Scarlett Stell

diary of a broken girl
2018-01-08 00:59:22 (UTC)

I'll Never Be Happy

My life at the moment is horrible. First I lose the love of my love Lee. Now I'm with my best friend Chris, and he's amazing, but I can't lose him like I did last year. Last year I self harmed, I stopped for Chris. I haven't done it since. I don't plan to. He's Done so much for me, if it wasn't for Chris I probably wouldn't be here today. I just had a conversation with my boyfriend about it. (If you don't know my boyfriend is Chris). Well, I told him I said "Do you remember last year when I self harmed?" He said "Yeah." So I then proceeded to ask "Do you know the reason that I stopped?" he replied "No, why?" So then I decided it was time to tell him. I said "The reason that I stopped is because of you, for you and I haven't done it since." He replies saying "Awh. Thanks. That's good baby." So now he knows how much he has impacted my life. He is really important to me, as you can because when me and him broke up last year me and him stayed very close friends. Now we are back together and it's like my life is perfect except for the fact that I worry myself constantly of losing him again. I may just be overreacting but I don't know.
Yours Truly,
Ya Girl Nicoley




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