notasfatasyesterday

My life
2018-01-01 07:59:01 (UTC)

2017 - 2018

Happy New Year, even though I have no idea what to be Happy about. When everyone leaves with no good byes and your stuck basically worse off then what you were before... It's like I give up. I give up caring, I give up on trying to be this upbeat person that everyone wants me to be. The other day I saw a post on facebook. It was basically people can tell you to get rid of the negative people in your life, but what happens when you are the negative person. Maybe that is the reason no one wants to be around me. If my life was positive and things were going better, then I wouldn't have a reason to hate life. It seems like no one understands I was the child that was the mistake, the one that was never wanted. Yet here I am still trying to live my life. I am so broken to the point that I don't even love me anymore. I don't think I've ever loved myself to begin with. How can you love something .... never mind. I'm done. I am socially awkward, negative, have no friends. Ok sob story complete.




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