The Queen of sorrow

DIARY LIFE
2017-10-30 05:28:14 (UTC)

Sad poetry

Numbness is what I feel inside
Every time I look into your eyes,uneaseness settles in my mind
I come back always wanting to sleep
To put my past behind me
To be free
To forget everything

To forget you
To forget the passion and how much I love you
Somedays I wonder why I ever met you
Why I ever fell inlove with you
Inlove with someone I barely knew

It's absurd how I keep these feelings inside,and act like everything is alright
With a fake big smile

Every blink brings back memories
Memories that were short lived

I always wonder when you'll be mine
And it hurts to see you smile,because you look so majestic and I know I'll never see you smiling at me with love in your eyes

I try to push on,telling myself to move on,because you deserve someone better than a loser
Trying Not to cry,not to breakdown
But the tears are trickling down my eyes

It's useless to want you,because I know you'll never be mine 😭




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