Anastasia Romanov

Words Fail In A Crowd Of Thousands
2017-10-31 06:59:15 (UTC)

"Friends"

My college friends are rude. I made cookies today and no one said anything. They just stared at their phones. I should not have even brought some for anyone. Amani was like "oh I tried one and they have a weird aftertaste." Later I gave one to Tim and he was like "eh" and made a face. I feel like I should mention that the cookies I made were vegan because I'm vegan. So they don't taste exactly like regular cookies and I think that's because of the chocolate chips. But anyway, that came off as really rude. Like...if you don't like something that someone made you tell a white lie and pretend it's good anyway! Otherwise they feel how I feel right now! Which fucking sucks! They need to be taught manners! They're so rude. Not even just that, but with everything in general. Tim always pretends he didn't hear me. I'll say something and he won't respond then I'll try to get his attention and he won't respond. And it's so obvious that he hears me, he's just ignoring me. It's so rude. He is blacklisted. I am never ever telling him anything personal. I am never telling him something he can use against me. He is not a good friend. Neither is Amani. She's not nearly as rude but she can be rude too. Corinne is the only nice one. She is nice and helpful and doesn't ignore me. I wish I could make new friends. But it's hard.
I feel like dying is the easy way out to escape my problems. I just feel like everyone in my life would be better off without me bothering them. I just seem to be a burden to everyone.




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