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My heart in a knot
2017-09-17 19:11:58 (UTC)

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Well today I had a nearly full day of work, then I wasted 2 hours at the car dealership where I tried to get an oil change but ended up leaving, first off the sales guy tried to swindle me with the cost of the oil change but recanted once I showed him the receipt of how much I paid the last time I was there. The only reason why I go to the dealership instead of other places is because in the past I would take my vehicle to get repairs or oil changes and a month or so later my car would suddenly start having problems, so I figured going to the dealership where I got the car was the safer option... this dealership has many people who complain about how long it takes and quality of the service but the last time I went I didn't have any problems so I figured today would be similar.

Work was ok... nothing special, I got a lot done in the time that it needed to be done so that made me feel great. Tomorrow I start orientation for my new job and I'm honestly not that excited. Well not as excited as I was in the past when I started a new job. But it's not about the job, it's because I was hit with a hard reality of my life and it has all started to settle in and I feel horrible, like all I want to do is fix things and make things right. I've also been sick again, but I've been battling it with garlic, goldenseal, echinacea, and oil of oregano. I'll be continuing these things until I feel better but I'm not even sure how effective it will be or if I really need antibiotics.... all of this comes at such a vulnerable time for me as I'm trying to repair my life but might actually be making things worst.

The other thing that has me kind of down about this job is the parking, this place doesn't have set parking and it's expensive to park, the thing is that parking is free after 6pm but my orientation last from 8am until 4pm.... so I'm thinking I'll have to sit in my car for 2 hours until parking becomes free because even if I arrive at 8 if I leave at 6 parking is free, so I will be taking a book with me and arriving early just to see if I can find any other parking. I'm also going to look into figuring out the bus system that they have, I actually think I'll spend that 2 hours after orientation looking into that, if I do it will be my first public bus ride so hopefully it's not dreadful.


Well I'm not feeling too well, I'll be eating garlic in the morning and hopefully that will help... hopefully I come and write what happens...if not,,, then next time..




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