The Forgotten One

Diary of a teenage high school graduate
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2017-12-17 08:02:33 (UTC)

Jealous Much

Ever since his brother came into town he's been paying way more attention to him more than me ( brother=military) and its only been exactly ONE day who knows how long I will get over it. I admit that I was a bit jealous. I mean he hasn't seen the guy since February but at least I get to see him tomorrow. Right? I hope so then if,not then idk what to do. Today didn't go as planned. Probably one of the worst days yet or I'm just overlydramatic ( if theirs such a thing) at the moment. Don't you just feel the need to just cry for no reason at all well that's what I feel like doing at the moment but the problem is is that I can't. I can barely get enough sleep as it is. I mean I get that he hasn't seen the guy but it seems like he's forgotten about me already because trust me I've had that happened to me plenty of times before. And I did not like it not one bit but not everyone can get their way and I can not. I can barely get enough sleep as it is. Maybe that's what's wrong with me. So much to say yet so much to write. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day. I hope. Fingers crossed.


The Forgotten One