Todayy

A southern life
2017-12-03 04:18:27 (UTC)

Irrelevant

ugh, I have this weird feeling. Like I'm living my own life and like my ex is soooo irrelevant that it just feels weird. like our lives have no way of being tied up together and never will be. like he just sounds so fake and like we were just so incredibly different that you cant compare us and never will and like you could never imagine us together. and it's so FUCKING WEIRD. like it just doesn't matter anymore and it doesn't matter to the point of like...ugh I don't know...it's hard. It's just the irrelevance of him like its just so....ugh...it makes me laugh though....and like I try and imagine us together like before but like it's so cringy! and like it sounds so unreal and fake. ugh, I just wish I could erase everything that happened lol because omg it just everything sounds so cringy and weird. Like it's like going through an emo phase or a phase where you think you were cool! but you're not and you look back at the pictures and you're like...."......what the fuck....? why didn't anyone tell me this looks awful....? why did everyone let me walk around with my hair all up in my face or wearing that much makeup?.....do all of you really hate me that much to let me walk around like that?....." See I feel like that but towards my ex.
Just imagine looking back at your dorky self in the 90's or those god-awful photos of the 2000s where all the girls did a duck face, wore fedoras, and wore those big giants ass waste belts....or omg! when people would wear those all jean outfits! ugh, it's just like why....why did I think that actually looks good.




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