Ren

Journeytobehappy
2017-11-18 12:47:13 (UTC)

Is it possible

Is it possible to have body dismorphic disorder if you're ugly?

Body dismorphic disorder is a mental illness in which you cannot stop thinking about a perceived flaw to the point that it affects your day to day life, google say. Of course, if i google every damn thing i feel and noticed about myself and believe it's all true, then i'm one fucked up person and a delusional one.


But really, i'm obsessed about my appearance. When things were really bad, i used to avoid anything that could show my reflection to me. Whenever i see myself, i'd feel really bad. Like so bad that i'd feel really weak and wish i could just go to my room and stay there and probably cry and often wish for my death. That's how bad things were. And now i think i'm halfway there again. Things are really tough for me. I worry about my appearance every single day.

I wish it would stop.
I wish i don't ever make myself feel so bad just knowing i am me.




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