The Forgotten One
Diary of a teenage high school graduate
2017
- June 2017
- 01 - I'm a terrible ...
- 01 - Finally here...
- 12 - No sunscreen
- 20 - Brothers
- 22 - Tornado Warning
- September 2017
- 27 - Feeling Unloved
- 28 - September 28,2017
- 29 - September 29,2017
- 30 - Get a job!!!
- October 2017
- 01 - October is finally ...
- 02 - Stupid Argument
- 03 - Craving for your ...
- 04 - The Break Up
- 05 - Birthday tomorrow
- 06 - Birthday Behavior
- 07 - Huntingdon College
- 08 - What's wrong with ...
- 09 - Still NO PERIOD
- 10 - Follow Your Heart
- 11 - Job Interview
- 12 - College Tour
- 13 - October 13 2017
- 14 - Period off
- 15 - I tried
- 16 - Got the job.... Somewhat
- 17 - Got the job
- 18 - Skipped
- 19 - No title
- 20 - First day
- 21 - No title
- 22 - I just don't like ...
- 25 - No title
- 26 - My diary
- 28 - I told him
- 29 - Skipped
- 30 - False Alarm
- 31 - 🎃Happy Halloween 🎃
- November 2017
- 01 - No title
- 02 - No missed calls
- 03 - No title
- 04 - November 04th 2017
- 05 - The Little Red Bump
- 06 - No title
- 07 - He's married..... ...
- 08 - Feeling Pink???!!!
- 13 - Guys I've dated and ...
- 15 - Took the day off
- 16 - Still signs of... NO ...
- 18 - Its been... TWO WEEKS...
- 18 - Finally off work....
- 19 - He knows
- 20 - No missed calls from ...
- 21 - Face to Face
- 22 - I made my Grandma cry...
- 24 - Happy Thanksgiving
- December 2017
- 01 - I feel ashamed
- 02 - Forgiveness
- 03 - Sex Addict
- 06 - Can't sleep
- 08 - Nobody likes a nice girl
- 10 - ❄Snow Day ❄
- 11 - Diary titles....
- 12 - Family crisis
- 13 - I don't know what ...
- 13 - I hate my job
- 14 - Friend requests
- 14 - I don't feel like it
- 15 - I made myself throw ...
- 15 - Pain Is Beauty
- 16 - Jealous Much
- 17 - So much for a rainy ...
- 17 - More To Come...
- 18 - I hate it here....
- 18 - Car Sex
- 19 - I hate my life
- 21 - I thknk I have a crush ...
- 21 - Craving for your ...
- 21 - I think I'm ...
- 23 - The Forgotten One
- 25 - Merry Christmas
- 25 - Christmas Eve
- 26 - Why should I care?
- 28 - Money problem
- 28 - I got my period back
- 29 - Losing Weight
- 29 - Suicidal Thoughts
- 31 - New Year's Eve
2018
- January 2018
- 02 - Can't sleep
- 03 - Can't sleep.... ...
- 04 - What a suprise???!!!
- 05 - Overthinking
- 06 - Idk..
- 06 - Okay???...
- 08 - Uncaring Brother
- 08 - Why text me???
- 09 - Stress Eat
- 09 - I'm afraid of my ...
- 09 - I hate my singing voice
- 10 - 100th entry
- 10 - Don't Wanna Be ...
- 11 - Sooo... He told me he ...
- 16 - Trust
- 17 - What can I say???
- 17 - Nothing much happened ...
- 18 - Bored
- 18 - Should I become a ...
- 20 - Should I start a ...
- 20 - What is fun???
- 21 - FAT
- 22 - Frosted Sugar Cookies
- 23 - No name
- 23 - 12:24 AM
- 23 - My throat hurts
- 23 - Hate comments
- 23 - Things I hate most ...
- 25 - Talk about gaining so ...
- 25 - And I'm Feeling good
- 25 - Am I That Fat?
- 25 - Why me???
- 26 - Chocolate Chip Cream Pie
- 26 - I ate it and it was so ...
- 26 - I stepped in shit... ...
- 28 - He said hey???
- 28 - Why would he???
- 28 - My Cup of Coffee
- 28 - Is it better writing in ...
- 28 - Craving for more
- 29 - Friends
- 29 - Its working
- 29 - I tried
- 30 - Racism
- 31 - Stomach cramps
- February 2018
- 01 - Get a job - Part 2
- 03 - My mind is elsewhere
- 03 - What's wrong with ...
- 04 - Maybe this was a mistake
- 07 - Big Suprise
- 09 - The voiceapp
- 10 - Am I in love?
- 11 - I did it
- 11 - Don't leave me on ...
- 12 - I thought about it but ...
- 13 - I finished it
- 13 - He knows... He's ...
- 13 - I'm NO Good
- 14 - Happy Valentine's ...
- 14 - Why?
- 14 - Descendants 3
- 16 - Ughhhh!!!!
- 17 - What should I say???
- 18 - Fishing
- 18 - I told him and I regret ...
- 19 - I couldn't do it
- 19 - What a Bummer???!!!!
- 19 - Home Sweet Home
- 20 - A Whole New House
- 22 - Moving Day
- 24 - Huhhhhhh.....
- 24 - Morning Thoughts
- 25 - Broken Phone
- 26 - I'm back
- 26 - Player
- 28 - New Phone
- 28 - I've been Set Up
- March 2018
- 01 - Stupid... Stupid... ...
- 01 - My Weakness
- 03 - Love you mom 😁😁😁
- 03 - I lied
- 03 - Not So Good Day
- 04 - I knew I shouldn't ...
- 05 - Womanizer
- 05 - Happy birthday
- 07 - I'm Losing My Mind
- 07 - Hyper Active
- 07 - My Stalker of an Ex ...
- 08 - A Genuin Conversation
- 08 - Weird and Unexpected ...
- 10 - The Letter
- 10 - I don't know
- 12 - I'm So Not Over Him
- 12 - Air Mattress Gone Flat
- 12 - Just Your Average Singer
- 14 - Nothing To Say
- 14 - So confused
- 14 - Tired Much
- 15 - All I ask
- 15 - Soooo.....
- 17 - Food
- 17 - St. Patrick's Day
- 17 - Go Big! Wear Green!
- 17 - OMG!
- 19 - Too Much On My Mind
- 19 - An Emotional Wreck
- 20 - Our First REAL ...
- 20 - I'm A Mess
- 21 - Pizza Night
- 22 - I Am Not A Bully
- 23 - Uh Oh!
- 23 - Basketball Game
- 24 - Tired of being bored
- 24 - Put A Shirt On
- 25 - When You're Always ...
- 25 - Drama,Drama,Drama
- 26 - Whoops!
- 26 - NO PHONE 📱
- 28 - Hi Again
- 28 - The Struggle Is Real
- 29 - Lonely
- 29 - And So I Thought
- 29 - Just Friends
- 30 - I'm Just Done
- 31 - I unfriended him
- 31 - He's blocked
- 31 - You Got Me Stressed Out
- April 2018
- 01 - Nope
- 01 - I'm gonna lose it ...
- 02 - Well,well,well
- 04 - Quick Update
- 06 - Wow!
- 06 - We broke up
- 06 - I'm Fine I Guess
- 08 - He never called back
- 08 - My bad
- 09 - Am I Moving On To Fast?
- 10 - Why Am I Even Here?
- 11 - Do I Look Fat?
- 13 - 💔 It Still Hurts 💔
- 17 - Feeling Feelings
- 18 - Today could've gone ...
- 20 - It's A Date?
- 20 - Why Am I crying?
- 20 - You So Desperate
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2017-12-19 07:23:04 (UTC)
Car Sex
Me and Ray had sex for the first time in months and not just any sex... Car sex and itwas always and always sill be hella amazing. I finally got the chance to meet his brother and he's pretty buffed up for a 5'7 kind of guy. Considering he's in the military. His wife..... I hate that my boyfriend have more in common with her than me. I hate that he talks to her and not including his brother more than me. I felt invisible while being over their... at his place. I hate having that kind of feeling. It always happens to me. I wanna cry. I know I can't have my way but when it comes to him I do. Its normal. That's my worst fear yet. I just wabna cry. I feel better when I cry. I have work tomorrow from 4-10 .... I can't sleep. I wish I was a great writer but I'm not . I feel fat. All the time . Everytime I eat. I feel as if I don't wanna eat anymore. Or better yet starve myself to the point where I can be naturally skinny or like the "other girls". Sometimes I feel like I am not good enough for my boyfriend. I know he loves me and I love him but that's not the point. . I feel like I mess everything up by telling people how I feel. Its that terrible and I just wanna cry cry away the pain. I feel lonely..... I went two years without friends in high school because the kids in my school were all fakes. And never really cared. I got bullied... Now that I have a boyfriend I can't be anymore happy. All the guys I've dated treated me like shit and they will one day realize that. I don't know if I'll ever forgive them. I know God said to forgive but.... Why should I??? I'm not perfect. I don't feel pretty enough. But my boyfriend thinks so. So if he do then I do. I hate my job. I'm suprised that the one mean nasty old lady that has not been fired yet. I wish she was things be a lot more easier for me. And for the good of the people. I've had this diary for exactly 4 months now going on 5 as of next year. . I was looking forward to having my New Year's kiss with him but it looks like its not gonna happen anytime soon since his job has been in the way . But the sex was great....
Write more as soon as possible.
Sincerely,
The Forgotten One