nichole423

Stuck between Losing and Finding Myself
2017-11-16 03:17:23 (UTC)

me and my smart ass mouth

For some reason. The remarks i stay saying are so blunt and nonchalant.. i don't even know why. Honestly, i am a nice person-- (No... really.. I am.) But for some reason, I tend to say the most rudest shit ever. For an example... me and my boyfriend was talking earlier today at Panera Bread, (i was very upset with him) and it was the FIRST time i actually had to pay for my food. He felt bad... but i told him it was fine because i had money. He said, "Oh okay well that worked out perfectly!" And my rude ass said, "Yeah, at least I can afford this unlike you." I swear to y'all i was joking!... And i NEVER meant any of it. He just looked at me and sarcastically laughed.
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ANOTHER ONE:
Me and my mom was talking about how her boyfriend wanting to help me get my artwork out there for people to see, (this shocked me because he doesn't like me and i don't like him either). I said, "well... i'll take his advice and might even call him my new dad since i no longer have one." (To clarify: Last month I attempted a suicide act.... long story short... I died, came back. And since I've been back home (Feeling a little better!) My dad didn't even bother to call or text or check up on me. He STILL hasn't to this day. SO fuck him.
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ANOTHER ONE:
I was on a Uber ride with this man, (who turn out to be a huge flirt..) he made a remark and said, "your very beautiful... but lemme stop boosting you." And i said, "well thanks... i get that a lot and kinda already knew you was into me because you keep drooling and not focusing on driving."
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LAST ONE.... I PROMISE:
I had a argument with this ugly ass dude on Facebook a while ago.. and he happen to comment on my photo basically saying i was ugly and i wasn't shit. (Considering this dude who talking shit is desperate asf) i said--- "I'm ugly? You didn't say that when you were constantly begging for my pussy. You can't blame me for not wanting to fuck a man who probably has twelve babies on the way."
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Guys.... Am i mean??? comment????




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