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2017-12-21 06:52:02 (UTC)

Christmas thoughts and SS

Mood: Tired
Song: Fools by Troye Sivan
Color: Orange

I Sent out my secret Santa present today and i feel really weird about it, like i'm nervous that she won't like it or that it won't be good enough i don't know, last year i felt the same way but it turned out that my secret Santa loved it, but i had more to go on as to what she liked last year and i didn't have that or as much money to spend this year.
I think that if she's anything like me than she'd be happy just to receive anything at all....like i understand the whole "it's the thought that counts" thing and i did try to find some things that she would like even though it's not things she specifically said she likes which like i said i didn't have much to go on.

My secret Santa Gift this year was amazing, like i literally felt like crying when i was opening it, i got a book on Poetry, a book of Emily Dickinson's poems, a scarf, a bracelet that says "I solemnly swear i am up to no good" a Harry potter Gryffindor Tie necklace and a Golden snitch Key chain.
This is the second year i've gotten a key chain, ha i never thing about that when shopping for other people... I don't know why.
MB should be getting her present Saturday and i just want it to get there and be done, weather she likes it or not so that i can stop having bits of anxiety about it.

As far as Christmas otherwise out side of SS i'm a little more in the spirit of things now than i was a couple of days ago.
I still have nothing much to give to anyone, like i said DIY Christmas.
I do have Chummy's presents however...so that's good.
Do you ever wish you had all the money in the world? haha i'm sure we all do at some point, but i do usually when i want to do things and give things to others not so much for myself... i mean there are a few things i'd get myself but mostly i'd love to give people things and surprise people and use the money for charity's and just to do some good in the world.
I mean what else can you do? you can't take it with you when you go.
This Christmas i'm going with the whole, i just want my dad to be well and to be home from the hospital and for us to all be together and everything else doesn't matter.
Jesus is the real reason for the season anyways.