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2017-09-06 20:57:37 (UTC)

Shell shocked

Mood: Exhausted
Song: Silence
Color: Dark blue

I think We are shell shocked my family and i.
I think we are still reeling from the events of the past couple of week i think that we are trying to come to terms with every thing that's happened and i guess we are dealing with the loss of relationship and i know my dad is having a hard time with things...Mom is still angry and well so am i.
I keep mentally wording together what i want to say to her....but i haven't really tried or gotten far all i know is i could regret saying something, but i feel like i will regret not saying something more than i will regret saying something...
but i want it to be worded well and it needs to be cool, calm and collected.
Okay enough of that, i know that i am tired of writing on this subject and if anyone was reading well i know they are tired of hearing it. ugh.

At least i'm writing and i don't yet have to have a entry chose by someone else.
I feel very tired and very overwhelmed.
I'm here at church for a grow meeting in like five minutes....but nobody has shown up and i have this feeling that no one will which means that it's going to be a downer for us....
Like seriously show up, step up or get out of the way.
do what you say your going to do.

This is day two of no internet at home and it sucks....
oooh and now emergency's are happening....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Okay bye