Diary of Kate
2017-10-16 21:55:36 (UTC)

Where to begin?

Today was a good day I got to say. Beautiful, sunny fall. I was waiting for days like this to come. I think it adds energy and helps when you're feeling low. One of the teachers at the university told us that we should try to keep a diary which will help us with writing things in english. I think it's a good idea. Actually, I wanted to do that for a long time now. I just thought that this may help me with all the things that going on in my head and my emotions. I have no one to talk to about it. And sometimes it's so hard to just keep smiling so no one can guess what's going on or how bad you feel. Even though this was a good day I'm struggling with the urge to cut. I don't know what I'm going to do yet.
Lately I've been so into music again. This is a big part of my life. I'm in love with it since I was a little kid. I don't know what I would do without music or where I would be right now. Oh God, every single time I'm trying to write something in the diary I feel like it's so stupid and I'm ending up with deleting everything. I'll try not to do it this time and hopefully I'll be consistent in writing at least once a week. We'll see how it goes.