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2018-08-15 11:46:07 (UTC)

No more alcohol

Ok so thanks to everyone that was concerned about me, I appreciate all your kind words.

Fact is: women keep women down. It happens all the time, all over the world, in every culture and every single civilisation.
We care and we are never ever supposed to stop caring.

Well, guess what, I don't care about this heap of shit I live with because he is basically a pervert and when it occurs to me what he might be thinking about, I shudder.

But what I do I care about is God.
Because I do believe we are ultimately judged and that there is 'something out there' that put us all here and most importantly: gave us a choice.

We can choose to be good, or we can choose to be bad. Being good is usually much easier and automatic but being bad is still an option and hence so many people read crime fiction and murder is such an obsessively read genre.

I happen to have a very vivid imagination. I can do anything I want in my head. And in my head sometimes a vengeful mortal is unleashed.

All the same, I am working to one day be free. I am behaving myself, not shouting , not crying, not blaming anyone, just working working working all the time.

i do believe life is a sort of test.

I set myself little goals and won't stop till they are crossed off.

There are a lot of people on this earth and we all basically want the same thing, to be in peace.
I hope one day I will be, but for now I have to work to achieve it.
I would like to think, one day I will be rewarded with peace, in such a way and keep trying to get there....

My Dad and my brother are very sick. My Dad is probably doing to cash in his chips within the next 6-12 months. My brother is wasting away and is a person that fears the cure more than the disease. My eyes aren't great and my mother is losing her memory. I overcame my shopping addiction.




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