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2019-03-19 07:23:45 (UTC)

An Ideal Guy

I use an app wherein I can exchange languages with people. I decided to learn Chinese since people always say I look like half Chinese ever since I was young, that's why i had interest in learning Chinese. I was shocked when Chinese people started chatting with me. They're so friendly and kind, then one time, there was this dude who said hello to me. He's a bit weird since he sent me some of his pictures and asked me to send mine as well. I told him that I don't feel comfortable sending pictures to a stranger that I haven't even met yet. He said sorry but I accepted it right away. He started singing for me every night, he has this cold deep voice which made me actually fall for him. Until one day, we stopped conversing. It was hard and rough but I didn't let it get me. I just continued teaching Chinese people the English language. a few days later, there's this another dude who started a conversation with me. It's kinda funny because he was struggling. He tried to talk to me in English and misspelled some words. I think it's kinda cute, though. We were talking and talking until he asked for my WeChat. I gave it to him since my WeChat is only for Chinese people who would only like to learn English. We continued talking there. Our conversation got longer and longer, he's actually fun to talk with. He told me that he plays the piano, I told him that I'm currently learning how to play the violin. He said that if ever I go to China, we should play our instruments together. I found it cheesy but I would love to play with him. He told me his height and I realized that I'm below his shoulder level which is really funny to think about. I know his weight, he's too thin for his height. I told him mine and he thought the same haha. He's a mature person and I'm the joker type. We only chat at every 8 AM, 11:50 AM, and 10 PM because of the Chinese school schedule but I'm thankful for that because he spends his time talking to me (which worries me because he might not have time for his friends). I really appreciate the stuff he does to me. He always makes sure that I eat at the right time and protects me every time someone sends me some stuff that I shouldn't be seeing. He's always been there for me. He always knows what to do and is a very open-minded person. I value him a lot. I told him that I'm going to tell him something in four months. I'm going to tell him how I feel. Four months because I still want to make sure of my feelings. And you know what? He used to like a girl and that girl confessed to him but he said "No." he was only 12 at that time unlike the other 12-year-olds I know in this generation. He said that he should make himself a better person first before anything else. Yes, he's that mature even though we're still in our teenage years. I know there's a huge chance that he might reject me but I'll take the risk before it's too late. At least he'll know how I actually feel about him. I believe in the saying that if it's meant to be, then it's meant to be.




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