nichole423

Stuck between Losing and Finding Myself
2017-11-21 01:54:51 (UTC)

Awkward Day..

It's official, i am SINGLE. Part of me is a little upset, but at the same time I knew I had to do it. Let's talk about what happened today.....
Well I ended up having sex with an Uber driver. It's crazy, I know. But for some reason I don't regret it. I mean yeah me and him barely know each other-- In fact we only just met last week. And since then all he's ever been was nice to me. Taking me to places I need to go to for free... buying me lunch... allowing me to vent to him. In my mind when I think about all we've done since last week, it does sorta freak me out. But I feel good at the same time.
When we had sex... it was incredibly awkward. Why? As for the people who don't know my age, I am twenty years old. And the Uber driver? He's thirty-eight. He's literally only two years younger then my dad. THAT'S what makes it awkward. And well-- this man is built like a personal trainer. His face has a similarity to Tyrese Gibson and Common, but his body is built like Dewayne Johnsons'. Based off by the car he drives, it's obvious he has money! He has a fresh-cut beard. And well his penis? Bout 11 inches......
Let me just be CLEAR: I am not use to having sex with a guy who has a fat AND long penis. It's usually one or the other. But this dude has the ENTIRE package. AWKWARD. When he pulled it out-- I honestly got terrified. He wasn't lying when he said I wasn't ready for him! I seriously thought his penis was going to split my vagina open! But luckily, he was gentle enough to calm my nerves..... i'm glad he didn't notice how scared I was. AWKWARD!
One thing for sure though.... he is a TERRIBLE kisser. (AWKWARD!)
My day was VERY much awkward!




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