Fuck it. That's how I'm starting this. I'm sick of doing the whole "dear diary" bullshit. I tried doing this in a physical notebook/journal but I never feel like writing my thoughts down in a book that nobody would ever see, read, or even know about. I guess I'll try to write everyday but no promises if something comes up. Little about me, I'm Lorelai, 19 years old, and also a lonely extrovert. I only have about three friend, being my boyfriend and best friends, Samantha and Jason. In my town it's hard making friends because everyone is either two faced or backstabbing. It's really hard to try to make friends when you can't be yourself around people.