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2017-10-18 09:34:43 (UTC)

Lost in time, feels like I'm fading.

I don't understand why people get so worked up over literally nothing. It can be something so small and meaningless and yet to them it's this catastrophic event that has paralysed their very being. It makes me feel inadequate. Like I should also feel this way when minor things happen in my life.


Anxiety begins to take over and I find myself inside my head. A full-blown conversation with whatever it is inside of me that stops me from enjoying life. It's gets so bad that I cannot even enjoy acting stupid around people I care about, perhaps out of fear of being judged? I'm not sure. All I know is that people will perceive me in the most unfortunate way.


I'm lost within, I'm trapped inside me.

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