Scarlett Stell

diary of a broken girl
2018-04-11 23:51:06 (UTC)

My Ex Is Hiding On School Campus

Wednesday, April 11, 2018
Well you know my ex boyfriend Lee right? Well my big sister at school today told me he is hiding on school campus during the school day, but no one knows where he is. She told me that yesterday he was at school all day, that the cameras even showed he was there all day, but he never showed up to any classes. Then magically shows up to 7th period. I did see him yesterday after 5th and 6th and 7th. I haven't seen him since. I should have known something wasn't right with him, when my mama didn't trust him. I didn't listen, and I feel in love with a monster. Luckily me and Lee broke up well over a month ago and I'm with someone new that I guess my biological mother approves of. I never see my real mom, but you can bet your sweet ass when I turn 18 I'm taking off to go see her. I mean true she never mothered me, but she gave birth to me and I think she deserves some respect for that. Considering she was just 16 and that she could have made me an abortion. She didn't. She doesn't care if I cuss. I'm not sure if she cares if I date black or white people. I know she's not racist. I have a black brother, so she's not racist. (For those of you who didn't know I'm white). Back to the main topic of this entry, I really don't know. I got called out of class today and I remember the exact conversation I had with the teacher who called me out. She said, "Have you seen Lee?" (Of course she said the last name but I'm not putting in last names). I said, "The only recent times I have seen him is before spring break, and yesterday after the last 3 classes of the day." The teacher then said, "I keep getting reports that he is on campus and I was wandering if you have seen him around, because I know you two use to be very close." Ya know, I thought I was over Lee. Honestly, I don't think I am. I still have feelings for him. I know I have a boyfriend now, and I'm thankful I'm dating Zach. Zach really cares about me and I honestly deep down believe he is the guy I'm going to marry.
Yours Truly,
Nikki
4/11/18




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