Lenne

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2017-10-03 08:31:44 (UTC)

Feel better, positive

Well, today I can call the way I feel with a word “positive”. Though I was waking up in a hard way, now I feel good. First of all I don’t like to jump from my bed right after alarm rang, second is that to leave warm bed when it is so cold outside is a kind of murder for the brain. It is really cold here in Moscow already, it was hardly above 0 degrees in the early morning and it feels like winter is coming, you know such a cold when you know it will be snowy soon. But strangely I would be happy to leave home to have little walk around the center, wearing warm clothes and shoes. Yes, I really waiting for New Year’s and Christmas markets to open, city to shine with Christmas lights and beautiful Christmas trees to appear everywhere. It is strange. It is the beginning of October and I have plenty of things to be done before New Year.
But I really feel better, positive. Maybe it is a sign that I do everything right and give myself enough rest, or maybe it is because of water-melon I ate yesterday and my organism seemed to find it the best way to clean itself, or maybe it is because of eating right for past few days. I have no will to give up, and I feel hope deep inside my heart. At least I feel it in the morning. And in the evening I have new driving class with the instructor, maybe I have a chance to ask him for one more on Friday’s morning. And on Saturday I have an exam. I will pass it. Yes, like that, it is right. Because I am good, I am smart girl, I can do it all and know all the rules. Everything I need now is to keep my head calm, to be calm and careful. Today I can imagine this: I’m driving in the cities center, red light, the car is standing in a small traffic. It is cold outside, but warm around me as I’m in the car. It is New Year’s eve and there is a lot of cars. Four o’clock in the day, it is still not dark.
Yeap, such an imagination. Interesting thing could be done but our brain sometimes…




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