Todayy

A southern life
2017-10-17 02:28:20 (UTC)

10,11,12,13

Dear J,
Hey, I just got lazy to write but every day I did try to find something to make me happy.

on the 10th day it was Friday the 13th and I ate out with my mother and we figured out her costume for Halloween and I just really love my mother and she made me happy. I really enjoyed the moment we had eating a panda express and me sitting across from her and just enjoying our talk I loved it and I actually did take a picture of it and yeah. I am actually thinking back to it and it warms me up and makes me happy.

on the 11th day I had to babysit a kid and just watching him play outside in his little car as the sun was going down and it was shining on him and me sitting down under the tree on the swing and just watching him laugh it made me happy because I do want children one day and I can't wait for that day. I want to give them a good life and I want to enjoy being a parent even though I know it gets hard I'm still excited and happy for those days.

on the 12th day its a little bit harder because my dog died and my mother was crying and just seeing your mother cry breaks your heart but if I had to choose what made me really happy that day or even the slightest its, my brothers, they made me laugh a lot and tried to cheer me up. It worked.

on the 13th day which is today what made me really happy was the morning. I woke up extra early because I had to get gas and as I got back on the freeway on my way to school (college). I notice the sun was coming up. It looked so beautiful. the sky was in layers. the bottom layer had clouds and had a peachy color that was blending with the blue sky. then this song came on which isn't like my favorite song but it just went with my morning it was "play it again" by Luke Bryan I think and I was so happy and just jamming and singing to the song and then I look to my left and THERE'S A FUCKING RAINBOW!! IT WAS SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL AND WITH THE PEACH AND BLUE SKY!!! it made me incredibly happy the moment felt like forever it was also like 7:30 in the morning. in that moment I felt love, happiness, and hope. hope for love, hope for having my dreams come true, hope that I can and will do anything to have what I want because this world is beautiful and what I have to give is beautiful and I know one day ill make it my own.




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