Scarlett Stell

diary of a broken girl
2018-03-15 00:43:53 (UTC)

New Relationship

Wednesday, March 14, 2018
Many things happened today. I'm sorry for posting so late, well later then i usually do. I'm just now taking time to sit down and write in my online diary. First, yes I do have a new boyfriend. No, I'm not over my ex. Yes, I still wish me and my ex had lasted, but he had told me yesterday that he was dating another girl. He is trying to tell me now that he isn't. He keeps saying it's a mind game, but I'm not sure what he means by that. My boyfriend I have now, is one of my ex's. We dated last school term. He had dropped out, but I hope he comes back. Now, please don't judge me about being in another relationship so soon. I'm not the only one. I think my ex is too. He did tell me yesterday he was dating someone else. Now he is saying it's a mind game. I don't know anymore. Do I just need me time? Do I just need time to myself? All these questions remain unanswered, because I'm not sure what to do. My new boyfriend so far is treating me right. He treats me like a queen. He is very protective. He understands things. Now you may be thinking, what are you and your ex going to do about prom? Me and my ex are still going to prom as weird as that may sound to you. I talked to my boyfriend about it though, because I'm not going to hide anything. I told him that me and my ex had been planning on going to prom when me and my ex were dating, and that it was already paid for. My boyfriend was very understanding, he told me I could still go to prom with him, because he knows at this point me and him would be going to prom as just friends, and he knows I would never cheat on him. So yes, I'll still be going to prom. I got my class ring ordered today. It should have my real name on one side "Not saying my real name." The school initials I got to with the year I graduate on the other side, "_ _ _ 2020." I'm not gonna say the school I go to. Then finally my nickname on the inside, "Nikki." All of that should be engraved. It will also have my birthstone (A ruby) with two hearts on the sides. Well on another point, my boyfriend may have dropped out of school, and he's suppose to be coming to school tomorrow at lunch and bring me food. I'm not sure that he'll be able to do that. He is going to try though. Well, I guess that's all for tonight, until tomorrow.
Yours Truly,
Nikki




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