter, daughter
- 01 - spoke with son...
- 02 - I want to quit
- 02 - how does one know
- 03 - I stand behind my last post
- 03 - got a walking date :)
- 03 - well i am super bored
- 03 - feedback!
- 05 - Finally Friday :)
- 05 - people notice stuff
- 05 - movie date
- 06 - date night
- 07 - Saturday night
- 08 - Monday
- 09 - having a bad day....
- 09 - feedback....
- 09 - feedback....already :)
- 10 - cant sleep...agh
- 10 - my son.....
- 10 - I shall call him Michael!
- 10 - long night....
- 10 - prayer
- 10 - aww, who says teachers are ..
- 10 - my boss
- 11 - Need prayers
- 11 - he is fine ;)
- 14 - ask me
- 14 - dreams...ugh
- 15 - having a baby....
- 15 - Friday
- 16 - correction.....
- 16 - track team
- 18 - 4 years ..
- 18 - 4 years ago...today :)
- 18 - falling for me.....
- 19 - shitty day......
- 19 - fb
- 20 - just ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
- 20 - they are gone
- 22 - over the top happy :)
- 22 - feedback~
- 22 - old enemy resurfaced....ugh
- 23 - does a person get used to ..
- 23 - feedback...and complaint
- 24 - baby loving
- 24 - need to be careful of what ..
- 24 - dinner
- 24 - dirty texting
- 25 - haha
- 25 - wow
- 25 - All is well
- 26 - did you ever
- 26 - change of plans...
- 29 - best weekend ever
- 30 - once an ass, always an ass
- May 2013
- 01 - God answers
- 01 - feedback
- 01 - Tired
- 02 - the reasons why
- 02 - things are looking up
- 03 - best night in a long time
- 05 - change of plans
- 06 - feedback, thanks~
- 07 - having fun
- 09 - feedback!
- 09 - don't have it....
- 11 - best weekend ever~
- 13 - Mother's day
- 13 - observations.
- 13 - made my day~
- 15 - diary
- 15 - my sweet baby girl
- 16 - moving along
- 18 - magic Mike
- 19 - wow
- 21 - not moving...
- 22 - it is official
- 22 - oops forgot...
- 22 - feedback....dead wrong
- 22 - fb defensive
- 22 - fb insane
- 23 - love/peace
- 23 - Him
- 23 - positive fb
- 25 - happy
- 28 - thanks
- 28 - feedback....
- 28 - awww his post :)
- 29 - honor awards banquet
- 30 - still smiling~
- June 2013
- 02 - not much
- 02 - saddest day ever
- 03 - feedback
- 03 - I loved
- 03 - thank you
- 03 - him
- 04 - best feedback~
- 04 - still kicking
- 04 - feedback, minus personal ..
- 04 - weird
- 04 - hah someone likes my ..
- 05 - fb
- 05 - spending the day with my ..
- 06 - guess what????
- 06 - fb and how it happened
- 08 - private
- 08 - Dear Mike,
- 08 - thanks~
- 08 - fb tears
- 08 - Robin
- 08 - Thank you God!
- 08 - Dear Michele
- 08 - without you
- 08 - putting on dancing shoes
- 08 - fb
- 12 - the end result
- 13 - fb son
- 15 - weekend
- 17 - Father's day~
- 18 - like a dream
- 20 - super happy
- 20 - My dearest Mike,
- 24 - This weekend
- 25 - Is it ok?
- 25 - wow
- 26 - Radiant
- 27 - dinner and parents
- 29 - plans change
- 29 - oops
- July 2013
- 01 - best weekend ever :)
- 02 - one thing I hate more than ..
- 03 - can't fix it
- 05 - pretty much a year ago I ..
- 06 - stressful week is over
- 06 - in response
- 08 - scary night
- 10 - better
- 11 - My dearest Mike,
- 13 - Baby's home
- 15 - prayers please
- 16 - Flowers
- 16 - thankful
- 17 - ugh
- 17 - Feedback and proud of ..
- 17 - for the record
- 18 - feedback, feeling the love ..
- 18 - calm
- 19 - expecting a miracle!
- 21 - figured it out
- 23 - son is home
- 24 - my hospital apartment
- 25 - feedback, thanks
- 29 - Nice weekend~
- 30 - Insecurities be gone!
- 31 - my night
- August 2013
- 01 - World's biggest clutz
- 01 - Doesn't want to meet me~
- 02 - Another day and no slips ..
- 03 - feedback
- 03 - wow
- 04 - helpless
- 05 - feedback.
- 06 - feedback poem~
- 06 - Dear Mike,
- 10 - still learning
- 10 - learning
- 10 - camping
- 10 - another thing
- 11 - feedback
- 11 - Our adventure
- 14 - what do you do?
- 14 - feedback~
- 14 - fb
- 15 - 3am
- 15 - exs
- 15 - you are dying.
- 16 - letter from daughter
- 16 - talk with daughter
- 16 - Happy Divorce Day to me~ 3 ..
- 19 - I have nothing
- 19 - I am so sad.....
- 19 - his response
- 20 - why?
- 20 - feedback~
- 20 - more feedback~
- 20 - One more
- 21 - too attached
- 21 - I am so blessed~
- 21 - The love of a good man~
- 23 - missed his call :(
- 25 - I remember
- 27 - I call bullshit on the ..
- 28 - when I look back
- 29 - I am so happy~
- 30 - Dear Mike~
- September 2013
- 04 - great weekend
- 05 - Great Hump day
- 06 - today has been
- 08 - weekend
- 10 - worth it~
- 11 - why?
- 11 - Feedback, thanks~
- 12 - Never ever have any ..
- 14 - I don't even know....
- 14 - feedback, thanks
- 14 - still doing nothing....
- 15 - am I worth it?
- 15 - best feedback ever!
- 17 - So at peace
- 18 - New toy
- 18 - wow......
- 18 - fb to his diary
- 18 - response to hers
- 19 - Prayers for peace~
- 19 - prayer
- 19 - Prayer
- 20 - Abundance
- 20 - Yesterday
- 20 - Last entry
- 21 - who am I fooling?
- 21 - Date night tonight
- 22 - fb
- 23 - date night
- 23 - So sweet
- 24 - what do you do?
- 24 - Blessings
- 24 - 8 steps to a better life~
- 25 - why
- 25 - I feel
- 26 - Thanks~
- 26 - Sticking to your guns
- 30 - they made it look so ..
- 30 - never ending drama
- October 2013
- 01 - Dear Mike,
- 03 - New song ;)
- 04 - Great Thursday night~
- 04 - Never
- 04 - Unless you are perfect
- 05 - Lessons
- 05 - just stop
- 06 - busy weekend
- 07 - I chose to be positive
- 08 - Thank you
- 09 - Dear Mike,
- 10 - akward situation
- 11 - Happy
- 14 - my weekend
- 15 - Dear Mike,
- 15 - stress
- 16 - Advice? Not really.... ..
- 16 - Grandma
- 16 - I am ashamed
- 17 - feedback haha
- 17 - daughter drama
- 17 - respect
- 18 - fb
- 18 - Dear Mike
- 18 - busy weekend ahead
- 21 - busy weekend.
- 21 - bragging
- 22 - ummmmm
- 23 - more sweetness......
- 24 - daughter drama
- 24 - advice
- 24 - haha fucking asshole people
- 25 - how sad
- 26 - why I love you
- 28 - too good not to share
- 28 - miracles
- 29 - flowers
- 30 - Long ass day
- 31 - feelings
- November 2013
- 01 - wrong word choice
- 03 - selfish
- 03 - sometimes it feels ..
- 03 - awww
- 04 - tonight's meeting......
- 05 - So far off base
- 05 - what is it all for?
- 06 - deep breath
- 06 - I have never....
- 06 - Just for today......
- 07 - how to do this.......
- 07 - Dear God,
- 07 - they admitted him :(
- 08 - Dear Mike,
- 08 - omg
- 09 - so thankful
- 10 - I had to come home
- 11 - talked with the doctor
- 13 - Happy Birthday to my baby ..
- 13 - Work
- 14 - I just can't win
- 14 - feedback, thanks
- 14 - Stressors
- 14 - Job
- 14 - right now.....
- 15 - Imagine my surprise
- 15 - Dear Mike,
- 17 - Birthday
- 18 - angry and irritable
- 20 - Sometimes the hardest ..
- 20 - fb in response to ..
- 20 - He is home
- 21 - The ex......never ceases to ..
- 22 - Dear Mike,
- 24 - treat him like normal
- 24 - too selfish, clingy, ..
- 26 - no matter what
- 26 - wonderful day
- 27 - This is too hard
- 27 - Last night <3
- 28 - Happy Thanksgiving
- 28 - wow
- 29 - Thanksgiving
- 30 - feedback
- December 2013
- 02 - dear Mike,
- 03 - Big part is over....finally
- 04 - greatest week ever so far~
- 05 - I am very insensitive ..
- 06 - Christmas party
- 09 - great weekend
- 10 - I love......
- 11 - woke up sappy today
- 11 - I did it!
- 12 - My Rock Star~
- 14 - The best
- 16 - where does this come from?
- 17 - Darkness was gone as soon ..
- 18 - My happy place~
- 19 - full of love~
- 19 - My dearest Mike,
- 20 - The holidays begin
- 21 - feedback, thanks~
- 21 - Son and cruise
- 21 - Christmas party tonight ..
- 23 - feedback.....
- 23 - feedback haha
- 25 - so far....
- 26 - My dearest Mike,
- 26 - Christmas Eve
- 27 - Longest day in the ..
- 27 - Dear Mike,
- 27 - you are a joke
- 28 - his daughter's Christmas
- 31 - Looking back...2013
2014
- January 2014
- 04 - Dear future step son,
- 04 - Dear future step daughter,
- 10 - New year so far~
- 11 - secret is out....
- 12 - are you getting...
- 13 - today's mail
- 14 - Red Wings
- 15 - 39 cards today~
- 15 - radio interview
- 15 - Songs~
- 15 - Interview
- 15 - 29 plus
- 16 - 130!
- 16 - My Best Friend~
- 20 - how does a person....
- 21 - They keep coming.....
- 22 - Happy Birthday son~
- 23 - holy shit!
- 27 - he asked my dad......
- 27 - 5,714
- 29 - I am getting married :)
- 30 - thank you
- February 2014
- 01 - keep them coming
- 02 - great weekend!
- 03 - 12 more days
- 05 - proud
- 05 - scared
- 05 - when he walked in.......
- 07 - miracle
- 10 - I found everything I wanted
- 10 - I knew it......
- 12 - some feedback!
- 12 - what I truly believe......
- 13 - So happy together~
- 13 - last day of work
- 16 - getting ready to leave
- 24 - time of my life~
- 27 - wow what a week
- 28 - poor baby
- 28 - who knew
- March 2014
- 01 - absolutely perfect!
- 01 - bump in the road....
- 03 - breaks my heart
- 05 - March 16tth 2014
- 06 - It's all falling together
- 09 - miracles after ..
- 10 - can't even keep track....
- 10 - first wedding present
- 10 - omg
- 11 - met my sister in law on ..
- 12 - room mate
- 16 - best day of my life~
- 16 - Best day of my life~
- 20 - Our Vows~
- 20 - just so you know
- 21 - To the Man I Love,
- 30 - so happy
- April 2014
- 02 - feedback~
- 02 - Bored to death
- 02 - forgot
- 02 - God is so good
- 04 - ugh...just ugh
- 06 - what do I say?????
- 07 - I don't think I can do ..
- 09 - note to self and Mike:
- 09 - that took balls
- 09 - feedback
- 10 - more feedback
- 10 - he just keeps on loving me
- 10 - Feedback
- 11 - Honeymoon is back on ;)
- 11 - poor baby
- 11 - prayers for me
- 14 - Happiest woman in the world~
- 14 - He is so funny
- 16 - I am not a brat
- 21 - so much pain
- 22 - Dear Mike,
- 24 - dark place
- 25 - feeling better today
- 29 - reason for sadness
- 30 - gratitude
- 30 - Dear Mike,
- May 2014
- 02 - fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck
- 06 - I have never had this before
- 08 - so emotional today...ugh
- 13 - Feeling better!
- 13 - clarify real quick
- 15 - going through things.......
- 16 - my mornings....
- 19 - Things I wish for.....
- 19 - His birthday is coming up
- 27 - slacker
- 27 - feedback....from him~
- 28 - his love
- 29 - hyper.....
- 30 - feedback haha
- June 2014
- 01 - fb thanks~
- 01 - overwhelming emotions
- 08 - what a difference a year ..
- 10 - In love <3
- 12 - great night
- 12 - speaking of love
- 13 - so bored.....
- 17 - has life ever been too much?
- 18 - Over it...a new day~
- 19 - Son
- 20 - Dear Mike,
- 23 - well so much for that......
- 25 - Not a very good stepmom
- 27 - stressful day
- 30 - Finally
- July 2014
- 01 - forgiveness
- 02 - beautiful.....
- 06 - memories
- 08 - perfect
- 10 - I didn't see it, honestly
- 10 - grateful
- 11 - sign posted on my wall
- 15 - feedback, hope you dont ..
- 15 - Boy's got game.......
- 18 - prayers please
- 20 - haha what a difference
- 20 - New girl
- 28 - facing the truth......
- 29 - Calendar
- 30 - miracles ;)
- August 2014
- 01 - I have never felt so ..
- 01 - caught a break.....
- 06 - wow just wow
- 07 - Prayers please
- 08 - need to believe
- 13 - Love is a chair
- 13 - older feedback I forgot to ..
- 13 - life really sucks.....some ..
- 14 - fb, thanks
- 14 - I found him <3
- 15 - Dear God,
- 15 - Deer meat.....
- 18 - Trying to stay ..
- 20 - prayers please
- 21 - broken.........
- 24 - 50 shades of fucked up
- 25 - Paul Harvey If I were the ..
- September 2014
- 02 - Hospice
- 03 - Death box
- 03 - tears
- 05 - drowning.....
- 05 - heart broken
- 06 - ahhh
- 06 - falling apart.....
- 06 - you are wrong
- 08 - delusional
- 10 - wow....just wow
- 13 - keeps getting worse
- 13 - A Mother's Prayer
- 13 - 5 happy memories
- 13 - 5 more
- 13 - fb
- 14 - fb..
- 15 - he is so confused
- 22 - been awhile
- 23 - Dear Chad, (would never ..
- 24 - he's shutting me out.....
- 25 - this sucks......
- October 2014
- 01 - Dear Chad,
- 02 - wow...feedback
- 02 - fb thanks
- 03 - talked to him
- 06 - *Date Night*
- 06 - fb...awe thanks~
- 08 - 10 tips if your spouse has ..
- 11 - I have a plan....
- 16 - son/girlfriend
- 16 - am I enough????
- 23 - ugh....
- 24 - am I asking for ..
- 25 - party
- 27 - every single day.......
- 28 - today is a bad day.........
- 28 - I needed this.....
- November 2014
- 06 - First shot.....
- 06 - today's blessing....
- 11 - 11/11
- 14 - Sweet 16
- 14 - Afternoon delight~
- 18 - Best birthday EVER~
- 18 - bestfriend
- 21 - Chad's checkup
- 27 - Happy Thanksgiving
- December 2014
- 02 - one more month.....
- 02 - Chapter of April
- 02 - what do you get someone.....
- 02 - getting it out.....
- 04 - Nervous......
- 11 - didn't cry.....
- 11 - Dear Mike
- 15 - adult only weekend
- 16 - 11:11am
- 16 - proof that Christmas makes ..
- 18 - Christmas parties
- 19 - Christmas concert
- 23 - Our weekend
- 23 - not all wonderful.....
- 26 - Christmas~
- 30 - our first fight....
- 30 - his side.....
2015
- January 2015
- 01 - best night ever
- 05 - appearances
- 05 - get it straight
- 05 - omg
- 05 - lots of feedback on this ..
- 05 - Dear Mike
- 06 - Dear Mike,
- 13 - Been a week
- 14 - spoke too soon
- 14 - We got him to the hospital
- 15 - Lung transplant
- 19 - 3 more days....
- 22 - Happy Birthday Son,
- 23 - prayers needed, please
- 23 - thanks
- 23 - awe....
- 26 - respiratory failure.....
- 26 - Fuck MS too.....
- 26 - tired and weak
- 27 - I went
- 27 - damn....
- 27 - Children aren't supposed to ..
- 28 - sensitive....
- 30 - Icu
- February 2015
- 02 - so sweet
- 03 - Just waiting
- 05 - a marriage....
- 06 - He is gone....
- 06 - First thought.....
- 07 - 24 hours
- 07 - wow...just wow
- 07 - Dear Chad,
- 08 - arrangements made
- 08 - Dear Chad,
- 08 - weird
- 09 - Dear Chad,
- 10 - funeral service for my son
- 10 - Special delivery from the ..
- 16 - backing up....2-9-15
- 16 - 2/10/15
- 16 - 2/13/15 from your sister
- 16 - 2/14/15 from your sister
- 16 - 2/11/15 back to me again
- 16 - 2/14/15 still me...
- 16 - 2/14/15 still from me...
- 16 - Dear Chad,
- 17 - anxieties
- 17 - tattoos....
- 18 - back to my 'new' normal
- 20 - horrible sadness.......
- 22 - feedback!
- 22 - unhealthy anxieties
- 23 - the dreaded question....
- 23 - I chose JOY~
- 25 - count your blessings.....
- 26 - darkness.....
- 27 - Dear Chad, 3 weeks
- March 2015
- 01 - 3 & 1/2 weeks.....
- 01 - Dear Chad, 3 1/2 weeks
- 02 - anger stage today.....
- 02 - Dear Chad,
- 02 - Dear Sweet Mike,
- 02 - cover photo
- 03 - Dear Chad,
- 03 - talking helps
- 04 - A Few After.....
- 04 - Message for mom
- 05 - One month
- 07 - death changes people....
- 08 - Dear Chad,
- 11 - bad day...
- 12 - Thank you Jesus~
- 15 - ....
- 16 - good...bad...sad...happy
- 17 - awwww....
- 20 - Dear Chad, it's getting ..
- 23 - ok last entry kind of sad
- 23 - blessings.....at least 3
- 26 - dealing with an asshole...a ..
- 28 - Dear Chad,
- 28 - Dear Mike,
- April 2015
- 01 - Dear Chad,
- 01 - Aprils fools
- 02 - 2 months....
- 02 - dreams....
- 02 - death of a child....
- 02 - Dear mom, sister.....on and ..
- 03 - "I'm good!" what it ..
- 03 - Picture of you
- 03 - whats it's like to die from ..
- 07 - still so sad
- 09 - stupid rain
- 10 - One thing not to say.....
- 23 - long time since I wrote
- 23 - Money....
- 30 - still kicking....
- May 2015
- 04 - wow out of nowhere....
- 06 - remaining grateful....
- 06 - I guess we can...
- 07 - Dear Chad,
- 10 - Happy Mother's Day~
- 15 - life keeps going on.....
- 19 - Nomination
- 21 - Dear Mike
- 21 - Dear Chad,
- 21 - Dear God,
- 24 - Happy days to be ..
- 28 - Memorial Day weekend
- June 2015
- 05 - Dear Chad, 4 months
- 05 - Dear Mike, thank you
- 08 - Happy Birthday Hubby~
- 14 - Moving....
- 15 - random stupid thoughts....
- 16 - moving day upped
- 19 - Dear Chad,
- 21 - Dear Chad,
- 29 - my pet butterfly
- July 2015
- 06 - Dear Chad, 5 months
- 08 - cancer....ugh
- 10 - Dear Chad,
- 24 - sick....again
- 29 - missing my boy.....
- 29 - awkward.....
- 29 - quit/quitting smoking is ..
- 31 - whisking me away.....
- August 2015
- 03 - messages
- 04 - Dear Chad,
- 04 - my post from 3/12/2013 (2 ..
- 05 - To my darling son,
- 05 - sister's post to her ..
- 05 - my fb post and Mike's
- 05 - letter from a friend
- 06 - fb from his wife~
- 06 - Dear Chad, I didn't know....
- 16 - 5 years ago......
- 25 - poem for the Bereaved mother
- 25 - kick in the gut
- 25 - rose garden....
- 25 - fighting hard.....
- 25 - things i am repeating over ..
- September 2015
- 04 - Dear Chad,
- 09 - Dear Chad,
- 11 - last year on this date :(
- 20 - Dear Chad,
- 20 - i just wanna hear his ..
- 21 - Dear Chad, I see you....
- 22 - Dear Mike,
- 27 - I love him....
- 30 - Thanks you God....
- October 2015
- 07 - Death sucks
- 08 - angry
- 08 - selfish....
- 17 - so slow....ugh
- 17 - ex husband
- 19 - Dear Chad,
- 21 - checking in....
- 29 - romance
- November 2015
- 02 - Sad....
- 09 - Knock it off....
- December 2015
- 01 - Wow, been awhile
- 03 - Dear Chad,
- 06 - Dear Chad,
- 07 - wow just wow
- 13 - what I wrote 2 years ago
- 27 - Dear Chad,
2016
- January 2016
- 20 - Dear Chad,
- 22 - Happy Birthday in Heaven ..
- 22 - just short of 3 years ..
- 31 - rough day....
- 31 - "you are so strong"
- 31 - just so sad....
- February 2016
- 13 - February 5th, 2016
- 13 - one year anniversary
- 13 - Dear Chad,
- 13 - Dear Mike,
- March 2016
- 05 - Blessings are upon us~
- April 2016
- 07 - wow, it's been awhile
- June 2016
- 18 - 2 months...
- 19 - Happy Father's day~
- 19 - Dear Chad~
- July 2016
- 27 - 6/2/16
- 27 - 7/27/16
- September 2016
- 02 - Slacking
- 24 - Rough night....best day ever
- October 2016
- 04 - job
- November 2016
- 17 - Time is flying....
2017
- January 2017
- 01 - Good bye 2016
- 01 - Dear Chad,
- 01 - prayer for quitting smoking
- July 2017
- 10 - Someone that I used to know
2019
- June 2019
- 27 - I saw you today.....
- September 2019
- 27 - A Pattern
- November 2019
- 14 - Broken pattern
2020
- September 2020
- 01 - Got the password
- 23 - Covid
2022
- October 2022
- 18 - Deep breath in deep breath ..
- 19 - September 7th 2022
- 19 - September 8th 2022
- 19 - September 9th 2022
- 19 - rules
- 19 - Skipping ahead October 15th ..
- 19 - wake up moment
- 19 - october 15th evening 1st ..
- 19 - it's so awkward right now
- 19 - work bestie
- 20 - I knew people loved me
- 20 - Still weird
- 20 - Doctors appointment
- 20 - I'm playing the victim
- 20 - October 2nd, 2022
- 20 - October 3rd, 2022
- 20 - October 9th
- 20 - SURE
- 20 - blackout poetry
- 20 - resentments
- 21 - why?
- 21 - jelly roll need you
- 21 - Have to look for a new place
- 21 - so odd
- 21 - I forgot
- 22 - Friday night
- 22 - doing new things
- 22 - Dear Mike,
- 22 - proof he did love me
- 22 - Go back
- 23 - Still the same girl
- 23 - Well
- 23 - last night
- 23 - September 27th, 2019
- 23 - afternoon delight
- 24 - Just feeling super sad
- 24 - no more hope
- 24 - the truth is there is no ..
- 24 - jelly roll
- 24 - Dear Chad,
- 24 - the end
- 24 - no title
- 25 - looking for a new place
- 25 - sleeping
- 25 - Not enough meditation will ..
- 25 - Triggers
- 25 - the ring
- 25 - starting fresh
- 26 - what if?
- 26 - Plans
- 26 - Hug
- 26 - I see you
- 26 - 50 days
- 26 - Feedback
- 26 - I'm sorry
- 26 - I want to try
- 26 - I'm a joke
- 27 - ok so there is now hope
- 27 - He was alone
- 27 - The higher you ..
- 27 - Beautiful day
- 28 - Therapist
- 28 - so, didn't sleep
- 28 - Appointment
- 28 - How things change
- 28 - And I think to myself....
- 29 - I feel some type of way
- 29 - Thereโs a common ..
- 29 - It was very real
- 29 - I suck
- 29 - I forgot what I had
- 29 - I mean, I never really ..
- 29 - advice from a peer
- 30 - Babysitting
- 30 - I don't know what to do
- 30 - Sorry
- 31 - cry baby
- 31 - last night
- 31 - what if?
- 31 - my response to him
- 31 - he was so pissed
- November 2022
- 01 - I am not a mind reader
- 01 - If only they knew how loud
- 01 - Still impulsive
- 01 - Awakening
- 02 - I cooked...finally
- 02 - Just for today
- 02 - I didn't hide
- 02 - Appointment
- 03 - Equals
- 04 - Not sure what to do
- 05 - feels weird
- 05 - what even would I say?
- 05 - 60 DAYS BABY!!!
- 05 - tell me why
- 06 - sweet dreams?
- 06 - So last night there was a ..
- 06 - why
- 07 - Hah, I said he don't ..
- 07 - He did say
- 07 - Also
- 08 - just do you
- 08 - jelly roll save me
- 08 - Kintsugi
- 09 - so sad this morning
- 10 - the whole checking out
- 10 - Are you sure?
- 11 - a new direction
- 11 - Hospital
- 12 - He is ok
- 12 - he left
- 13 - 1st official night alone
- 13 - 22 more days
- 14 - Worse day ever
- 14 - how does a person
- 14 - I can't
- 15 - Still broken
- 15 - Feel so alone
- 16 - Hospital again
- 16 - Painful
- 16 - Food
- 17 - Past drama
- 17 - Am I tho?
- 17 - Legit concern
- 17 - 11/17/2022
- 19 - I want to go home
- 19 - MRI
- 19 - Would it be cheating
- 20 - Home
- 21 - Secret of change
- 22 - was healing
- 24 - Happy Thanksgiving
- 24 - Today is just sad
- 26 - this is me
- 27 - Promise
- 27 - feelings
- 27 - Mike's 1st song to me
- 27 - my song to him
- 27 - our song
- 27 - how I feel right now
- 27 - 140
- 28 - He came home
- 29 - compromise
- 30 - my dad
- 30 - She Jelly Roll
- December 2022
- 01 - I chickened out
- 01 - Just remembered
- 02 - Fuck off and die
- 03 - Outage in the area
- 03 - separation advice
- 04 - Dead man walking
- 04 - I have to be strong
- 04 - I don't want to start ..
- 05 - 90 days!!!
- 05 - New goals
- 05 - He didn't say he won't
- 05 - I did it
- 06 - I just can't win
- 06 - Way to celebrate
- 06 - Dear Santa
- 08 - dad came home
- 09 - If I jump off this ..
- 10 - am just so sad
- 11 - I went to my parents ..
- 11 - New black dress
- 13 - So it's not black
- 13 - excitement
- 14 - shoes
- 15 - 100 days
- 15 - Cancelling plan A
- 15 - He seems weird
- 16 - my posts
- 16 - Don't want to go
- 17 - Party
- 17 - Sad
- 17 - Store
- 17 - Hook up
- 17 - Love the heartless jelly ..
- 17 - public again
- 19 - Vicki
- 19 - 104 days
- 19 - would it be fair
- 20 - So apparently
- 21 - 4 more days
- 22 - 107 days
- 23 - Christmas Eve' Eve
- 23 - this is so true and I'm so ..
- 24 - Tonight
- 24 - Some things never change
- 25 - Merry Christmas
- 25 - sent to me
- 25 - I was sad
- 26 - Last night dreams
- 27 - 112 days!
- 27 - Quick entry
- 28 - On my own Barlow Girls
- 28 - guilt and shame
- 29 - blame
- 30 - too sensitive
2023
- January 2023
- 01 - Missing Chad
- 01 - End of 2022
- 01 - 2023
- 01 - 30 days or so private
- 01 - 30 days or so private
- 03 - Plan D
- 04 - Becoming
- 06 - 30 days or so private
- 06 - Ok so not private
- 08 - 124 days
- 08 - Privacy
- 09 - Prayer
- 09 - More anxieties releieved
- 10 - A successful person begins ..
- 11 - A word of encouragement ..
- 13 - Anxieties
- 13 - No more instant ..
- 14 - Ok so....
- 14 - Redirecting the energy
- 14 - Commercial
- 15 - Dear Chad,
- 15 - I will be honest, September ..
- 16 - My last birthday wish for ..
- 16 - Superman
- 17 - Sick day
- 19 - Dear Panther
- 19 - more guilt release
- 19 - transferring the energy
- 20 - a mess
- 20 - Found this old poem
- 21 - At the end of the day
- 21 - Tamara Tattles
- 22 - Dear Chad,
- 23 - doing the damn thing
- 24 - Employee of the month
- 24 - never pointless
- 25 - So best night ever...until ..
- 26 - First time for everything
- 26 - Smile sidewalk prophets
- 27 - last night
- 27 - Mom is in the hospital
- 28 - So about last night..
- 29 - Saturday night/Sunday
- 30 - So I was sitting in the ..
- 30 - He's back
- 30 - Evening text
- 31 - He is so funny
- February 2023
- 01 - Tuesday night
- 01 - Want me to pamper you?
- 01 - He's a tease
- 01 - Mindless game/naked ass
- 02 - last night was lit!
- 02 - 9pm clock in
- 03 - Bonus
- 03 - Great start to the weekend
- 03 - Call me Miss Cleo
- 03 - 150 days
- 04 - promise of more
- 04 - Givers and takers
- 04 - need advice
- 04 - So I am so not getting ..
- 04 - and again
- 05 - Last night
- 06 - I am just happy
- 06 - not trying to brag...
- 07 - so I wasn't fake all along
- 08 - big buildup
- 08 - early long shift today
- 09 - snack time
- 09 - Feedback
- 09 - What's the best thing to ..
- 10 - My dearest Mike,
- 10 - text
- 10 - Wonderful day
- 11 - feeling so peaceful
- 11 - Diary promp
- 12 - I get it now
- 12 - Tease pic
- 12 - hyper
- 12 - Best thing about the super ..
- 13 - My love is home and all is ..
- 14 - Happy Valentine's Day
- 15 - why did the chicken cross ..
- 15 - Actual chickens crossing ..
- 15 - Work was super busy today, ..
- 15 - When was the last time you ..
- 16 - feedback
- 17 - I will
- 17 - Round 1
- 18 - I think he broke me
- 18 - Pain level at a 3 now
- 19 - alarm
- 19 - I got my warm heart hugs, ..
- 20 - Someone asked me how I knew ..
- 21 - My brain is all over the ..
- 22 - Mike told me when I got ..
- 22 - 10 more years
- 23 - Finding 'my people' is ..
- 23 - syntribated
- 24 - So last night was so worth ..
- 25 - Bout to be super fit up in ..
- 26 - text from Mike
- 26 - Fancy dinner
- 27 - dessert
- 28 - Yesterday at work around ..
- 28 - Dear Mike,
- March 2023
- 01 - Work sucked yesterday, I ..
- 02 - work project
- 03 - Work yesterday was a great ..
- 04 - So this whole new living a ..
- 04 - He wasn't mad that I fell ..
- 05 - So yesterday was a perfect ..
- 06 - So the slight change of ..
- 06 - I just realized how ..
- 07 - When I got home Mike was ..
- 07 - insatiable
- 08 - I was right as he did wake ..
- 09 - Part of my recovery is to ..
- 10 - Yesterday at work was a fun ..
- 11 - Yesterday on the way to ..
- 11 - Best Husband of the Year
- 12 - Amazing night
- 12 - I am feeling so ..
- 12 - Weird how the past randomly ..
- 13 - So I didn't end up having ..
- 14 - Adults during the day, ..
- 15 - 1 more day until our ..
- 16 - Happy 9th Anniversary to ..
- 16 - So plan B
- 17 - Last night was FIRE!!! ..
- 18 - I am off to a late start ..
- 19 - Mike had to run back to the ..
- 20 - Yesterday's visit with ..
- 21 - Yesterday 6 people called ..
- 22 - Yesterday was a boring day ..
- 23 - Every one at work is ..
- 24 - So I caught the 'fake' ..
- 25 - I ended up calling off work ..
- 25 - Spent the day sleeping and ..
- 26 - So Mike ended up getting ..
- 27 - I have to go to work since ..
- 28 - Yesterday at work started ..
- 29 - So last night I stopped at ..
- 29 - I didn't lie
- 30 - The things he says to me, ..
- 31 - what is your secret desire
- April 2023
- 01 - yesterday at work sucked, I ..
- 02 - Yesterday was actually one ..
- 02 - Change of plans, instead of ..
- 03 - Spent the day with my ..
- 03 - Monday is over...
- 04 - Instead of anything else ..
- 04 - salesman
- 05 - Ok, so I am totally greedy ..
- 05 - no heat
- 05 - The 'In your face ..
- 05 - my little dance
- 06 - Score for the day~
- 07 - Our new norm is sucky, he ..
- 08 - At work yesterday my bosses ..
- 09 - My Saturday โค๏ธ
- 09 - My Easter ๐ฃ
- 10 - So I am sitting here just ..
- 11 - Yesterday at work I ..
- 12 - 8:45pm Tuesday
- 13 - "You created this ..
- 14 - He is my person
- 14 - The weekend is finally ..
- 15 - So yeah, last night was ..
- 16 - Not all sunshine and ..
- 16 - Dear Mike โค๏ธ๐งก
- 17 - magic number 4
- 18 - Whirlwind day
- 19 - 'She is not your ..
- 19 - marriage is back on track
- 20 - who do you write for?
- 21 - Today I put my rings back ..
- 22 - there was stuff inside~
- 23 - like a movie
- 24 - His reason โค๏ธ
- 25 - morning visitor
- 25 - If something bothered your ..
- 26 - I am a mess ..
- 26 - Feeling dead inside
- 27 - thank you
- 28 - Last night Kimberlee ..
- 28 - this is why
- 29 - date night
- 29 - My daughter called off work ..
- 30 - I have spent the whole ..
- 30 - 5 things
- May 2023
- 01 - So round 2 happened and ..
- 02 - Work sucked, it was a ..
- 03 - So my beautiful long pink ..
- 03 - I got it!!!!!!
- 03 - He does read my diary, I ..
- 04 - manipulation with words
- 04 - Remember who you are
- 05 - 90 day review
- 05 - take it up with HR
- 06 - He took it up with HR ..
- 06 - Date night
- 06 - I was pampered
- 07 - most perfect morning
- 08 - Night off?
- 09 - Life is a game
- 09 - patterns
- 10 - Amazing
- 10 - Yesterday was the most ..
- 11 - Yesterday was the most ..
- 11 - Another successful day of ..
- 12 - manipulation fail
- 12 - manifesting, this shit works
- 13 - So last night was ..
- 13 - Around 11:45 Mike text me ..
- 13 - One day at a time
- 13 - So earlier was a false ..
- 14 - Happy Mother's Day
- 14 - Another test
- 14 - Orange doesn't look good on ..
- 15 - more little tests
- 15 - "it keeps hitting me"
- 16 - The 3am calling
- 17 - One day at a time
- 17 - So I was totally hoping ..
- 18 - Peace begins within~
- 19 - So yesterday was a super ..
- 20 - Friday night date night is ..
- 20 - Just try it
- 20 - Great weekend already!
- 21 - For the first time ever I ..
- 21 - I'm spoiled!
- 21 - Tease
- 21 - So last night was fire, as ..
- 22 - wow
- 22 - I am already famous โค๏ธ
- 22 - everything comes to me ..
- 23 - Yesterday morning during my ..
- 23 - I always have...
- 24 - I don't want to even deal ..
- 24 - Our standing Tuesday night ..
- 25 - When I got home from work, ..
- 26 - I am super big into this ..
- 26 - Tomorrow is the day! OMG I ..
- 27 - I had a 'test' ..
- 27 - Overwhelmed with emotion
- 28 - Last night was amazing~ I ..
- 29 - Guess you have to be super ..
- 29 - In my life time I have ..
- 30 - shining bright in Heaven
- 30 - Fairy tale ๐งโโ๏ธ
- 30 - Back to reality today, it ..
- 31 - I did have a good talk with ..
- 31 - So work reminded me a lot ..
- June 2023
- 01 - I am unsure of how to ..
- 02 - Yesterday after I forced ..
- 02 - I am going to start calling ..
- 02 - Waiting
- 03 - So Mike pulled in and even ..
- 03 - Pool party was a success. I ..
- 04 - Loved last night beyond my ..
- 04 - Kim had to work at 1 today ..
- 05 - Right after I posted the ..
- 06 - Not bad for a Monday, work ..
- 07 - I am so excited, tomorrow ..
- 07 - Quick entry
- 08 - Yesterday was a day of ..
- 09 - Hello Darkness, my old ..
- 10 - Feeling much better, it was ..
- 11 - Yesterday was warm, but the ..
- 12 - The weekend is over and ..
- 13 - So my search for money ..
- 13 - So I know I said I was ..
- 14 - So thankful that I 'got ..
- 15 - I am super rich! I dumped ..
- 15 - So there was no rainbow on ..
- 16 - I am having a super hard ..
- 17 - Don't focus on the storm
- 18 - Happy Father's day! My ..
- 18 - Dear R
- 18 - So, just thinking about ..
- 18 - My sister just text that ..
- 18 - Dear Les,
- 19 - Yesterday was such a ..
- 20 - Work was boring but ..
- 20 - Today at work was an ..
- 21 - Feel like I just need to go ..
- 22 - I obviously survived the ..
- 23 - So while I am sure stuff ..
- 23 - Yellow birds
- 24 - Yesterday was a blow ..
- 24 - I have a date! I have a ..
- 25 - Date night was a blast, we ..
- 25 - I am
- 26 - I woke up this morning at ..
- 27 - Work right now is ..
- 27 - Mama bears rise!
- 28 - Even though I remain calm, ..
- 28 - I was able to hear my ..
- 29 - He who shall remain unnamed ..
- 30 - Last night was amazing as ..
- July 2023
- 01 - On the job front, I did get ..
- 02 - Mike comes home today, I am ..
- 02 - So I pulled up my big girl ..
- 03 - Mike is home and all is ..
- 04 - Happy 4th of July ๐ ๐
- 04 - OMG I said there would be ..
- 04 - This has been the best 4th ..
- 05 - I am so confused on what ..
- 06 - Some things never change... ..
- 07 - So I totally put on my adhd ..
- 10 - I had a great mini ..
- 11 - Running way behind today, ..
- 12 - Today I am feeling blessed ..
- 13 - Tomorrow is payday and Kid ..
- 13 - Jack-o-lantern
- 14 - Mentally, yesterday was one ..
- 15 - Last night's concert was a ..
- 16 - Last night we got to the ..
- 17 - So I am actually not sure ..
- 18 - my visit
- 19 - I am feeling better but ..
- 20 - reconnection
- 21 - So.....the universe decided ..
- 22 - Before I left for work ..
- 23 - My heart is so full right ..
- 23 - Snoop dog and Wiz Khalifa
- 24 - Well Snoop Dog can still ..
- 25 - Yesterday at work started ..
- 26 - I am not sure how I am ..
- 27 - My peace was broken ..
- 28 - So, just for record ..
- 29 - Seeing red
- 30 - My heart has honestly never ..
- 31 - spirit animal
- August 2023
- 01 - So yesterday, while I was ..
- 01 - My daughter sent me a text ..
- 02 - This morning I am having a ..
- 02 - This morning I am having a ..
- 03 - My Princess finally is back ..
- 03 - no sign
- 04 - The only thing that ..
- 04 - my sign
- 05 - There was not a round 2 ..
- 06 - Had the most wonderful ..
- 07 - So we survived the walk in ..
- 08 - Probably one of the best ..
- 09 - So this little sweet baby ..
- 09 - Today was an amazing day, ..
- 10 - Both Kim and R have a hard ..
- 11 - Date night
- 12 - Thursday when my boss left ..
- 12 - So I am not sure if Mike is ..
- 13 - I woke to a morning text ..
- 14 - Today's question is WHY ..
- 15 - So far 2023 has been my ..
- 16 - I can look at myself over ..
- 16 - Desert Road by Casting ..
- 17 - Jelly Roll...again!!!!! So ..
- 19 - So the Jelly Roll concert ..
- 19 - distractions
- 19 - I went and visited with my ..
- 20 - When Mike walked in he was ..
- 21 - yet
- 22 - So these steroids are ..
- 22 - So I didn't end up ..
- 23 - I guess they are finally ..
- 24 - I have one more day of work ..
- 25 - My first day of my little ..
- 28 - The tubing/camping trip was ..
- 29 - Mike comes home today, my ..
- 29 - Went and lit the candle for ..
- 30 - I was right, it was fire! ..
- 30 - I was right, it was fire! ..
- 31 - Do we ever really know ..
- September 2023
- 01 - Today's blessing โค๏ธ
- 02 - My car drives like a champ ..
- 03 - 98.2% of the time
- 04 - Quick entry
- 05 - Back to reality. I had a ..
- 06 - Today's my ๐ ๐ฅณ ๐ ๐
- 07 - I did it, and I am so proud ..
- 08 - So I have been using tiktok ..
- 09 - one year ago
- 10 - Yesterday was a great day, ..
- 11 - Yesterday started with Kim ..
- 13 - I missed writing yesterday ..
- 13 - Dear Mike,
- 14 - Yesterday was a great day. ..
- 15 - counting my blessings
- 15 - Still haven't heard ..
- 15 - Everything went great!!! ..
- 16 - 375 days!
- 16 - I had told Mike to think ..
- 17 - All I can remember is when ..
- 18 - So last night was insane! ..
- 19 - So work was great ..
- 20 - Mike had the day off and ..
- 21 - I may or may not have just ..
- 22 - Ok, so I feel totally ..
- 23 - According to Tiktok (for ..
- 24 - Hello Darkness, my old ..
- 25 - I woke up this morning ..
- 26 - Work was just a day, ..
- 27 - So I kind of, well I think ..
- 28 - Mike ended up feeling ..
- 28 - I've seen love come ..
- 29 - Yesterday's doctor visit ..
- 30 - So the headache never went ..
- October 2023
- 01 - So I was able to get a shit ..
- 01 - Wow that entry made me ..
- 02 - So I had the last 3 days ..
- 03 - Yesterday was a great day, ..
- 04 - 393 days today! Wasn't ..
- 05 - Yesterday actually was a ..
- 06 - So I got to sit in a ..
- 07 - We stayed up later last ..
- 08 - I ended up working for ..
- 09 - tell my why my little cat ..
- 10 - Hyped myself up for Monday ..
- 11 - Yesterday went by without a ..
- 11 - 400 days norco free ..
- 12 - This sinus shit can fuck ..
- 13 - I feel like I am being ..
- 14 - yesterday was my limit. ..
- 15 - I had a nice relaxing day ..
- 16 - So yesterday was my 1 year ..
- 17 - I don't have ADHD I have ..
- 18 - Work yesterday was a ..
- 19 - Yesterday I was almost back ..
- 20 - Mike left until Sunday and ..
- 21 - I have learned something ..
- 23 - Super great weekend, we did ..
- 24 - So yesterday started at a ..
- 25 - I was sitting here this ..
- 26 - just stop
- 26 - I'm getting ready
- 27 - I heard a rumor. So ..
- 28 - We didn't end up going to ..
- 29 - So I am not even sure how ..
- 30 - fight at work
- 31 - Tiktok is good for ..
- November 2023
- 01 - Happy First day of ..
- 02 - Tell me why I can spend ..
- 03 - Not even a minute after I ..
- 04 - There was no drama at work, ..
- 04 - leftover residue......found ..
- 05 - Not just because he is a ..
- 06 - Kim said she ended up ..
- 07 - I will forever be that girl ..
- 08 - Rocked it out at work ..
- 09 - The concert was amazing, I ..
- 10 - A surprise visitor stopped ..
- 11 - I am being mind fucked this ..
- 12 - I ended up just going with ..
- 13 - Spent the whole day with ..
- 14 - Emotional hangover
- 16 - Life has been moving pretty ..
- 17 - I did end up leaving work ..
- 18 - Queen for the day!
- 19 - Super nice relaxing ..
- 20 - Weekend is over, back to ..
- 21 - I got to work with the most ..
- 21 - magical robe
- 23 - It's Thanksgiving! Work ..
- 24 - 444
- 25 - Mike never did call and ..
- 26 - emotional damage
- 26 - unresolved issues. I can ..
- 27 - Mike finally woke up from ..
- 28 - Mike is taking another day ..
- 29 - I am going to play a game ..

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Starting over...and by that, I mean I have several diaries on here but can't remember a damn password to one of them. All of them were wrote at different times of my life so I had different emails, I don't even remember to check my current email let alone one I had in 2008. I am not going to hide who I was; I am only focusing on who I am and who I'm going to be. I started on here as Rimberlee, then I think Rimberlee2, then I think Lavendarlilac...so you can see I am pretty original with the titles. Anyways, I have to start writing again.
