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2017-12-12 05:28:59 (UTC)

It comes and goes in waves

Mood: Disappointed
Song: Rivers and roads Head and the heart
Color: Pink

Taking things one day at a time, Today was better than yesterday and yesterday better than the day before, and there aren't any changes in the messed up situations, there aren't any less things to be worried about but i guess it's just what you try to focus on.
I know that right now i feel a little stronger, like i can face what's coming and it's going to be okay.
I'm not saying i won't ever Get back to that place where i'm just sad and angry and i can't feel anything but that and i can't seem to be able to reason with myself let alone anyone else be able to reason with me...because i'm sure i will have those times, maybe in the next few days, weeks months, years, maybe over the same things it was 2 days ago, maybe it'll be over something completely new and unknown to me at this point in time.
But i guess it's just comforting that i won't always feel that way, that there will be better days....and that it doesn't have to all be okay for it to be a better day....it makes me think of this song... Waves by Dean Lewis which the lyrics are as such:


There is a swelling storm and i'm caught up in the middle of it all and
it takes control of the person that i thought i was the girl i used to know.
There is a light in the dark and i feel it's warmth in my hands in my heart
why can't i hold on? It come and goes in waves it always does, it always does
we watch our young hearts fade into the flood, into the flood.
Freedom falling, the feeling i thought was set in stone slips through my fingers
Trying hard to let go, it comes and goes in waves, it comes and goes in waves
and carries us away.

Through the wind, down to the place we used to lay when we were kids Memories
of a stolen place caught in the silence an echo lost in space cause it comes and goes
in waves, it always does, it always does, we watch as our young hearts fade into the
Flood, into the flood, Freedom falling and the feeling i thought was set in stone
slips through my fingers and i'm trying hard to let go but it comes and goes in
waves it comes and goes in waves and carries us away.

I've watched my world view disappear in front of my eyes moments of magic
and wonder it seems so hard to find, is it ever coming back again?
is it ever coming back again? Take me back to when everything was left to find
It comes and goes in waves, it always does, it always does
Freedom falling the feeling i thought was set in stone slips through my fingers
and i'm trying hard to let go, but it comes and goes in waves it comes and goes in
waves and carries us away.


I feel this...so much it is how i feel about life recently and it accurately describes my emotions and thoughts and i really love it.
It's not that i won't ever be that far down or low or broken again, its not that i'm not broken right now, but there are better moments and life and all that comes with it the good and the bad come and go in waves.
It's just about learning when to fight them and when to let it sweep you under....
When to stand strong for who you are and not become someone you aren't and when it's okay to let yourself change.

Peace.