That's not the start of the year I imagined... For the past few days I was struggling with really strong anxiety. I haven't felt that way in a long time. I feel sick, like I'll throw up any moment, I want to cry, there's that tension in my stomach... I don't know what to do. I can't focus on anything for longer than like 5 minutes and I have a lot to learn for Friday. Plus, there are crazy things coming up at my college which makes me even more anxious and stressed. And I can't control my anger, I feel like I'm yelling at my mom for no reason :( I don't even know why I started this entry, nobody can help me. Hope you're having way much better day than I had.