Todayy

A southern life
2018-06-24 04:02:54 (UTC)

Young and alone

Young and alone
That should be a song
I don’t feel the depressed alone type I feel the I have no one to love alone type but it’s not the type where I’m desperately trying to find someone. It’s the kind where you have no one to even drunk text the kind where you can’t stalk their social media because you have no one to do that to. That’s how lonely I am. Don’t really have friends. i have the “I just know them and have small talk”

A old friend did contact me they want to hang out
Which is weird I don’t really want to
Then I have this other friend who invented me swimming. I like her so I’m thinking about going but I really don’t want to.
What I really want is to live on my own in my own world and doing my own things I don’t really want to talk to anyone
I also have co workers and the people I play my sport with but I’m not really friends with anyone.
I want to travel and go on crazy adventures but I guess with myself? Cuz I don’t know anyone else and even if I did I don’t think I want them coming with me. I just want to be in my own world. That sounds nice

I guess if I’m young and alone it’s cuz I choose to be

So I can’t complain later right?




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