katheros
Slowly descending into madness
2021
- September 2021
- 26 - Switching
- October 2021
- 09 - What even
- November 2021
- 11 - Relaxing
- 13 - Own me
- 14 - You
- 15 - Hide n seek
- 16 - Change
- 19 - Audacity
- 21 - Unconfessed
- 22 - Regret
- 22 - Nicotine and rumor
- 23 - Friends with benefits
- 27 - Dard and not so disco
- December 2021
- 02 - Should see a therapist?
- 02 - Marriage as punishment
- 03 - Hollow and death
- 03 - Hibernate?
- 04 - Panic
- 05 - Expelled
- 05 - Dream part 2 - Penguin ..
- 06 - Weather
- 08 - Self sabotage
- 11 - Lethargic
- 13 - Year ending viva and thus ..
- 16 - Want to scream
- 20 - Good days busy days
- 31 - Lack of empathy
2022
- January 2022
- 18 - Pregnancy scare and other ..
- 30 - Dandelions
- 30 - Penguin dreams
- February 2022
- 03 - Opportunities
- 15 - Pedophilia, friendship & ..
- 16 - Penguin reality?
- 21 - I'd like to be left alone
- 22 - High and dry
- 24 - Weakling and the stars
- 28 - Hummingbird
- 28 - Weed eyes
- March 2022
- 01 - No one cares.
- 03 - First time weed
- 06 - Less shitposting more ..
- 09 - Love, the baffling emotion
- 10 - Ishtar Awakens in Chicago ..
- 11 - Friendship (1)
- 17 - Edibles - what I felt
- 18 - Diary prompt
- 19 - Sickness & nightmares
- 20 - Sickness & optimism
- 22 - No name no face
- 22 - Why is Penguin so fucking ..
- 23 - Numb
- 24 - Miss
- 24 - Selfish/reckless
- 25 - FOMO- 3PM
- 26 - Welcome- to- unemployment
- 27 - Make-up to make up
- 28 - Dye lasts more than love
- 29 - Obsession - Spring days
- 30 - Nothing important.
- April 2022
- 04 - It's 5 am my eyes are ..
- 08 - Traumablock (1)
- 11 - Eek
- 13 - Library talk/The killing ..
- 14 - পহেলা বৈশাখ
- 15 - Nightmares and revisiting ..
- 15 - Moon is a cliche
- 16 - Human analysis (1)
- 16 - Never mind 😔
- 17 - Diary prompt (3)
- 17 - I feel better
- 17 - Diary prompt (2)
- 18 - Toxic & manipulative
- 19 - Issues & death wish
- 19 - Peace & conflict
- 20 - Diary prompt 4
- 21 - Yours to hold - skillet
- 21 - Sleepover
- 22 - :(((
- 22 - Playlist
- 23 - Nerdy beans
- 23 - Mhm xD
- 24 - Please help
- 28 - Pretentious business grads ..
- 29 - Thievery
- May 2022
- 01 - Room 203 (Horror genre)
- 02 - Nightmares origin
- 03 - Crush?
- 03 - A very happy Eid day
- 04 - Pure disgust
- 05 - ষ এবং অন্যান্য
- 06 - Rumours/Folding clothes
- 07 - My lips belong to someone ..
- 07 - Diary prompt (5)
- 09 - Birth control pills - ..
- 09 - Dream part N - penguin ..
- 09 - I just want to grow flowers ..
- 10 - Vape, cigarettes and joints
- 11 - Note to myself
- 13 - I like to win
- 13 - Done
- 13 - Validation and expectations
- 14 - Dream part n- penguin
- 15 - Weird asf
- 15 - Euphoria
- 16 - Meh
- 16 - Euphoria season 2 episode 5
- 17 - Fuck my life. I can't ..
- 18 - Strangers with kindness
- 19 - I hate everything about BBA
- 20 - Tired
- 20 - টার্ম পেপার, কুইজ, ..
- 21 - Diary prompt (6)/ conflict ..
- 21 - Dilemma
- 22 - Insanity
- 22 - Fun fact about me: I ..
- 23 - Stalker
- 23 - Why I shouldn’t text
- 25 - ভাল্লাগেনা
- 26 - AvoidRafa - overwriting ..
- 28 - Love will come through
- 30 - Hearing one's voice ..
- 31 - I think my heart will ..
- June 2022
- 02 - Shows left to watch
- 02 - Move on
- 03 - Degrading kink
- 03 - No alternative so I wait
- 04 - Change
- 05 - Insecurities about other men
- 08 - Fuck this shit
- 09 - Wins & goodness
- 10 - Angenta
- 11 - Soup tasted like shit
- 12 - Diary prompt (7)
- 17 - I wish I could control ..
- 17 - LSD
- 18 - Bleeding
- 19 - I miss him and I want to ..
- 23 - Love, death, robot
- 25 - Dreams and insecurities
- 25 - Stranger things season 4
- 26 - I miss him. I miss talking ..
- 26 - Worth it
- 27 - All the things he said
- 29 - I don't know myself anymore
- 29 - Cassie's perspective
- July 2022
- 03 - Nice day?
- 05 - Fifth of July
- 06 - Writing, marketing, cooking ..
- 07 - Fun fact: if Jamie Campbell ..
- 10 - Against all odds
- 11 - PS I love you
- 12 - Freedom or loneliness
- 13 - Eh
- 17 - Love life update: I love ..
- 18 - The kiss by Klimt
- 20 - Why do you cry? We’re all ..
- 20 - Hopeless
- 23 - How do you know I'm going ..
- 24 - Update on sexuality
- 28 - Confession 1
- 28 - Monpura
- 30 - Indecisive
- August 2022
- 03 - Hyper sexuality
- 04 - Problem with Bangla songs ..
- 13 - Dodging bullets
- 18 - It's a beautiful day ..
- 20 - PMDD strikes again
- 25 - 15 days of Euphoria
- 26 - I don’t understand one ..
- 27 - Happening
- 27 - He wrote - what makes me ..
- 28 - Say no to edibles and joint
- 30 - Took the high road
- 30 - Love life update: I'm ..
- September 2022
- 01 - 1st day of September
- 02 - Being a good person is ..
- 03 - Just found out something ..
- 03 - I don't want to sob like a ..
- 04 - I've actually gotten past ..
- 05 - Stalkerish behaviour??
- 08 - Random
- 09 - Aye I feel good
- 13 - I put myself through hell
- 14 - Burning bridges
- 14 - There's one thing I'm ..
- 16 - Jerry's vulnerability and ..
- 18 - Concert- ICCB
- 19 - Simpler times.
- 19 - Hehe
- 23 - Sore throat and ..
- 24 - The idea is to live and ..
- 25 - Another one
- 26 - Nothing but two words. Fuck ..
- 26 - I wish I could hold some ..
- 26 - Promise
- 27 - I had a really nice dream. ..
- 28 - Went to Rustic today with ..
- 30 - All I ever do is, think ..
- October 2022
- 02 - কি এক ঝড়, সে যে থামবে কবে? ..
- 05 - I just want to talk about ..
- 06 - I am such an embarrassing ..
- 07 - I wanna be with himI ..
- 11 - So I was listening to dekho ..
- 11 - It's going to take a while ..
- 13 - Never getting married 🤢
- 14 - Concert - Karnival - MIST
- 16 - I've been working since ..
- 16 - তুমি নেই, তুমি নেই, তুমি ..
- 17 - Aaaaaaaaa
- 18 - Just when you think that ..
- 18 - I did a very bad thing to ..
- 20 - If I had 48 hours instead ..
- 21 - Penguin dream (∞)
- 22 - JEKYLL AND HYDE
- 24 - I bought myself an anti ..
- 24 - Should I call him and make ..
- 24 - Make out and anti cutter ..
- 26 - Hello world, I'm a control ..
- 27 - tick tick tick
- 27 - I did a bad thing. ..
- 28 - Hey it's Delilah
- 29 - End of one love
- 31 - I'm the smoke to my high
- November 2022
- 01 - Blood in my mouth
- 01 - Rudro told me ..
- 05 - I'm in love with him. And ..
- 09 - The first time in my life, ..
- 16 - Oh my God I'm so ..
- 17 - Missing me, missing life
- 17 - Sage - big deal
- 21 - First Uber moto
- 25 - I absolutely hate not ..
- 27 - Match and more
- December 2022
- 01 - ডিসেম্বরের শহরে
- 03 - Alexa, play tired by Adele
- 05 - I have killed a man, his ..
- 09 - Unnecessary Rambles at 3am
- 14 - Omfg only 6 hours left!!!! ..
- 23 - Aphrodite's back in town
- 25 - Someone teach me how to ..
- 27 - যাবো মেঘের দেশে
- 30 - Dhaka Rockfest & Art ..
- 31 - তুমি নেই, তুমি ছিলেনা কখনো
2023
- January 2023
- 02 - PMS drove me nuts this time
- 03 - Omg already tired of this ..
- 04 - Love me, hug me, squeeze me ..
- 04 - তুমি আবার আসবে কখন ..
- 05 - Killing myself accidentally ..
- 06 - I have a magical pussy
- 09 - I'm planning on running ..
- 12 - Oh God, everything is ..
- 13 - GPA and stolen ideas
- 16 - Mommy issues
- 16 - I want to keep this sunset ..
- 17 - What do I do about Penguin?
- 18 - Best thing that has been ..
- 20 - Un poco loco
- 21 - Neverending dreams
- 22 - The block and unblock game ..
- 23 - Using sex to harm self
- 24 - Animated movies and rumours ..
- 25 - Diary promt
- 26 - Agony, coping mechanisms, ..
- 31 - This or that?
- February 2023
- 01 - animated movies short ..
- 02 - Unnecessary rambles
- 03 - Scream. Frustration. Square ..
- 10 - Dear Penguin
- 11 - Ok new day new celebrity ..
- 12 - I really thought I was I'm ..
- 12 - Diary promt
- 16 - First day of Spring
- 21 - *screams in agony*
- 27 - Scars on mental health
- March 2023
- 01 - Trips and tricks
- 04 - How time flies. It's like ..
- 08 - A relaxing day, after a ..
- 14 - New crush at work
- 18 - To kill and to save
- 21 - Everyday I try to write ..
- 23 - FwB turning into more than ..
- 25 - Little death and little ..
- April 2023
- 08 - Masochism
- 09 - Karnival Bhrom
- 10 - Leeches and whores
- 15 - পহেলা বৈশাখ & a new crush
- 20 - Say yes to heaven
- 23 - An unstable person with an ..
- 29 - অপেক্ষা
- May 2023
- 04 - May Fool
- 10 - My line manager is so cute, ..
- 23 - How long, how crazy
- 25 - Cigarette breaks and my ex ..
- 29 - Do you know how much I love ..
- June 2023
- 06 - His pain, his breakdowns
- 12 - Weekend sucked but me happy
- 14 - Alexa play stressed out
- 18 - Love me like I love you
- 19 - Maybe I am dreaming
- 25 - Healing and bossgirl era
- 28 - Late nights in the middle ..
- July 2023
- 03 - Wire framing
- 03 - Poof - gone
- 04 - I'm in exile seeing you out
- 05 - July wont be kind
- 07 - How long do I need to ..
- 09 - Stressed and loved
- 12 - Award gala & emptiness
- 14 - Sorry
- 20 - Butterflies in my stomach
- 21 - So tired of pretending
- 25 - Nostalgia and revenge in ..
- 28 - Happy night
- 29 - Overcame reader's block
- August 2023
- 02 - Invisibility cloak
- 05 - The very old depression ..
- 11 - Pathetically poly
- 25 - Tasu says
- 31 - Suicide murder and other ..
- September 2023
- 10 - Fun fact: T. Swift
- 18 - Diary promt n?
- 23 - Straight man's butt play
- 24 - No fall just autumn
- October 2023
- 05 - Crush
- 22 - I wish I could tell someone ..
- 24 - Stories and histories
- 27 - I love hard but I get ..
- 31 - To die alone, to exist ..
- December 2023
- 04 - Lover era

katheros
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About:
You're dealing with a PMDD patient here. So my emotions are strong and I need to vent somewhere. This piece of diary/blog is also how I track my growth. I try to be completely honest about everything here. And I try to accept the grossest part of me. I want to be in peace with myself so first part is acceptance. So here I am, writing so I can accept myself.
Oh. A bit of personal details you're looking for hm?
Age: 24
Nationality: Bangladeshi
Pronouns: I really don't give a shit but yall care a lot.
Gender: F
What else do you wanna know about a person you don't care to know about?
Nature mesmerizes me. Loud noise and bright lights give me migraine. I try to stay busy most of the time. Oh, I'm both surprised and tired by life at the same time.
This hands down is the best bio I've ever written for myself in my whole life.
And oh, I am obsessed with changing my usernames. I went by a lot of names over the course of 2 years. What's life without whims?
