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2017-12-17 13:34:00 (UTC)

Who will fix me now?

The way you speak to me sends me so deep into my head. It gets so loud that it drowns out all my other senses. I know you don't mean to and I know you don't want me going deeper and deeper, I just can't help it with how you treat me sometimes.

I try and explain, placing my emotions on a guillotine for you, but you play the role of the executioner so well that you don't even ask if I have any last words.

I understand we're both frustrated and sometimes I come across as if it's all about me and your thoughts and feelings don't matter, but I can't explain how much they matter and how much you mean to me.

I can't take one more moment of this silence. The loneliness is haunting me and the weight of the world's getting harder to hold up.