Todayy

A southern life
2017-12-13 00:18:39 (UTC)

Hot-chocolate

Honestly I think I missed it I thought it was weird and of course a coincidence but I kid you not! He was there and it so fucking weird that he was always there! And I had my chance and he literally sat next to me for 4 fucking months and towards the end I even saw I’m out and around I EVEN FUCKING SAW HIM IN HIS CAR like he drove next to me in front of me or sometimes even behind me and ITS TOO MUCH OF A FUCKING COINCIDENCE FOR THAT TO HAPPEN ALL THE TIME. Well last week was the last time I saw him and I haven’t seen him once outside and like it just stopped all the coincidence stopped before it could become a routine it just stopped. So now I feel kind of stupid because I didn’t follow that coincidence. Maybe I was the only one who noticed it too maybe he didn’t think much of it ....or man idk things like this make me just really think that there is something greater than all of us...and now idk, idk it just weird...this is such a weird life...weird funny short long simple complicated life that I love...ugh what is one to do with such an amazing gift? This gift is so precious so beautiful and you can do anything you want, anything at all. So I just sit here and think and remember the good things, think about the good things that the future holds, every now and then I get this flash of sadness but then I just shake it off and think back to the things I love and i drink my hot chocolate and laugh at the office and fall asleep wake up again and see what needs to be done that day. Today, today I did things I enjoyed today but I want to do more I will do more for now I drink my hoy chocolate




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