Halcón
Slowly descending into madness
2021
- September 2021
- 26 - Switching
- October 2021
- 09 - What even
- November 2021
- 11 - Relaxing
- 13 - Own me
- 14 - You
- 15 - Hide n seek
- 16 - Change
- 19 - Audacity
- 21 - Unconfessed
- 22 - Regret
- 22 - Nicotine and rumor
- 23 - Friends with benefits
- 27 - Dard and not so disco
- December 2021
- 02 - Should see a therapist?
- 02 - Marriage as punishment
- 03 - Hollow and death
- 03 - Hibernate?
- 04 - Panic
- 05 - Expelled
- 05 - Dream part 2 - Penguin ..
- 06 - Weather
- 08 - Self sabotage
- 11 - Lethargic
- 13 - Year ending viva and thus ..
- 16 - Want to scream
- 20 - Good days busy days
- 31 - Lack of empathy
2022
- January 2022
- 18 - Pregnancy scare and other ..
- 30 - Dandelions
- 30 - Penguin dreams
- February 2022
- 03 - Opportunities
- 15 - Pedophilia, friendship & ..
- 16 - Penguin reality?
- 21 - I'd like to be left alone
- 22 - High and dry
- 24 - Weakling and the stars
- 28 - Hummingbird
- 28 - Weed eyes
- March 2022
- 01 - No one cares.
- 03 - First time weed
- 06 - Less shitposting more ..
- 09 - Love, the baffling emotion
- 10 - Ishtar Awakens in Chicago ..
- 11 - Friendship (1)
- 17 - Edibles - what I felt
- 18 - Diary prompt
- 19 - Sickness & nightmares
- 20 - Sickness & optimism
- 22 - No name no face
- 22 - Why is Penguin so fucking ..
- 23 - Numb
- 24 - Miss
- 24 - Selfish/reckless
- 25 - FOMO- 3PM
- 26 - Welcome- to- unemployment
- 27 - Make-up to make up
- 28 - Dye lasts more than love
- 29 - Obsession - Spring days
- 30 - Nothing important.
- April 2022
- 04 - It's 5 am my eyes are ..
- 08 - Traumablock (1)
- 11 - Eek
- 13 - Library talk/The killing ..
- 14 - পহেলা বৈশাখ
- 15 - Nightmares and revisiting ..
- 15 - Moon is a cliche
- 16 - Human analysis (1)
- 16 - Never mind 😔
- 17 - Diary prompt (3)
- 17 - I feel better
- 17 - Diary prompt (2)
- 18 - Toxic & manipulative
- 19 - Issues & death wish
- 19 - Peace & conflict
- 20 - Diary prompt 4
- 21 - Yours to hold - skillet
- 21 - Sleepover
- 22 - :(((
- 22 - Playlist
- 23 - Nerdy beans
- 23 - Mhm xD
- 24 - Please help
- 24 - Kisses full of poison
- 28 - Pretentious business grads ..
- 29 - Thievery
- May 2022
- 01 - Room 203 (Horror genre)
- 02 - Nightmares origin
- 03 - Crush?
- 03 - A very happy Eid day
- 04 - Pure disgust
- 05 - ষ এবং অন্যান্য
- 06 - Rumours/Folding clothes
- 07 - My lips belong to someone ..
- 07 - Diary prompt (5)
- 09 - Birth control pills - ..
- 09 - Dream part N - penguin ..
- 09 - I just want to grow flowers ..
- 10 - Vape, cigarettes and joints
- 11 - Note to myself
- 13 - I like to win
- 13 - Done
- 13 - Validation and expectations
- 14 - Dream part n- penguin
- 15 - Weird asf
- 15 - Euphoria
- 16 - Meh
- 16 - Euphoria season 2 episode 5
- 17 - Fuck my life. I can't ..
- 18 - Strangers with kindness
- 19 - I hate everything about BBA
- 20 - Tired
- 20 - টার্ম পেপার, কুইজ, ..
- 21 - Diary prompt (6)/ conflict ..
- 21 - Dilemma
- 22 - Insanity
- 22 - Fun fact about me: I ..
- 23 - Stalker
- 23 - Why I shouldn’t text
- 25 - ভাল্লাগেনা
- 26 - AvoidRafa - overwriting ..
- 28 - Love will come through
- 30 - Hearing one's voice ..
- 31 - I think my heart will ..
- June 2022
- 02 - Shows left to watch
- 02 - Move on
- 03 - Degrading kink
- 03 - No alternative so I wait
- 04 - Change
- 05 - Insecurities about other men
- 08 - Fuck this shit
- 09 - Wins & goodness
- 10 - Angenta
- 11 - Soup tasted like shit
- 12 - Diary prompt (7)
- 17 - I wish I could control ..
- 17 - LSD
- 18 - Bleeding
- 19 - I miss him and I want to ..
- 23 - Love, death, robot
- 25 - Dreams and insecurities
- 25 - Stranger things season 4
- 26 - I miss him. I miss talking ..
- 26 - Worth it
- 27 - All the things he said
- 29 - I don't know myself anymore
- 29 - Cassie's perspective
- July 2022
- 03 - Nice day?
- 05 - Fifth of July
- 06 - Writing, marketing, cooking ..
- 07 - Fun fact: if Jamie Campbell ..
- 10 - Against all odds
- 11 - PS I love you
- 12 - Freedom or loneliness
- 13 - Eh
- 16 - Personality tests
- 17 - Love life update: I love ..
- 18 - The kiss by Klimt
- 20 - Why do you cry? We’re all ..
- 20 - Hopeless
- 23 - How do you know I'm going ..
- 24 - Update on sexuality
- 28 - Confession 1
- 28 - Monpura
- 30 - Indecisive
- August 2022
- 03 - Hyper sexuality
- 04 - Problem with Bangla songs ..
- 13 - Dodging bullets
- 18 - It's a beautiful day ..
- 20 - PMDD strikes again
- 25 - 15 days of Euphoria
- 26 - I don’t understand one ..
- 27 - Happening
- 27 - He wrote - what makes me ..
- 28 - Say no to edibles and joint
- 30 - Took the high road
- 30 - Love life update: I'm ..
- September 2022
- 01 - 1st day of September
- 02 - Being a good person is ..
- 03 - Just found out something ..
- 03 - I don't want to sob like a ..
- 04 - I've actually gotten past ..
- 05 - Stalkerish behaviour??
- 08 - Random
- 09 - Aye I feel good
- 13 - I put myself through hell
- 14 - Burning bridges
- 14 - There's one thing I'm ..
- 16 - Jerry's vulnerability and ..
- 18 - Concert- ICCB
- 19 - Simpler times.
- 19 - Hehe
- 23 - Sore throat and ..
- 24 - The idea is to live and ..
- 25 - Another one
- 26 - Nothing but two words. Fuck ..
- 26 - I wish I could hold some ..
- 26 - Promise
- 27 - I had a really nice dream. ..
- 28 - Went to Rustic today with ..
- 30 - All I ever do is, think ..
- October 2022
- 02 - কি এক ঝড়, সে যে থামবে কবে? ..
- 05 - I just want to talk about ..
- 06 - I am such an embarrassing ..
- 07 - I wanna be with himI ..
- 11 - So I was listening to dekho ..
- 11 - It's going to take a while ..
- 13 - Never getting married 🤢
- 14 - Concert - Karnival - MIST
- 16 - I've been working since ..
- 16 - তুমি নেই, তুমি নেই, তুমি ..
- 17 - Aaaaaaaaa
- 18 - Just when you think that ..
- 18 - I did a very bad thing to ..
- 20 - If I had 48 hours instead ..
- 21 - Penguin dream (∞)
- 22 - JEKYLL AND HYDE
- 24 - I bought myself an anti ..
- 24 - Should I call him and make ..
- 24 - Make out and anti cutter ..
- 26 - Hello world, I'm a control ..
- 27 - tick tick tick
- 27 - I did a bad thing. ..
- 28 - Hey it's Delilah
- 29 - End of one love
- 31 - I'm the smoke to my high
- November 2022
- 01 - Blood in my mouth
- 01 - Rudro told me ..
- 05 - I'm in love with him. And ..
- 09 - The first time in my life, ..
- 16 - Oh my God I'm so ..
- 17 - Missing me, missing life
- 17 - Sage - big deal
- 21 - First Uber moto
- 25 - I absolutely hate not ..
- 27 - Match and more
- December 2022
- 01 - ডিসেম্বরের শহরে
- 03 - Alexa, play tired by Adele
- 05 - I have killed a man, his ..
- 09 - Unnecessary Rambles at 3am
- 14 - Omfg only 6 hours left!!!! ..
- 23 - Aphrodite's back in town
- 25 - Someone teach me how to ..
- 27 - যাবো মেঘের দেশে
- 30 - Dhaka Rockfest & Art ..
- 31 - তুমি নেই, তুমি ছিলেনা কখনো
2023
- January 2023
- 02 - PMS drove me nuts this time
- 03 - Omg already tired of this ..
- 04 - Love me, hug me, squeeze me ..
- 04 - তুমি আবার আসবে কখন ..
- 05 - Killing myself accidentally ..
- 06 - I have a magical pussy
- 09 - I'm planning on running ..
- 10 - Penguin dreams and Sushmit ..
- 12 - Oh God, everything is ..
- 13 - GPA and stolen ideas
- 16 - Mommy issues
- 16 - I want to keep this sunset ..
- 17 - What do I do about Penguin?
- 18 - Best thing that has been ..
- 20 - Un poco loco
- 21 - Neverending dreams
- 22 - The block and unblock game ..
- 23 - Using sex to harm self
- 24 - Animated movies and rumours ..
- 25 - Diary promt
- 26 - Agony, coping mechanisms, ..
- 31 - This or that?
- February 2023
- 01 - animated movies short ..
- 02 - Unnecessary rambles
- 03 - Scream. Frustration. Square ..
- 10 - Dear Penguin
- 11 - Ok new day new celebrity ..
- 12 - I really thought I was I'm ..
- 12 - Diary promt
- 16 - First day of Spring
- 21 - *screams in agony*
- 27 - Scars on mental health
- March 2023
- 01 - Trips and tricks
- 04 - How time flies. It's like ..
- 08 - A relaxing day, after a ..
- 14 - New crush at work
- 18 - To kill and to save
- 21 - Everyday I try to write ..
- 23 - FwB turning into more than ..
- 25 - Little death and little ..
- April 2023
- 08 - Masochism
- 09 - Karnival Bhrom
- 10 - Leeches and whores
- 15 - পহেলা বৈশাখ & a new crush
- 20 - Say yes to heaven
- 23 - An unstable person with an ..
- 29 - অপেক্ষা
- May 2023
- 01 - Jim told me that, he hit me ..
- 04 - May Fool
- 10 - My line manager is so cute, ..
- 23 - How long, how crazy
- 25 - Cigarette breaks and my ex ..
- 29 - Do you know how much I love ..

Halcón
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About:
Hello there, I'm Halcón (Hawk in Spanish). Well, I don’t speak Spanish, I'll be writing here in English and Bangla both. You're dealing with a PMDD patient here. So my emotions are strong and I need to vent somewhere. This piece of diary/blog is also how I track my growth. I try to be completely honest about everything here. And I try to accept the grossest part of me. I want to be in peace with myself so first part is acceptance. So here I am, writing so I can accept myself.
Oh. A bit of personal details you're looking for hm?
Age: 24
Nationality: Bangladeshi
Pronouns: I really don't give a shit but yall care a lot.
Gender: F
What else do you wanna know about a person you don't care to know about?
Nature mesmerizes me. Loud noise and bright lights give me migraine. I try to stay busy most of the time. Oh, I'm both surprised and tired by life at the same time.

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