🌅Katie-Brave🌌

✉My Letter To The World✉
2018-02-23 22:51:37 (UTC)

The Circle of Life.

Mood: tired
Song: Keep your head up by Andy Grammer
Color: Copper


I'm Glad that Tomorrow's Saturday, i'm glad mom's coming home for a few day's, i'm Glad that it's supposed to have warmer weather and rain but then warmer weather and not rain Monday and Tuesday, i love the rain but it's been basically an entire week of cold and wet and dreary and ice and i'm over it.
I want the Sun!
I want these kids...to not have to be stuck in the house for all of our sakes lol.
it's been a challenge coming up with some different things to keep them occupide inside, Tonight i brough matresses into the living room where the big tv is, and had dinner and a movie night in a home made theater, we watched Lion King and Lion King 2 ate Pizza and junk food and just enjoyed the time together, it's been a really long time since i've seen those movies and i actually found myself laughing at some of the moments in them, especially the original.
I've had a good time with Tara and Emma, but it is easier when i can do outside activity's with them too, like races, Photography, Sports, go to the park, ect.

Surgery is in one week.
I don't know when i'll see dad...and i miss him and feel like i should be there, i feel like we all should be there, but that's harder than none of us being there in some way's.
It's one of those weird moments where i wish we lived near the City, it would be much easier if we lived closer, then Mom and i could just drive to the hospital and drive home when we needed to and it wouldn't be a 2 and a half hour drive.
I feel like maybe....that's something i should suggest to my parents should The lord feel he need to move us, them what ever is that a place a lot nearer to the City where his Doctors are.

I was recently asked how it feels to be adopted, i want to write about that, how i would answer it, how i did answer it, but it's a very emotionally charged subject for me so it's going to have to wait because i don't feel like i have the emotioal engery to focus on it and write about it and do it the justice that it deserves.
at first i was a bit surprised by the question but the more i think about it, i'm surprised i haven't been asked it more, i mean i have a few times by differnt people, usually kids, but not this time.
I don't know....it's definitely something to think about.

Peace




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