Lenne

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2018-02-09 07:24:31 (UTC)

Exhausted

As I wrote yesterday, by the end of the day I was really tired and didn’t want to do anything or to go anywhere and I didn’t want any sewing. I had this awful feeling as if someone or something’s sacking my brain out of my head. I mean, physically. I can’t explain it right, it is like you feel there is nothing inside your head in a physical way, or as if your brain is not hurting, but somehow is damaged and bleed a bit. But still I had a class in the evening and I prepared everything, though I never showed my home task to the teacher. By the end of it I had two different people: one said that the half of the planet is living like this because of different reasons: studying, higher education while working, too much work… and that I can do it, the other person kept on laughing on me and said I can’t live with such a timetable. Ok, I just leave this thought. A person have 21 one day to make a habit. So I give myself three weeks to decide. Somehow my body and mind found the way to make itself function right during driving. So, it may found the way this time either. We will see.
Anyway, we hadn’t had enough time to do everything yesterday. But we did most part of it. Now I have to tack two details into one skirt. This may take one hour and a half of working. I did everything faster than others, but teacher always was disappearing somewhere for a while and then had to spend time with other students. So I had to wait. But you know, I was tired already and never mind it. I have to finish this first skirt. Maybe when I’ll see the result of sewing with good material exactly for me I will love it. For now I am too tired for that. It wasn’t hard at all. It just take time and strength. I’m more likely afraid of future work with this first skirt…
I have a problem with it: we have one extra centimeter plus to our measures. Somehow, doing everything strictly according to it I lost 0.5 cm. How it could be? Teacher said that we will try. But fabric is soft, not elastic at all. Don’t know what to do…
And again I have a lot of plans for wee end, I have to wake up early those two days to do everything as I want, but now I understand, that I won’t make it, I have to sleep at least at week end. Still I want to do one more skirt for my sister. Oh, where can I find some extra day to have rest in the end?




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