Lenne

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2017-11-28 07:24:02 (UTC)

Exam was postponed. Am I fall in love?

And every day is for something new. Every day I get news, feelings and travails. It is real life. You’re welcome.
My exam was postponed for tomorrow because now they all are ill. Oh my God, something is wrong with this exam. It is third date for it already. Life and fortune are laughing at me, or just want me to become nervous. I was, but so hopelessly as last time and still have hope and dreams about passing this time. But after this call last night I became more nervous. How to do it? What if something will go wrong? I had no practice since 18 of November. Hey, it is not yet two weeks, but I prefer to practice driving regularly. I want to get license and drive my own car. Yes I do want it.
Maybe this is the reason? Yesterday I couldn’t say so. I was thinking that actually I’m not sure about wanting it already. I was wondering if I really need it. But now I am sure: I want it, I need it, the car will make my life better and easier, it will make me more valuable in my own eyes and can help my resume look more interesting. That’s for sure. I even could change my job for the one I need to drive far to get to the office.
By the way, I finished that Alina’s task. And now I need to do all the same for next month – June. Ok, just let it be. I have to make myself to work. I mean real work, to do all the best I can for the company. I have to think strategically. For this moment I actually just make myself to look as if I’m working.
Interesting fact is that most part of yesterday’s working day I’ve spent correcting my make-up, reading blogs and wishing HIM to pay attention for me, ask me to go for a smoke-break with him, speak to me. I was like I fell in love. I even feel no need in all those dozens of mans of my dreams I fantasy about from time to time. Am I falling in love? Is it like this? What’s going on, I can’t remember myself like that after I was 16…




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