Kill Switch

The Chaos Code
2017-11-24 23:10:21 (UTC)

I Still Feel Like I'm Literally Dying

I can....sort of breathe now.......sort of. It still hurts. But at least I can breathe. I'm still super lightheaded, shaky, nauseated, clammy, and in a cold-sweat. . .but the sharp, stabby pain is almost completely gone and I can breathe again. Still feels like I'm not getting enough oxygen, but I can breathe. I have the ability to breathe.


Jesus fucking christ, that was scary. I'm STILL scared... Coz this shaky, lightheaded feeling isn't going away. And I'm scared of going into hypoglycemic shock because I've come very close to that before from starving myself. And I haven't eaten anything in a good 48 hours now, at least. Haven't drank anything other than a couple small sips of water in over 12 hours.

Maybe I'm just dehydrated?? I cannot go into hypoglycemic shock. No no no. That cannot happen.

Is this just dehydration/malnutrition? Hypoglycemia from not eating? Taking one too many pain killers? Something totally random like appendicitis? What the fuck is going on???

I'm partially wishing I would just black out already so I didn't have to deal with whatever this is.




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