Kill Switch

The Chaos Code
2017-12-14 12:25:27 (UTC)

Doing Some Light Adulting Today

Well, since I am literally fucking TRAPPED HERE, I’m getting things done that I need to get done that don’t require me leaving the house. I have put this thing off and kept putting it off for so long.


Idk if you guys know this, but I’m currently enrolled in three colleges right now. I’m a transient student at one of them, with these courses transferring back to my old college. So, technically, two. But, anyways, basically I’m in two different colleges for two different degree programs and going to be transferring to a university after this coming semester is over as I will have the transient student one finished. Which is why I’m taking transient student classes so I can fucking finish this degree. Why I thought I should just not finish this degree when I literally only have one class left in it and should just start all over is a mystery to me. BUT. . .Idk. I feel like it was the right decision at the time because now I’m almost halfway through my OTHER degree coz I’m working diligently on that and it’s a work-at-your-own-speed kinda course system so I’m just going as fast as I can with it and knocking classes out left and right. But as for this transient student class (plus another class I have to take in order for the Pell Grant to pay for my classes), I will have THAT degree after I take those two classes.

I have been on the phone since early this morning. . .calling my adviser at my old college to make sure my transient classes would transfer back and count towards my degree and if I had to do any special paperwork while applying for graduation. Got that information. Called my other college and got an override for the second class I need to take in order to have enough credits for my Pell Grant to pay for my schooling coz there’s no way I can pay close to 2k out of pocket for one class via out-of-state tuition! HAHAHA. Meanwhile paying tuition for my other college out of pocket. . .PFFFT. NOPE NOPE NOPE!

And then I called the financial aid office at my transient school and had to leave a message and am waiting on them to call me back so I can figure out why my FAFSA is not going through to them and so I can be sure that my Pell Grant will be applied to my classes this semester so that I will not be dropped from them on the payment date.

And since I’m already p much packed to leave (minus the essentials that I use everyday like my toothbrush and toothpaste and stuff like that), all I have to do is put all of it in the car. . .which I cannot do till the snow/ice clears because my boots slip on snow/ice REALLY easily and it’s on an incline so uh. No thanks.

So the only thing left to do is finish going through all my stuff in the hallway and storage closet coz I have gradually gone through the things in my room in order to find out what to donate, what to keep in storage, and what to throw out. (And what to take with me if I find anything I see as a necessity/something that won’t take up much space.)

The storage closet is piled floor to ceiling with tons and tons and tons of boxes, though. It’s literally a whole fucking bedroom. And about 3/4ths of the room is covered, floor to ceiling, with storage stuff. A lot of it is stuff I’m never really gonna use anymore, but I do NOT want to ever throw away because of extreme sentimental attachment, like my beanie babies. But, alternatively, there’s a lot of stuff in there I can donate and throw out.

My parents are moving back to Florida eventually (possibly sooner rather than later as they may be losing the house at the end of this month and being given 2 weeks to a month to leave), so I need to go through everything before I leave back for home. That way, they can take everything I want to keep but just want to keep for sentimental value and they can put it in a storage locker wherever they end up moving. (Which really isn’t much; I’ve gotten really good at detaching myself from material items after a ton of my ex’s fucked me over and threw a bunch of my important things out after I trusted them enough to bring them with me when I moved HAHA JUST A HINT: IF YOU’RE GONNA MOVE IN WITH YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER(S), DON’T TAKE ANYTHING THAT IS OF SENTIMENTAL VALUE WITH YOU INSIDE THE HOUSE. LEAVE IT IN YOUR CAR OR A STORAGE LOCKER THAT ONLY YOU HAVE ACCESS TO! Because, chances are, when things go south, they’re gonna try to take [completely unjustified] revenge on you for absolutely no reason and stab you where it hurts by taking the things most near and dear to your heart and destroying them right in front of your eyes)

SO. . .I guess I’m gonna get started on that! Gonna snap my iPod onto my car ear headphones, pop the speakers on, and wear them around my neck while I’m going through things and waiting for a call back on financial aid!

Ahhhhhh, this is gonna be a lot of bending and lifting really heavy things and repeat over and over and over again. Gonna make me feel like I’m fucking working in retail again...thought those days were over..lmao.

I love when I don’t sleep for over a week and wind up with endless bouts of motivation, energy, and focus. Idky, but not sleeping for really long periods of time makes me way more productive than I ever am if I actually DO get adequate amounts of rest and I get WAY more done. I really should just take my ambien once every 7 days, that way I will be awake for 6 days and get to sleep for about 4-6 uninterrupted hours on the 7th-ish day and then repeat. I could get soooooooo much done! O:

Okaaay. Adulting......HERE WE GO!




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