Hopelessly Addicted

2018-01-03 14:42:11 (UTC)

Still stupid

On January 2nd 2017, I got to be with Scott. Just like always he knows just how to please. All year I fight the urge to text him. Not once does he text me. You would think that after years of this I would be tired of it. I texted him a few times during the year, in times of weakness. Sometimes he answered and other times he ignored. Well on December 28, 2017 I couldn't get him out of my mind. It had been almost a year since I had seen him. I texted him. A simple text, "wanna fuck". I had told myself that this was the last time I would let him make me feel like a fool. If he didn't answer this time I was going to delete his number and be done. I had given up hope after a couple of hours and invited Austin over. Austin was at my house within 20 minutes. Austin laid in bed with me. We chatted a bit and just as I was reaching out for him my phone went off with that infamous ringtone. I froze. It was Scott's ringtone. Austin began kissing me, my mind was on my phone. Tried blocking him out. Just as I was about to cum, my phone went off again. How was it that Scott knew exactly the right, or wrong time to text me? As soon as Austin left, I checked my phone. Scott had said yes. Wanted to know when. I answered "now". Just in case, I ran to the bathroom to wash up. He asked if I was alone and I said yes. He said "what if I say I'm in your driveway." I look out the window and couldn't believe my eyes. He was here. The person I craved most was in my driveway. He came in and I led him to my room. Again it was like no time had past. We touched and kissed in our familiar ways. He bent me over the bed and kissed and licked my thighs and ass. Pushed me onto the bed and rubbed his cock against my holes. He lays on my back and says "I love you." I'm pissed and excited at the same time. He's trapped me even more with this one little phrase. During our time together he asks if I like being his little girl. He asks if I have missed him. Do I think about him. Do I think about him a lot. I just turn my head away embarrassed by the answer. He tells me not to lie to him. I can't deny him the answer. I tell him yes to everything. While I'm on my back he lays on top of me, just rubbing and caressing my body. He falls asleep on top of me. I just laid there enjoying the fact that he is in my arms. 2 hours he spent with me. Licking me, fingering me and making me cum. Not once did he put his cock inside me besides my mouth. How am I supposed to feel about that? 2 hours and we did everything else except actual intercourse. All this did was make me want him more. It was like he knew he was going to lose his hold on me so he had to tighten his grip. Had to give me some attention and say and ask me all those inappropriate things. Well good job. I'm still stupid for you.