spaceain

greetings under the rainbow
2018-02-19 19:34:51 (UTC)

It hurts

It hurts so much. My God. It feels like I can't cope in the long run. What if the hostility break me completely down. What will I do then? My God one year ago I was in a sort of heaven but where am I now? The anxiety pill does not help even if I have taken two. It just make me dizzy but I still hurt so much inside. Before I just called the help phones. But I don't have anything to say anymore. I have nothing to talk about. I might as well do the rest of my tasks today. I will go back to my wife in the living room. Sitting here does not help.




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