Lenne

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2017-10-26 07:28:41 (UTC)

Cold, winter... and effectivness

And today’s number is 26, November is near. November goes right before December, it is time when people already can not only feel the Winter in the air, but can actually see it: cold gives to the sky the opportunity to snowing, white color covers streets, light plays with the snow and it is so beautiful, so calm in the early morning of Saturday, when those streets are empty, no one around, just you in the entire city of snow glooming under the sun. Or in the evening, when night lights taking their place it is so romantic all around… And when it comes to December – the time when everybody starts preparing to New Year and Christmas.
Don’t know where those thought came from to my mind, but I really start feeling Winter and will for it to come. Maybe it is because I have a trip in the end of December, so I wait for it. Though I am not the one who loves cold weather. But anyway today should be good day, I feel so good, I’m ready to work and spend it good and right.
And tomorrow I have an exam. I’m nervous. But it will be 27th, the number of my age, it should be good day for me either. I believe that. I have to calm myself down.
Yesterday I was reading that book I’ve started. I want to write more about it, but later. But while reading yesterday I found something out. Activeness is not effectiveness. And effectiveness is productiveness, not the activeness. That’s the case. I can be active, that was what I wanted to be. But all the time I was failing, finding out that it is hard job, it doesn’t suit me well, sometimes it is not interesting, sometimes it is too much for money spending, sometimes I am just too lazy. Even if it doesn’t I feel not good and right about what I’m doing. Now I know why for sure. I was active. But I wasn’t effective. Not everything I do brings products. Or it brings, but those products are falls.
I have to keep this thought in my mind and think it deeply. It is something about changing my road, the way I feel and think, the way I am active.
Well, at this place have a great day. And I have long way to go…




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