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2017-11-12 16:08:01 (UTC)

waking up insecure

Mood: Ugh i wish i was still in bed and didn't have to face people.
Song: None, piano music in the background
color: Copper

I woke up today feeling super insecure and just not good about myself, my hair was weird and i tried on 3 different outfits before having to leave in what i am wearing (black skirt and Green shirt) the because i would be late.
I literally cringed when i pulled up to the building and had to get out of the car and go in and be around people....
and yesterday i was looking forward to this morning, but this morning i felt like faking sick...but i didn't because i have to talk to Gerald if he's here....and i want that conversation out of the way.
I just want to sleep....yeah?

Okay....so... enough pessimism.
as it's Sunday here are the things i'm thankful for

1. God
2. Faith
3. Family
4. Friends
5. Waking up today
6. Music
7. Hope
8. Change
9. PM
10. Ares
11. That feelings of insecurity and don't last forever.
12. Being able to writing to get through feelings of any kind.
13. Change
14. Laughter
15. Standing strong.